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im back!!!!!

Hello!!! It's been forever since i last posted....
I'm still with my girlfriend,but i just found out i got into a new school, and I don't know how to tell her...any advice?
Things have been boring.... I'm home front school early because I threw up....and I have a birthday in a few months.
Please everyone stay strong, please. We are still a family after all, and we can't let these draculoids dust us, okay? I . Love. You.:)<3

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we just wanna eat your brains!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's not unreasonable, I mean no one's gonna eat your eyes!

...Yeah...the title says all....

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changing the subject from the band breakup.....please don't hate me

I just got John Greene's new book The Fault In Our Stars and so far it's really good:) I also got Chris Colfers book Struck By Lightning, I haven't read it yet though...

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is the website going down?

I hope not, this my only connection to my second family...

So...this is the true ending, really though, did I honestly expect this band to last forever? Life goes on, I have had my chance to weep but I think of this as a start of something new. They all went their separate ways and they all have separate lives. We just have to keep on living. This band lasted 12 fuckin years, with 4 of the most beautiful albums I'd say they made a name for themselves, and we, the MCRmy, the bullet bringing,revenge seeking, black parade marching, joy killing, conventional weapons have grown so very much. This band molded me into the person I am today, and that is something I'll never forget. I will always keep it ugly while staying beautiful, say it loud while saying it proudly, keep on loving and never fear walking this ugly world alone, and never let these fucking vampires hurt me or anyone else. I will keep on living because killjoys never die, i will keep my boots tight, my gun close, and most certainly die with my mask on and a huge smile on my face.

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one last lyric chain? lets make it count!!!!!!

When i was, a young boy, my father, took me into the city, to see a marching band...♡♥♡♥♡♡♡♡♥♡♥♡♥♡

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Its really over, isnt it? This isnt a grand opening for the new album that Gee created. This is truly the end...
I just hope the website wont be terminated.
It kind of strange, werent they in the middle of recording their new album? What happened?! A liitle explanation would be nice.
Gerard finally revealed the secret to "I brought you my bullets, you brought me your love" cover art, so I guess this is the end...just remember...killjoys never die.
On this note I leave, my email is here so in case the website is hone, you'll have this.
Goodnight my bullet bringing,revenge seeking, black parade marching, joy killing, conventional weapons. May the light never fade from behind your eyes:')♡♥♡♥♥♥♡♥♡♥♥♡♥♥♥♥♥♡♥♡♥♥♥♡♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♡♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♡♥♥♥♥♥♡♥♡♡♥♡♥♥♥♥♡♡♡♡♡♡♥♡♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♡♡♥♥♥♡♡♥♡♥♥♥♡♥♡♥

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Why? This cant be, this band helped me through the toughest time in my life,why? I have made so many good friends on this site, i just hope they dont shut it down....if they do, this is my
I wish them well at what ever they do from here.
I am not afraid to keep on living, i am not afraid to walk this world alone....
Possibly for the last time,
So long and good night.
Full name-Tyler Fullilove
Killjoy name- music martyr
I love you guys so much, im in tears right now, this is my second family, and always will be....

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swim meet tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!

As the title says my first real swim meet is tomorrow! Im so excited!! Is there any thing else to talk about? Hmm...well my lack of sleep has gotten worse, i just keep waking up in the middle of the night,and the nightmares are co,ing back too,but wish me luck!:)