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So I haven't posted in like, a year.

And might I say, it feels alien being back here writing a blog.
But damn. I started to think I was growing out of MCR a little, until I heard The World Is Ugly. My god, my love for this band reared right back up and slapped me in the face. And god, did I miss it. My Chemical Romance will always be my favorite band, and that will NEVER change. xoxo

Por favor?

http://insoberdecay-iwouldstand.tumblr.com/post/31485334003/so-you-guys-...
if you guys would be so kind, please check this out :)
Especially if you're a Doctor Who fan.
xokristen

[EDIT]

oh, and the audio file always uploads wrong so just drag the little playbar thing a little bit and press play and the audio will continue

Thanks to the mods, this didn't get posted earlier, IS IT EDITED ENOUGH YET?

So, I'm part of a cover band now. Any suggestions for songs to cover? I'm the lead singer. I can't do dirty vocals to save my life, but I'm working on it and we have a dirty vocalist, so fire away. We're already doing Northern Downpour by P!ATD and probably Product Of A Murderer by Of Mice & Men.
So, I'm single again. A couple days after Warped I broke up with him. it's whatever. He turned into a dick about it and flipped it around so that he hurt ME.
But lately it feels like the hopeless romantic inside me has come to play, and it's pissing me off.

Woo okay haven't updated in a month.

So, I'm part of a cover band now. Any suggestions for songs to cover? I'm the lead singer. I can't do dirty vocals to save my life, but I'm working on it and we have a dirty vocalist, so fire away. We're already doing Northern Downpour by P!ATD.
So, I'm single again. A couple days after Warped I broke up with him. Sigh. I miss my other ex. The one before him.
I've been working on a lot of drawing, singing, and tattoo ideas lately, and not to toot my own horn, but my writing skill has gotten SO much better in the last year.
I'm rewriting my old fanfic.
That's all I can think of for now.
xo

please?

I request feedback on a tattoo idea i’ve come up with.
Okay, so the gist of it is supposed to be like, a human skull painted with day of the dead paint, or possibly just plain, with a rose, or a chili pepper leaning against one side of it and either a bottle of booze or a gun beside it on the opposite side with a banner underneath it that says “I’ll use the love you left behind” underneath. It’s supposed o be like, a final closure for my grandmother’s death, someone i was close to’s suicide and all the shit my dad has put me through with his alcoholism. thoughts? opinions?

Brain Vomit. Ya Dig?!

Pretty little girl, in her harmless little world.
She won’t eat, she can’t sleep. She lies awake at night, screaming into silence for something unknown, to save her from a bitter end. Unforgotten memories, long since past. Your every word another concrete ball holding me fast, to the flooding hull of a sinking ship, slowly drowning out at sea. Your voice was the ladder out of the depths, as I fell into insanity. I spent one too many nights forcing my toxins airborne through the scent of my own blood on the floor.
I’m a fucking monster, I hope you snap my neck.

So, he's gone.

Today was his last day. I stayed with him after everyone left from school until he got picked up. An gave him this note I made. Explaining my feelings towards him :/
I think he may have had a thing for me too. I mean, he certainly acted like it. I swear, we were so close to kissing it was painful. And now the tears floweth forth. Not only have I lost a potential lover, but a best friend too.

Friday.

So little time. And then he's moving. and taking my heart with him. I'm so strung out I almost can't even speak to him. Fuck. And he's not even mine.

I don't know why I ramble on any more.

So, turns out this kid that i've liked since I laid eyes on him is moving to Arizona. ON MONDAY. I don't know why I get so torn up about a kid that's not even mine, but this hurts so fucking much. I literally can barely fucking breathe and just don't know how to even feel or react any more. I fucking can't see the keyboard through the fucking tears. I know i'm fucking over reacting, but I don't know how much longer I can take all the stress that's been kicked up lately. I haven't thought so hard about... ending things in months. I have no fucking reason to be here.

Uppydates.

Single. Again. He dumped me this day last week. Still hurting over it. So depressed. I hate living like this. And it doesn't help that it's rainy and sad looking outside. sigh....

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