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Save our souls (PART 17)

"Yes" the voice said.
"I'll be down in five minutes" I said hanging up the phone. I ran and got my car keys and set off. I looked for Gerard but he was gone aswell as the bus.
"Shit!" I thought to myself. I made my way to the hospital, I was surprised that I didn't get stopped by the police the amount of time I went through a red light.

I pulled up as close as I could and jumped out of the car. I was greeted by a nurse,
"You must be Mrs. Way?" she asked
"Yes, is my son alright?" I asked
"Go in and see for yourself" she said guiding me into a different ward from last time.


Well I was sitting minding my own business then BAM! my lip started bleeding I wasnt bothered but then it got worse and worse now I'm scared it been five minutes and it's still bleeding!? I didn't even do anything! :(

Save Our souls (PART 16)

Might kill me because of the ending and where I've left it xD

I reached my front door, I swear it didn't feel like I  had been walking for that long. When I got in no one was in, there was a note in the table.
"Just out for shopping" I said I laughed at the fact that mum had even left a note. 
I sat in the living room and turned on the t.v, Kerrang was already on so I just left it. Green Day 21 guns was on I loved that song just as much as wake me up when September ends and basket case. I slowly drifted away then next thing I knew I was sleeping.

"Gerard!" someone screamed from downstairs.

Save our souls (PART 15)

"Gerard!" my mum called from downstairs "franks here!" she shouted again.
I got up and grabbed my black skinnys and a long sleeved t-shirt. I took about five minutes to get ready and ran downstairs. 
"and he finally comes" Frank laughed
"shut up, well are you ready?" i asked
"yeah, let's go and by the way me re-instated to school" he said happily
"yes!" I shouted happily walking out the door. Me and Frank talked about music and how we wanted to help people. We arrived at school just in time for the bell.

Save our souls (PART 14)

"shut up! Mikey and Kelly died" Frank snapped at bob
"im so sorry I never knew" Bob said covering his mouth
"it's okay I wouldn't expect you to know that" I said putting my head on the desk.
After about ten minutes into the lesson, Ray was invited back into the class and he took his seat beside me.
"what are we doing?" Ray asked
"I have no clue, I haven't being paying any attention" I said honestly
"Frank what are we doing" Ray asked frank as i Was no help.
" a load of shit about fractions and that" Frank said
"well I may say you two are a lot of help" Ray said trying to pick up what we were

I'm sorry <\3

I had my hopes up high but you let them fall,
I swear i thought you liked me back but obviously not,
I'm going to just be quiet and never walk this world again
You made me this way and let mr drown in a pool of sorrows.

I'm going to show you everything that i can do,
I'm going to make this world my own and destroy everything in m way
I'm going to make sure you know what you have lost,
So long and goodnight because your going regret it all.

I really should do this more often than be depressed, I out getting my feelings out there! :)


1. How old will you be in five years? 18
2. Who did you spend at least two hours with today? Dad
3. How tall are you? 5'2"
4. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks? Seeing all my friends again! xD
5. What’s the last movie you saw? Breaking Dawn (part 1) it was shit
6. Who was the last person you called? Hayley
7. Who was the last person to call you? Hayley
8. What was the last text message you received? "I sent you that at six o'clock yesterday..."
9. Who was the last person to leave you a voicemail? Nina
10. Do you prefer to call or text? Text
11. What were you doing at 12am

Save our souls (PART 13)

-ring- -ring-
The bell rang and we all jumped and put our stuff away really quickly. Everyone had already cleared out the class by the time me, Ray and Frank had packed up.
"so we going to the cafe or not because I'm starving!" Ray proclaimed
"yeah I guess, well if Gerard wants too" Frank said
"yeah lets go" I said.
The while journey all I thought about was Mikey and how much I missed him, I did miss Kelly too but I missed Mikey a lot more. 
"Hey gerard, are you okay?" Frank asked
"well kinda but I really miss Mikey a lot" I said holding back my tears. 
"Its okay, Mikey will be very proud of


So how's your day killjoys? Becuse mines is amazing <3 I seriously couldnt be more happier!! :D think I might post another part of save our souls I'm that happ ahhh stuff it I will! :D

Save our souls (PART 12)

I'm sorry but this part isn't ending on a high point I can't thunk of any good ones so here's the rest! :D

"Congradultions you people have been chose from the one hundred people sitting here to be co-leaders of New Jersey, You have four Days to say goodbye to your loved one and Pack your bags. The rest you have eleven days.
Me and Ray looked at each other, I could tell he was worried. Frank looked happy though. 

"Hey Gerard, Did you tell your mum?" Frank asked as we walked to the park
"No and I still dont know what to say to her" I said blocking the sun out of  my eyes
"Ohhhh your a deadman!,