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We got up on the stage and played the set.After the show Ghost was in the bus watching T.V.The rest of the band decided to go out for dinner but I said I would stay with Ghost.After they all left he came and sat close to me,and I thought it was because it was cold in the bus.But then he leaned his face close to mine and for but a second our lips touched.It was electrifying,it felt as if I were floating on a cloud.
"Ghost,That was..." I said
"Amazing?" he added
"Yeah.You could say that." I said while blushing
He leaned over and tried again.
"Ghost,We can't.I'm in love with Ricky,and if Savannah lives, you have her." I told him
"So?What's wrong with whoring around once in a while?" he asked
"Everything if you're in a loving relationship!"
He then grabbed my face and pulled me in and literally raped my lips.I pulled away and ran out the tour bus straight to the VE! bus and ran to Michael and Put my arms around him and just started to cry.
"What's wrong?" He asked

Savannah had a doctors appointment that day to see how the baby was doing.
Her and Frank went.About 15 minutes later I got a call.It was Frank
"Hey Violet.Uh yeah we got into a car accident.And they aren't sure if Savannah is going to make it" He said
"WHAT THE HELL DO YOU MEAN SHE MIGHT NOT MAKE IT?" Ghost screamed after I told him
He started to break down and cry just as Gerard pulled up out front.We got in the car and I sat in the back with Ghost and Ricky so I could comfort him.He just was a depressed motherfucker the entire ride to the hospital.When we got there he ran straight in and started asking Frank where she was.We got our visitors bracelets and ran to go see her.She was on the bed nearly lifeless.Ghost went and sat by her and held her hand as he started to cry.Then the doctor came in and asked to talk to Ricky and me.
"She lost the baby.And we might lose her."he told us
"Oh my.Ghost will be devastated" I said

When Gerard,Frank,and I walked on the bus Savannah was sitting there with a knife in her hand pointed straight to her heart.I ran over to her and took it from her.While doing this I cut my hand and it was gushing out blood everywhere,but I didn't give a damn.I'd do anything to save a life.
"What the hell do you think you were doing?" I half screamed
"Taking my life.Everyone is angry with me so what's the point of my existence?" She said
"The point to your existence?All of us would be devastated if you went,ecspecially Ghost.I wouldn't be shocked if he went into depressed mode." I said
Ricky came in and saw my hand bleeding and ran for me and asked what had happened.
"It's nothing" I told him
"Of course it's something.Was it self inflicted?"He asked
"No.I promise you I will never cut."I promised him
He went and got a roll of bandages and wrapped my hand up with them.I flinched only once and that was when he tied the knot to keep it on.

"WHAT THE HELL?!" I screamed "YOU'RE PREGNANT?"
"Uhhh yeah.It was an accident I swear.It wasn't supposed to happen like this." She said trying to hold back tears
Just then Ghost fainted.I caught him right before he fell to the ground.I took him to the VE bus and thank god they had smelling salts.He came to after that.I had Michael help me carry him back to the MIW bus,and I put him in his bunk.
"WHAT THE HELL YOU'RE ONLY 22!" I heard Angela scream
"I don't know it was an accident I may have forgotten a day." she said
"Everybody calm the fuck down.If she wants the baby she wants it.Leave her alone." Devin said behind us
Ricky dragged me outside and into the VE bus so we could talk to them because they were obviously freaking out after what happened.We explained to them what was going on and they calmed down a bit.
"Who do we know that has a baby?" I asked
"My Chem has 3" Michael said
As soon as he said that I ran over to their bus and knocked on their door.Gerard answered it.

When we got up we went straight to the VE bus,because we always have fun over there.We got there and I sat on the couch and DJ came and sat on my lap.
"Why the hell are you raping me?" I asked
"If I were raping you do you really think we'd be this calm?"
"Probably not.I mean considering every time we come on this bus there's always some chick screaming her head off.So I guess not.
He started laughing then said,"True there is always some sort of sexual thing going on here."
Then Ricky walked in and said "Whats this I hear about sex?"
"Nothing we're just kidding around." I told him

Eventually after sitting on their couch eating their cookies for a little while.We got to talking.
"So,What the hell were you going to ask me yesterday?" I asked Michael
"Well,I was going to ask you if you had any eyeliner but Ricky went all crazy on my ass and then well,shit went down." He told me
"Oh shit.Still you shouldn't have said what you did."
"Oh well,I said what I did and there's no changing it now."
Ricky then came on their bus and sat down and stole a few cookies out of the package.
"Mmmm.Are we all friends now?" He asked
"If they want to be the hell yeah.And they have great taste in cookies." I told him
"I want to be your friend.And yes we know we have good taste in cookies."DJ said
"Is that supposed to be a sex joke?" I asked
"No,but I guess it does sound a tad bit dirty.So I guess it might as well be one"He replied
"That settles it.Motionless in White and Vampires Everywhere! shall be friends for all eternity." Ricky said with his mouth full of cookie

I woke up an hour later to Ricky getting into bed.He was trying to be careful but I sleep lightly.Once he got comfortable I decide to roll over on top of him because it sounded good in my head.I started to lightly kiss him and then went full on make out.Before I knew it clothes were being flown all over the place except for on us.
"Oh my." Ricky said
I giggled a bit and then,well,we started to "make love."It was kinda awkward at first but then I started to get the hang of it.
"Oh god." I heard Chris say as he passed by
After about 3 and a half hours of that,we heard Angelo screaming at someone.We got dressed as fast as we could and ran out.I got there first and saw that he was screaming at DJ Black about Angela.Angela was trying to pull that slapping in the face thing but that made them even more angry.
"CALM YO' TITS" I screamed
After that everybody fell on the floor laughing.I was being serious,but oh well it stopped the fight.
"You guys were being really loud."Angelo said

So this will be the new cover for The Pain You Brought Upon Them

The second Ricky heard him talking he darted faster than I've ever seen him move.I knew that this wasn't going to end very well.
"Where's Violet.I wanna ask her something"He asked Angelo
"She's taken if that's what you're going to ask her" Rick nearly yelled
"Oh really now?I'm sure she would much rather have me then your scrawny self"Michael told him
I ran out just as Ricky threw a punch and then a fight broke loose.Angelo,Chris,Angela,Balz,and Ghost tried to stop it but it was hard to hold them back.I ran over and tried to pull Ricky away,but he pushed me down and after that my leg started to feel like a million daggers going straight into it.Angela slapped both of them and the fight stopped.When Ricky saw what he had done to me he picked me up and held me saying sorry.
"I'm not mad at you Ricky,But I'm angry at Michael." I reassured him
Angelo kicked him out of the bus and the rest of the band came over to Ricky and I.

This tour was different from the last one.There were 3 bands instead of just Motionless in White.The other bands were My Chemical Romance and Vampires Everywhere!I love both of them which makes this tour a dream come true for me.
We went to meet Vampires Everywhere! and when we got to their bus and Michael walked out,my heart dropped to my stomach.
"You guys must be Motionless in White.And who might this lovely lady be?"he pointed to me
"I'm Violet.And yes we're Motionless In White." I told him
"Well come aboard and meet everyone else" he told us
I could tell how angry Ricky was because he was hitting on me.We went into the bus and the second I walked they all looked at me like I was the last slice of pizza.
"Hey 'm DJ and you are?" the guitarist said
"Violet" I said shyly
Then Ricky walked off the bus.I chased after him.And when I got to him I wrapped my arms around is neck.
"Ricky come on.Like I'd ever leave you." I told him and kissed him