Happy birthday to meee!! :D I'm finally 15! :DD
I got myself a boyfriend :)
He's one of my best guy friends who just professed that he's had a thing for me for over a year now. And the feeling was mutual so now here I am. I hope I can mak this work. He's a wonderful kid. :)))
Single again. Cool. And the kid I want has like, 3 other bitches ahead of me. Who are all way prettier and happier than me. Sigh. Can I shoot my knee caps off now?
Ugh okay so there’s this kid Tyler. He’s super sweet and a really incredibly nice kid. He’s 18. I’m 14. He asked me to be his girlfriend. I said yes, but now I’m having serious second thoughts. Because I like this other kid. And although he said straight up that he doesn’t want me, I really don’t wanna feel unfaithful to Tyler and hurt him because I still have a thing for that other kid I mentioned. And before Tyler, I haven’t had a relationship in years. I’ve almost gotten used to being alone. No one else to really deal with or constantly make happy or keep tabs on.
Sigh. I haven't made a blip in the blog world in a while, so here I am. Hi.
OMG. IT'S 2012. THE GREAT FIRES BEGAN IN 2012 IN THE KILLJOY VERSE. PREPARE FOR THE GREAT FIRES, KILLJOYS!!!!
So there's this new really cute kid that just started going to my school, he kinda looks like Eli from Degrassi. But I know every other girl wants his nuts too, So I keep getting really bummed out knowing I have absolutely no chance with him :/ especially since NO ONE wants a girl with as little confidence and self esteem and as bad of a family and so many mental problems as me.
I'm not feeling too great emotion-wise, but I still wanna wish everyone a great holiday, whatever it is you celebrate! :D <3
Ugh. I’ve been doing pretty good lately, considering I’m at my mom’s. Is this what it feels like to not be depressed? Idk. I feel like i’m out of my element. Like even my emotions feel awkward and out of place.
I forgot how much I missed my doggies. And me and my mom are getting along pretty well. She offered to let me back in with her today. If it’s gonna be like this, and I can have all my friends back, I’d consider it. But I know it’s just not in my or my mother’s nature to be complacent with each other. It might be smooth sailing for a while, but I’d be skating on this ice.