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Day 5

I just feel really hollow and sad at the moment.
Scratch that, I don't even feel sad; just like my heart's gone into shock.
I just...
I don't know anymore guys.
This has all come as such a shock, and I keep having random moments where I see what I saw when I was lonely and crying myself to sleep listening to them because they were the only ones there for me. I see what I saw laying up in bed at night staring at my wris & feeling so sick of myself I wanted to puke.
It's crazy, but I know we are all together until the end - and this is not it.
Because it's not a band,
it's an idea.

Day 5

I just feel really hollow and sad at the moment.
Scratch that, I don't even feel sad; just like my heart's gone into shock.
I just...
I don't know anymore guys.
This has all come as such a shock, and I keep having random moments where I see what I saw when I was lonely and crying myself to sleep listening to them because they were the only ones there for me. I see what I saw laying up in bed at night staring at my wris & feeling so sick of myself I wanted to puke.
It's crazy, but I know we are all together until the end - and this is not it.
Because it's not a band,
it's an idea.

They Were My Everything

They were the reason I first picked up a guitar.
They were the reason I first started songwriting.
They were the reason I wanted to start a band.
They were the reason I can feel comfortable in my own skin now.
They were the reason I didn't spiral into a dark hole of nothingness.

I'm going to get The Black Parade Is Dead! for my birthday, but I don't know if I can watch it now.

Seriously, they were the first band that was mine. They were the first band that I could call my own, and it hurts so much.

I'll never get to have the best night of my life, I'll never get to see the people who sang me

FANGIRLING MOMENT

So, this new(ish) band, Set It Off who are amazing have been in my ears constantly for about five days now, but I LOVE THEM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!! So then my dreams (well one of them) came true just now.

THEIR BASSIST LIKED TWO OF MY PHOTOS AND COMMENTED ON ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ASDFGHJKKLBVRUJGHIEBGFU4IOHU934HFU4WRGYPERBGVEBGBAERIHBGFRBEV was my initial reaction.

Those of you who like Set It Off can appreciate my fangirling.

Kerrang! Tour 2013 - I Was There!

It's been like, 3 days since it happened but it'll stay with me forever. :')

I. Went. To. The. Kerrang!. Tour.

And it was A M A Z I N G.

BVB and TA were so phenomanal, whenever I listen to Amelia, Wretched And Divine, In The End, Resurrect The Sun and Listening I remember moments from the concert and it's just... brilliant.

Me and my mum got lost. :( So I only came in towards the end of FVK's set and missed William Control completely, but I didn't really mind, because I was only there to see Tonight Alive and Black Veil Brides.

I CANNOT stress how brilliant it was, it was the best night of my

IT'S ALL OVER!!!!

Conventional Weapons is over!!!!!!!! Dx My favourite three definetly got to be:
1. Number Three - I was addicted to this for a while. It was the only thing I listened to.
2. Number One - Only for Boy Division. That song is absolutely amazing!!
3. Number Five - I've only just got it, but I love it so much.

What are your favourite Conventional Weapons singles? Tell me (or not). :D

~ND x

Killjoy ID

It's been ages since I posted on here but hey! Here's some news about me:

I'M GOING TO THE KERRANG! TOUR!!!!!!!!!! Is anyone else going to the Manchester date on the 4th? Tell me!

Ummm, that's about it. XD

Killjoy ID: Neon Distortion
Since: 2012
First Song: I heard Welcome To The Black Parade first but it was I'm Not Okay that got me hooked
Favourite Song: The Light Behind Your Eyes
Killjoy Song: The World Is Ugly
Killjoy Phrase: You'll never take me alive
Colour: Purple
Symbol: The picture.
Status: Active

OMG

I just said something to do with Mark Hoppus and my mum went 'Who's he?' FACEPALM.

In The End

I'm listening to BVB's new album (which is amazing btw!) and when In The End came on I was just like, 'YEAH!!!!!!!' cause I know that song and I was just like... I felt so connected to them. :) *INITIATE FANGIRL MODE*

HAPPY FUDGING NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!

To all killjoys around the world, I hope you have a good one. If you are going through tough times, I hope they get better. I promise you they will. Just stay strong, turn up those headphones and smile at the sky. It might be raining now, but soon a rainbow will appear.

My fears and dreams for 2013:
DREAMS:
1. To feel properly alright again.
2. To find true friendship.
3. To see Amber.
4. To get this band I have up and running.
5. To completely fill my room with posters.
6. To get 1000 songs on my iPod.
7. To start putting up youtube covers.
8. Become better at guitar.
9. Buy something from

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