momiji_neyuki's blog

As if my plate could become any more full David, my husband, is in the hospital for the week for a video EEG. This means that I am on my own with the kids. This in itself would not be so bad, but with school, work, dealing with my bitch of a mom, and my growing depression and body pain, it will not be a good week at all. I know I sound like I am projecting, big word right?, but I know how my mom treats me and as cowardly as it sounds I prefer to hide in my room. Probably not much different than what some of you guys do in your own homes. Trust me, growing up and becoming an adult does not always mean that you can escape. At least I have us Killjoys and MCrmy brats to help me hang on.

Have you ever noticed with the exception of frank, because of his tattoos, one really cannot find pics of any of the guys without a shirt on. I mean I don't know how many concerts I have been to where the guys have no shirts on or start out with them and than end up stripping. I think it is actually a testament to how important the guys hold their music rather than wanting to become rock start idols.

Just something that i noticed while looking for pics to post. ^-^

I cannot believe how much you guys will rally to someone who is feeling down and work so hard to cheer them up. before I met you guys I thought that I was one of the only people left who really gave a shit like that. Thank you for proving me wrong. I don't know if you guys were always like this or if MCR helped you to find your way, and frankly I don't give a damn! You all would make Gerard proud right now.

Shout outs to the following Killjoys:

acidrainbow4

dropthedaggerromeo- our awesome moderator! ^-^

storm_warning

Sane_as_the_Hatter

tink4mcr

thementaldisaster

Dreaming of MCR

These seven Killjoys made me feel so special that I actually fucking cried when I read their replies. Now that is true friendship. Love you guys!

So it finally happened, with everything going on in my life, I finally failed one of my classes. I was always able to scrape by if I had an emergency with my kids or my husband having seizures. I would get a D or D+, but this time it was worse. My husband had seizures, my friend had seizures and actually fell on concrete and busted the back of his head causing minor brain injury. How the hell am I suppose to concentrate on school work when this happens!? Then someone tried to tell me I am a lousy mom because with all that going on I was not able to keep up with my laundry and they called fucking CPS on me! There are kids out there really being abused and I am the one they call on! What the fuck people?!

Sometimes I just want to give up trying to get a better education. maybe I should just stay in dead end job that can barely take care of my family. Be stuck living with my verbally and emotionally abusive mother. Maybe this is what I deserve. *sigh*

So just saw the live interview of Gerard and Becky Cloonan talking about the Killjoys comic and they said it was coming out on Free Comic Book Day which is in May and I have a friend that owns a comic book shop. I am going to make sure he gets copy of this for sure! ^-^

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1) Height? 5' 6"

2) Virgin? No

3) Shoe size? 9-9 1/2

4) Sexual orientation? Bi-lean towards guys though..

5) Do you smoke? Use to six years ago.

6) Do you drink? No

7) Do you take drugs? Never!

8) Age you get mistaken for? Ten years younger (I'm 37)

9) Have tattoos? No-afraid of needles just like Gerard

10) Want tattoos? No

11) Have piercings? No- see (9)

12) Want piercings? No

13) Best friend? Don't really have one right now, but maybe my daughter in law Ashley

14) Relationship status? Married, Separated, engaged??? It's complicated @-@

15) Biggest turn ons? Tight jeans

16) Biggest turn offs? GLEE!

17) Favorite movie? Undercover Brother! ^-^

18) I will love you if... Stay true to yourself

19) Someone you miss?My dad (1989) and my Maternal Grandma (2006)

20) Most traumatic experience? Almost losing my youngest son to an overdose. :(

Okay I wish, but seriously I found this amazing pic and turned it into my desktop and ever since then my friends have been making jokes and laughing about the stare that Gerard seems to give you. I also have the same one on my Facebook and a friend of mine actually went to post something on my wall and she just stared at it and then forgot what she wanted to post so she posted that! ^0^ My husband jokes and now calls my laptop Gerard. So today after we got home from doing laundry I made a comment that I was taking Gerard upstairs and taking a nap and he went jokingly melodramatic on me about not leaving me for Gerard and how wasn't he good enough for me anymore!? ^0^

Here is the pic that started it all. See if you agree with my friends.

So what is everyone going to be for Halloween? I am going to be a Gothic ice vampire.

So its my birthday and it was alright. The beginning sucked though. I was 15 min. late for work and kept getting hurt all day from stupid things. After work all I wanted to do was go to sleep, but my son and his girlfriend surprised me with a new toaster oven and a cake. Then my mom brought me BBQ ribs for dinner, which was pretty cool and another cake! My kids made me cards and are at the age where they can write their own names. The best gift i got was an mp3 player since mine is shot. Now I can fill it with MCR videos and albums again and be whole. ^-^ Being 37 is not so bad after all.

Ugh, I am not looking forward to my next class. It is a management class and I really hate them. This one is critical thinking which I really suck at.

Okay enough about that, Acidrainbow alerted me to the fact that the News Feed is all jumbled up by date and that there is more after the Conventional Weapons announcement. I read an awesome interview of Frank;s about his new guitar choice. This was really cool because my son wants to play guitar and I would have just gone out and bought him one. I did not know that it matters if the guitar fits you and your playing style. Thanks to Frank, I know this now and realize that I have to take him with me. Once again MCR saves the music. ^-^