momiji_neyuki's blog Syndicate content

momiji_neyuki's picture

Cell Phones Suck!

So I have been on the phone with my cell company for almost two hours and they still can't get the damn thing to work! I should be screaming and yelling at the phone, but I am not surprisingly. I have to get dressed in a couple minutes or I will be late to work!

My kids are getting ready to go to school in less than a week and they are excited! I mean it is only elementary, but still. I on the other hand am kind of worried about my son. He is a bit sensitive and I worry about him getting bullied.

Speaking of bullied, my mom is being the biggest pain in the ass! She was gone for two wonderful days and it was bliss, now she is back and bitching as usual. Don't get it twisted, no matter how old you are, your mom can be a pain in the ass and STILL try and tell you what to do. This is why i give my oldest son space. I don't want to turn into my mom!

Guess that's it for now. Getting dressed for work soon.

Venomous Eyes out

momiji_neyuki's picture

Interview Over

So the interview is over and I think I did well. The regional manager liked me and I got a high five from the DM or the next county who use to be our DM. I think I talked too much though. I will know the answer in mid September. Thanks to everyone who supported me.

Venomous Eyes out

momiji_neyuki's picture

Nervous About Tomorrow

So I have an interview tomorrow with the regional manager of my company. I am going for a job position on a pro team who will be opening a new store in Westchester. I really want to get the position because it will mean more money for my family. I am afraid that my low self-esteem and self loathing are going to deter me from doing a great presentation. I don't know if I mentioned this here before, but I hate myself. I have since I was eight. I still don't know why and no amount of therapy has changed this. I manage to get along in life and love my children and my husband fiercely, but I still do not like what I see in the mirror every day. My old boss said I would o great at an opening and I appreciate this, but I still have so much doubt about myself.

momiji_neyuki's picture

The Hardest Part of This Is Leaving You

Today marks the 23rd anniversary of my fathers death. He died after a three year battle with leukemia in 1989 a couple of months before my 14th birthday. I think if he had been around my teen years would have been very different. I also know that if he had survived I would not be where I am today with the children I have and the man that I love. this is the hardest thing to accept. I wanted him to see his grandchildren grow up. My oldest son has my fathers eyes. I feel kind of numb today. I have to work and I just want to stay home and watch my dad's favorite movie, The Pirates of Penzance. Sometimes responsibility sucks. I love you dad and I miss you very much. I have a feeling that I will be listening to Cancer a lot today. :(

Venomous Eyes out

momiji_neyuki's picture

Easy Come Easy Go

So I have been stressing for the last two months about money. I really do hate money. I either have a little too much and spend it too fast or not enough and cannot afford what I really need. I finally have my grant money in and managed to spend $900 in one day from it. Granted I had to buy clothes for three kids, 17, 5, and 4, but still that is a lot of money! I only bought a pair of shoes and an upgrade to a better phone for myself. I paid my car insurance and still have to renew my registration. After that I have to pay rent and pay for the gas for my stove and it will be all gone. From $1500 to $0 in less then five days. I really hate money. :(

Venomous Eyes out

momiji_neyuki's picture

I Am So Jealous!

I just found out that my friend from work met My Chem years ago when they came to do a show during Revenge. She said they were in our local health food store Mother Earth and she said that they were really nice. She said they were so down to earth even though she went fan girl on them! it is nice to know that the way they portray themselves is how they truly are.

I am enjoying so many fan fics here. I especially like Let The Walls Come Down by Flying Cupcake and I Am Not Insane, but unfortunately I cannot remember the writer. If anyone knows please tell me. i know it was on high chapters in the 20's.

Thanks Killjoys

Venomous Eyes out

momiji_neyuki's picture

Good Parent?

Today my mom introduced me to a woman whose daughter committed suicide by standing in front of a train. She asked me what I thought of this and I asked if her mom was paying attention to the signs. My mom said she was a good mom, but what does that mean really? All parents think they are doing good raising their kids, even the ones who use force to get their kids to do things. They think this is right because it was the way they were brought up. She told me her mom had her in counseling and on medication. I told my mom that anti depressants in teens can actually lead to suicide in some cases. She asked how if they are suppose to help. I tried to explain about the chemical imbalance and how they need to keep a close eye on changes. She said the daughter seemed happy after a while. I said that can be a warning sign that she has resigned herself to the fate she chose. My mom asked me how can a parent be sure that their kids are not at risk and I said talk to them.

momiji_neyuki's picture

WTF!?

I can't find any of my clothes this morning! I have to be a work in an hour and my uniform is missing! This really sucks because I woke up in such a good mood after having an awesome dream about My Chem. Their tour bus broke down near my house and they stayed with me until it got fixed. It's awesome because in my dream I did not go fan girl on them. I made them lunch and they said it was the best food they ever had! Plus Gerard thanked me by singing Professional Griefer! I went downstairs after i woke up singing and jumped on the computer to get my school work done. Now I am trying to get dressed and bam, no clothes! On top of this I found an awesome pic to change my icon into. It goes great with my Killjoy name and the stupid program won't let me change it! Arrrrgghh! Okay rant over, now I will become an adult again and find my stuff. Thanks guys for listening.

Venomous Eyes out....

momiji_neyuki's picture

Oh MyGoddess!!!!!

Okay, I found the whole song, but I cannot get it to upload. I still hope you guys enjoy it!!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zy8tKGjRJBM&feature=fvwrel

momiji_neyuki's picture

This Is So Awesome!!!!!

http://www.altpress.com/news/entry/preview_deadmau5s_professional_griefe...