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Druid Moon...

Terrible this mass that commands me so...
Overwhelming this urge to shift...
To dissolve, to shift, to consume...
To be in any state other than my own...

These feelings are not truly mine...
And yet they are not fully without depth...
For while the moonlight may pull them from my eyes...
Are not the yearnings always within my heart?

Buried on the fleeting corners of my mind...
Hiding away in the realm of nightmares and fluff...
Cast out so that they cannot overthrow my will...
Imprisoned in their rightful Bastille so that I might thwart their willful coup...

These feelings, these mixed truths, have no place here...
They are worthless and yet I do feel them...
Yes, I always feel them...
Worming their way up into my guts like poison...

Poision, half-truths and mocking antidotes...
They ask me to take two tears and be whole...
They lie, they cannot set me free...
Nay, nor can my tears, never my tears...

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The Lovers I

I am calm...
A still of ocean...
Endless...
Ageless...

I am wild...
My branches wicked...
They strangle and kill...
They strive...

I am gentle...
A light breath...
Yet seemingly unstable...
Untouchable...

I am alive...
I burn, I yearn, I consume...
Untouched...
I feed...

I try, I stall, I Take...
I know...
Admittedly I've always known...
But I slept...

Now I am awake...
And these dreams are flesh...
I shall walk this Flesh...
And taste...

Taste this Life...
Feed this Fire...
Tear this Path...
Feel this Need...

I shall Celebrate this Life...
Embrace this elemental Truth...
Consume this Eternal passion...
Or Die, for I am at Peace...

- N

P.S. This painting is "The Lovers I"; by Rene Magritte.

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Sometime's I Take Quizzes...

Ah, so I just took an MCR song Quiz and got WTTBP! ^^

Confused? Here's the descrpition, I think it's quite a perfect description of both me, and what I always thought the song was trying to get across!

"You've got great ambitions and drive in life! You could care less what the world thinks of you all that matters is where you're going. You disregard anybody who stands in your way. Your ambition is admirable, but be careful of slipping out of reality. Your creative side can take over sometimes, but you always think in ways that not many people do, and you offer a great new perspective to the world."

Fucking love it. ^_^

Since, it's such a well done quiz I'm passing it on to you lot!

You can take it here! - http://www.facebook.com/apps/application.php?id=101646568683

And remember, there's no such thing as a bad MCR song, so there's no reason not to be absolutely *honest*.

Hee, worst case scenario, you get a brand new song to love as your own. ^_-

- N

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100 Ways - (Rough)

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Timeless

Darkness flows from my hands...
Weaving out before me in its inky tendrils...
The night is warm and it is mine...
Always mine...

Dreams light up the meadow...
Bright and warm, a still in time...
Time is always still now...
Poised and calm, as it winks and waits...

Oh, how the nights used to bleed...
The bleeding of the lost...
The bleeding of the lone...
The bleeding, of the unseen...

Hands press on and on...
The scene shfits, and the cast steps in...
Still the que was off...
Chiming on, despite my missing guests...

Midnight comes, and comes again...
It had to come at night...
Only night could become the dawn...
Only night could become this peace...

I yearn now to dance in this peace...
To dance once again beside this dawn...
For time is a dance...
And like the night it is now mine...

The ballroom is crowded and the chimes so loud...
But they are winding down...
Keeping time and waiting...
Waiting for the bleeding to stop...

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Industrial Sunrise

Everything is about to change.
I stand, poised above the precipice.
They pass, at odds.
Dancers with steel and porcelain.

I smile, but not at them.
It's never been at them.
They cannot see it, not raw.
Yet they think they do, fools.

Fools think they see everything.
They see nothing, only what I will.
I cannot help it, nor them.
This is just the way it always stays.

I can feel the wind, my smile grows.
My hands are spread, poised.
I long to jump, but I cannot.
The sun blinds and sand binds.

Time is my cage.
But it cannot hold me forever.
And it cannot enslave my smile.
My smile is mine, always mine.

The mask is tied tight.
Some days, I forget it's even there.
When I land, I shall pull it free.
Take a bow love, no strings.

- N

P.S. This painting is "Industrial Sunrise"; by Gerasim Vitiakov.

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My Chemical Monday! - 12/28/09!

It doesn't get much more intimate than this...

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My Chemical Monday! - 12/21/09!

The chemicals taste like chemicals...

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My Chemical Monday! - 12/14/09!

Das influence...

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My Chemical Monday! - 12/07/09!

Something for the ladies...