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My bro's gf wanted her bro to stay the whole week in my room. I was mad and i tried to ignored her. trying to avoid an unwanted fight. She decided to forget about it but of course a couple of minutes later she comes pack yelling at me! I tryied (again) to ignore her. But then she said "I told my brother to lock his door because i dont trust you." WTH!?!?!?! I just blew up my hands started shaking. I wanted to punch her so bad! Then i yell at her saying "WHAT DO YOU THINK IM GONNA DO?!?!?! I DONT LIKE HIM!" She said it like i was gonna Malest him! even my mom thought that was what she ment! So after another arguement they leave. :) But then they come back. without her brother. and she comes back yelling at me. finaly she goes to sleep. but she also said that she will be moving out! YAY!!!!! I think the funny part of the fighting was when she said that she was better than my sisters bf joe. then i said No youre wors than him.

HE HAS EVERYTHING!!!!!! The Gun, The Mask, The jacket... AGHHHHH!!!!! this kid is so lucky my friend showed me this pic and i just saw it.
P.S. I have no idea who the people are in the pic.

Me & my uncle switched sim card's a couple of month's ago cause his "Lady Friend" wouldent stop calling him. (She's a prostatute using him for his money.) Anyway so his friend had called me the other day & I gave him my old number. A couple of week's later my mom & my cousin were talking about some movie that he's going to be in. His friend isnt in the movie buisness but he wrote a story. My uncle's very happy about it. Then I read what he had to do. He has to act like a Fuckin' Little Kid!! He showed me the skript & when I read the begining it said "And Mando will be a an adopted boy with brain dammage that is playing with an airplain" That pissed me off yes my uncle is sick but for his "Friend" to send this movie to him is just sick! I tried to talk my uncle out of it but he wouldent listen to me. He said he's doing it for the money. He has to be playing with an airplain then his parent's take him to day care but as another lady in the story call's it it's an asylum!

A 15 year old girl holds hands with her 1 year old son. People call her a slut, no one knows she was raped at 13. People call another guy fat. No one knows he has a serious disease causing him to be over-weight. People call an old man ugly, no one knew he had a serious injury to his face while fighting for our country in the war . Repost this if you are against bullying and stereotyping. I bet 95% of you won't

They didnt get together yet. they formed the band a week after 9/11. So how could it be mcr international day.. Im confused... Can someone help me?

So everynight i stay up till like 5 am because i cant sleep. I dont know why but. i just cry. and it's not because of a recent event. this has been going on for about 3 year's. i stay up listining to music. Just thinking about everything. And ive been having this dream that im at my Funeral but no one's there except for My sister, my neice and nephiew and my friend joseph. but theyre not crying. their smiling.. It scares me. i dont know. it makes me feel like they would be happy. I just dont know what to think anymore. i know i would be missed. but that dream makes me think. alot.

Well today i found out that my cousin's dad's girlfriend died on the 14th. Her heart stopped beating.. No one know's why. she died in her sleep. sad thing was that her 2 year old was in the bed with her. My cousin said that she was arguing with someone then she took her son and went to sleep. when the little boy (Roland) woke up he tried to wake her up but she didnt. then later her mom walked in and realised what had happened. & to make thing's even worse Roland didnt know and the funeral was today. someone didnt know and they took him. He saw her and he started crying. They had to take him outside but he was still crying. he was banging on the doors crying for her. im still in shock. she was only 24. well.. i dont know what else to say.. im not going to sleep so if anyone read's this message me please..

R.I.P Monica

Can you call your ex without it being awkward?
No.

Last night, you felt?
Tyred.

Who was the last person you texted?
My sister.

Did you hold hands with someone of the opposite sex today?
I didnt even go outside.

More attractive: kisses out of nowhere, or when you know?
Out of nowhere.

When you hold hands do you interlock fingers?
Yup.

Is there someone you'd like to hang out with and just talk with?
Yup

Last time you saw an ex of yours?
Umm. Last year. in September.

Do you hate the last person who called you?
Yes.

First person to speak to you in 2011?
My Mom. :/

Have you told anybody you loved them today and meant it?
Nope.

Do you hate when people call you when you're sleeping?
My phone's usiawyl off.

What woke you up this morning?
My Brother leaving to drop off his Gf at work.. It was 6:30 A.m!

What was the last drink you had?
Snapple.

Did anything annoy you today?
My mom. my bor's gf .

I aicdentaly posted this yesterday but then i realised it was the 14th.. its not my fault! (realy its not im dislexic) so yeah HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAY!!!!!

Appearance
[ ] I have/had piercings besides the ears.
[ ] I want piercings besides the ears.
[ ] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[X] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have/want a tattoo.
[X] I can be self-conscious about my appearance.
[X ] I have/had braces.
[ ]I have more than two piercings.

Embarrassment
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[X] I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
[X] I’ve glued my hand to something. (my shoe, my face, my other hand. it was super glue)
[ ] I’ve laughed until some kind of beverage came out of my nose
[ ] I’ve had my pants rip in public.
[X] I’ve touched something sharp/hot/etc to see if it would hurt.

Health
[X] I’ve gotten stitches.
[X] I’ve broken or dislocated a bone.
[X] I’ve had my tonsils removed.
[X] I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I’ve had chicken pox.

Travel
[ ] I’ve been to Florida.