NO_POINT_sweety...'s blog

now i'm feeling zombified

now i'm feeling zombified

now i'm feeling zombified

now i'm feeling zombified

Mom and Dad think you'll be saved,
They never had the time,
They're gonna medicate your lives,
You were always born a crime,
We salute you in your grave.

I'm trying to stay sane but it is very hard. I was very unstable when I was a teenager. I did several institutions and therapies. When I was 18 I went living on my own. It was in a kind of home for people who lived in psychiatric hospitals and couldn't go back to where they lived before they were in the hospital . I couldn't afford a regular place to live. My parents were in money trouble and had taken all the money from my bills to buy food and pay the bills. The reason why i went living on my own is that my mom is bipolar and my dad psychotic. My mom can get really paranoid because my father and I understand each other very well. They take care of me but I become unstable again because they are.
I went back to my parents because I missed them a lot. When I visited them on sundays it felt so good and home-like.

Long ago I visited this page. No one says anything anyway. I read some posts of people. Man I feel old. Everything is like yeah been there done that. You know? Just saw a picture of myself. Man i gained weight. seriously you probally think i am 30- 40 years old.

The possitive thing about beeing 'old' is that I don't care that much about stuff like that I gained weight or that I have no friends or that I have a very weird crush or that my parents are depressed or that we have no money or stuff like that. That's just life. It doesn't get better, you just get used to it. ( If that doesn't give hope hahaha)

I've become quite a cynical, irritated person with horrible english.

All apologies

(The weight is cuz I quited smoking almost a year now gooood girl)

For everybody in Belgium who wants to see MCR or for people who want to help ; sign this petition!!!
http://twitition.com/w9idb
thank you!
they never come to belgium. with the killjoys they only came to a festival... they were the only band i really wanted to see but the tickets were very expensive (cuz is was a festival)...

won.

Friday September 16, 2011 | Posted by: NO_POINT_sweety...
For everybody in Belgium who wants to see MCR or for people who want to help ; sign this petition!!!
http://twitition.com/w9idb