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heeeelp! ideas for gothic circus?!

so i want to sketch some outfit ideas around this whole circus theme, but i need up coming up with the different people you would see at a circus. help? leave a comment stating a person you would see at the circus, like the ring master, or clowns

~Zombie Massacre

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coming clean.....

okay so this blog is about me coming clean with you guys, i cut myself. not on the wrists, but my right hip. syndicate knows about this, cause i texted her the first time i did it. i had cut myself again on thursday night. now long before this, if you have read my other blogs before this one, you would most likely know that, i have this thing with hitting my hips until they turn black and blue and it hurts to walk. im sure if i have said this before, but i have sratched myself until my skin turns bright red/ pink. now both times i've cut myself, i have wrote on my arms "i am not afraid to keep on living" it keeps me sane, and the day after cutting myself i have felt better knowing that i can moving on, this quote helps me so much

keep running killjoys

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LES MISERABLES (spell check?) and other crap :p

so i havent been on in awhile cause of les mis at my school, (if you're in the enumclaw/bonney lake/ ravensdale/auburn/ black diamound area come see me in the play at enumclaw high school! :)) its been going good, i like somebody in the play :) he's a red head... XD i just felt like saying that.... but yea, its been fun, i hope my school does damn yankees cause i REALLY REALLY REALLY want to be lola, :)

sooooo other crap going on.....
well i've been really depressed lately and started hitting my hips until they get brusied and swollen (again :/) and i've been starching myself with sharp objects.... i really dont know why i've been depressed lately..... :/

welllllllll, imma go do home work i havent done for two days XD oh boy........



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imma die :'(

ugh.... so i really want the new demo lovers hoodie, so i wrote it down so i wouldnt forget, and my dad write on the paper "if kelsey wants this, i want her to have at least a C in every class. not a C-" im basically screwed :( its like to late to get all my fucking grades down cause semster ends this friday. and my parents keep yelling at me at my grades, and its stressing me out. and i dont know what to do. they dont yell at my brothers if they had failing grades. *god im a mess... crying right now.* i want them to back the fuck off and let me do this myself. im much better when they dont borther me and hassle me every. fucking. minute.... FUCKKKKK
this is stressing me out so much. and make it worse, my mom just HAD TO put me in A FUCKING AP CLASS MY FUCKING FRESHMEN YEAR OF HS!!!!!!! and the AP human geography exam is the hardest AP exam........ and i fucking cant switch out of this fucking class. ugh. i want to die........

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kill me.

ughhh...... i feel sooooo sick. my throat hurts, my head hurts, my nose is stuffed up. and my tummy is killing me :(
yet. my mom doesnt really care. i have to go tolo tonight....
imma die
please help :P

~Zombie Massacre

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so bored so i stole this >:)

Natural Hair Color:
[ ]Redhead – $80
[]Brunette – $75
[ X]Blonde – $50
[ ]Black – $15
[ ]Bald – $5
[ ]other-$0
Total So Far: $50

Eye Color:
[ X]Blue – $100
[ ]Green – $75
[]Brown – $50
[ ]Hazel – $25
[ ]Other – $15
Total So Far: $150

[ ]Over 7′ – $200
[ ]6’8? to 7′ – $175
[ ]6’0? to 6’7? – $150
[X]5’5? to 5’11? – $75
[ ]5’0? to 5’4? – $45
[ ]Under 5′ – $25
Total So Far: $225

[ ]30 to 40 – $100
[ ]25 to 30 – $75
[ ]20 to 25 – $50
[ ]18 to 20 – $25
[X]0 to 18 – $15
Total So Far: $240

Current Education:
[ ]PhD – $500
[ ]Masters – $450
[ ]Business Owner – $800
[ ]Bachelors – $400
[ ]Associates – $350
[ ]In College – $300
[ ]High School Graduate – $250
[x]In High School – $200
[ ]High School Dropout – $100
[ ] Jr. High – $50
[ ]What is School – $Bankrupt$
Total So Far: $440

Birth Order:
[ ]Twins or more than twins – $300
[ ]Only Child – $250
[ X] First Born – $200

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oh god >..<

so at school i like this guy name Quinn ( hes on the swim team at my school) and he likes me back!!! :D
so today during lunch, my friends Rebecca and Paige were like "go find him and talk to him!!" i said no i dont wanna, (i felt that it would be REALLY awkward for the both of us because our friends are pushing us to be together) so my friends and kyle started dragging me across the cafeteria floor infront of everyone because i wasnt listening to them >..< then when i got up and ran away, kyle ran up and like hug me XD paige said " what the heck are you doing?!" kyle says "well i didnt wanna hurt her!!!"i was like really?1!you had no problem dragging me across the floor!! then when me and rebecca went to the choir room, she locked me in a practice room, waiting for kyle to bring Quinn with him..... so yea, it was an interesting lunch today..... >..>

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on twitter and on tumblr!!

hey guys if you dont, im on twitter which is KClawrenceXP and im on tumblr!!!
so come read my blog on that site :)im such a loner on that site XD no one's following me yet, but that doesnt stop me from posting thought!!


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im sooo sorry dad >.>

god my dad makes me always feel like crap.

im sorry dad that im left handed, im sorry that i chose to dye my hair dark brown, im sorry i dont wanna this blonde girl on the cheer sorry you have a emo looking/ punk rocker girl child for a daughter, im sorry that i dont want to be part of this massive blob of people who all look the same, IM FUCKING SORRY THAT I DONT WANT TO BE sorry to let you know, but when i turn 18 im getting tattoos, im getting piercings, and im dying my hair the way i fucking want to!!!

sorry needed to let that out. my dad has been pissing me off lately. and im just bout ready to start yelling a him. he just feels the need to always push my buttons, and its pissing me off, my mom just says oh kelsey, he doesnt mean it, just look at his parents or kelsey grow a tougher done with it. it just hurts me, i hate when says stuff like "you could be on the cheer team" or "why dont you go back to blonde?"

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MCR saved my life....

My Chemical Romance saved my life, just like everyone of its fans.
but heres my story.