i logged on today promising myself i wouldn’t give in to false hope, but i feel significantly less miserable now after reading all these posts of theories on my chem, on if they’ll ever come back, conspiracy theories about the label, etc.. i just.. I PROMISED MYSELF I WOULDN’T GIVE IN TO FALSE HOPE
but this JUST ISN’T LIKE THEM
it CAN’T BE
they poured their hearts and souls out into this, into us, for twelve fucking years. i feel like there’s a real possibility that this is killing them, watching us all fall apart. that they want to say something, but can’t.