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a poem about the conneticuit shootings

Forgotten innocence-
The light has faded inside their eyes
No amount of tears will ever subside
To many coffins for a single day
Never will their memory fade away

Candle -lit services brighten the night
All over lies a blanket of fright
Let sorrow fall like heavy rain
Come ye all to feel the pain

Dark beauty
Stained light
Forgotten chance
To say goodbye

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does anyone else on here lie about coughing just to avoid cough medicine?

The stuff is absolutely vile! >P

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too many topics for a single title

The Colorado shooting! Wtf? They were little kids! They barely had any chance to leave! I weep for the victims and anyone who knew them.

I got 2 third places and one 1rst place on my swim meet. I'm happy with it but Im gonna try harder.
I'm still love stricken buy my crush whom has a boyfriend ... oh well
I saw a guy at the mall with a party poison jacket on!!!:)
Christmas tree still remains undecorated...:|
my bully watches RuPauls drag race!!! Mind is blown

~Nightmare

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do we comment anymore?

Not that I'm an attention whore or anything bit I was just scrolling along the community and I barely saw any comments...anywhoodle life is so confusing it seems that my "best friend" is pulling away because I told her that I liked another girl. This may not seem like a big deal to some but it is to me. I'm actually feeling confident about my swim meet. This is pretty important to me. I'm uber tired so, so long and good night.

~Nightmare :)∞

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*sigh* sometimes i wish i can do a video blog

Today was okay...the same girl who called me a homophobe and stuff called me a dumbass and a bitch. If I could say anything to her it'd be "listen the Fuck up you little bitch,1.) Im not homophobic,I don't know what I am but I'm most certainly not straight 2.) Cant we just leave each other alone? I don't try to start shit with you I just stick up for people that you bully and myself." Anywhoodle everyone on here seems a little down:( Cheer up my friends!!!!!! I know what its like to go through shit but try to stay positive!!! Remember you are always loved on here!:)∞(smily faces infinity)
~Nightmare

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its a chain of killjoy names! add yours and reblog!

Forever Kis$ed
Under Byte
miss.chief
Star
Nitro Nightmare
Amplified Suicide
Alkaline Child
Stardust Specter
the fullmetal killjoy
10. Cherry Bomb
krooked klymene
razorblade disco
marshmallow grenade
Retro Rebel
Ash americana
pyro child
Vinyl Rabbit
Agent Revenge
Lurid Kid
20.White Crayon Killshot
Delirium Exterminator Cola
Ritalin Raygun
Honeybee Lethal Toast
Retro Glory
CosmoQueen
heart eater
Pinky Pain
30. Dirty Birdy
Butane Brat
Jazz Bullets
Tempo Thief
Jett Light
Handguns Galore
Cyanide revenge
Toxic Timebomb
Adrenaline Revolution
Mad bullet
40. Phaser-Laser
Atomic Enigma
Silver Peacemaker
Stellar Manx
Trigger Trickster
Apocalyptic Sunshine/Vampire Moon
Tachyon Ghost
Liquid Lady Madness
Kolorful Cascade
50. Electro Bullet Blast
KIss
Adrenaline Raygun
Huggy Beardoll
The Deadly Butterfly
Morning Glory
Super Cyanide
Innocent Bystander
Cellophane After Blood or CAB

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i shoulda been a ballerina:)

I guess I'm gonna try to blot more often. Lets see what happened today... I swam in swim(we have our first swim meet Saturday!), I said anywhoddle and snoozle(which means nap or sleep), I actually had a boy come to me for advice on girls(I know him kind well) I think I helped,I did homework(not really,more like added color to a French project), I washed my hair, I watched gaysoftheweek on youtube(I love Tuesday!), sung t.g.I.f, realized my class will sick singing viva la vida and rocketeer for the Christmas show, and finally I saw how wonderfully bias this world is...so how was your day?:)

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why i walk on my toes

This is a bad habit I have.
1.)whenever I twist my ankles(which happens a lot) it doesn't hurt as much
2.)makes me look taller B-)
3.)just a habit

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fate is so f****** twisted...yet i suppose it all works out

1.)she got a bf out of nowhere! Kayla said she said she met him at a swim meet :'(
2.)apparently if they breakup she'll go with me...I'm not sure how I feel about this because I don't want to be like a backup or rebound
3.) I was passing notes in history it was mainly about how this girl called me a homophobe(I couldn't help but laugh my ass off at this one, I'm like the complete opposite) then a homosexual then she insulted the lgbt
4.) I got caught but I didn't worry because the teacher likes me for some odd reason...however I did get nervous when she showed my homeroom teacher
5.) I got an indirect warning but the girl got in trouble for calling me those names and insulting the lgbt

Fate is so twisted :)

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im alive...and off scott-free!!!!

So weirdly enough my mother let what happend last night go so I'm off scott-free!!!!Yay!!!!:)∞