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in 2008, when I was 15 years old I, like most teenagers does, went through a rough time. I felt like nothing in this world ment anything and it was all just a big whole nothing. Then one day I re-discoverd MCR and they saved my life. Thanks to them I am here today, I am alive. If you look at me you wont see me as a MCR girl, you will see me as a plain swedish girl, nothing special, but if you take a look at my ribs you can see my birthday present that I gave myself on my 20th birthday (11 of February 2013), It is my first and only tattoo (so far;)) and its a constant reminder that I am strong and that I can do anything I set my mind to. Nothing can stop me but me. Stay strong my fellow killjoys!
Love to you all!

xoxo
Emilia

I remember as a twelve-year-old I would sit down in my basement watching videos on the old stationary family computer, videos of the band that I just discovered. I sat in my basemet that whole summer watching "I don't love you"," welcome to the black parade", "Helena", "I'm not okay" and all the other videos I could find about MyChem. While the sun was shining and my brothers were out playing soccer I would sit by the comuter listening to my precious music. I remember searching for info about the band and I found the official site for the band: This site! wow, it has really changed! Am I the only one who remembers the Helena game? I played that game all day long!

And here I am, 6 years later, watching "I don't love you" and I still get the exact same feeling. That feeling of understanding, belonging and beeing loved. I love this band so freaking much! And I love the Mcrfamily that I am a part of. Thank you for beeing a part of my life <3

Okay guys! this is the fifth and last part of my short fanfic. This is my first time ever writing something, and I have to say that I'm Pretty proud of it! It differs from other fanfics that are usually about the members of the band, my fanfic is about the latest album. This is how I have interpreted the lyrics, and I created a story about it. so I really hope you will enjoy it! there will probebly be some errors in the text, but I blame it on my ancestry! So, if you're in the mood for a short, yet awesome fanfic, klick on this blog! (I recomend you read the 4 first parts before you read this tho ^^)
so here it is!!!

The Lifes Of The True Killjoys, Part 5

Hi guys!
Im so stressed out at the moment and I feel like I need some one to talk to but I dont really have any one to turn to. Im in this period where me and my parents do not understad each other AT ALL! And I've always got my best friend, but she is going through a really tough time right now and I don't want to trouble her with my problems too. So, I turn to you people! I dont expect any one to reply on this or anything, I think I just to lay it all out infront of me.

Im so anrgryy!! I was just watching my ex best friends profile on fb, and I got sooo angry!! we haven't talked in forever, and I changed school just because I couldn't stand her anymore! and she still doesn't know that it was because of her... she thinks it was just because I wanted to be a hairdresser... I miss her everyday but she treated me like bullshit! I Hate to Love her. we were so different, she was the most popular girl in school, and I was her second half, the less popular half. she is still miss popular and knows everybody, and parties all the time, and wear 30 tons of make up. me, I'm always myself! I live for my friends and my family and my music. She, lives for only herself and her status.

Yes! I am a fast writer... Part 4 is now out! Thank you all so much for reading my fanfic, it really means a lot to me! And if you haven't read it yet, then what are you waiting for?! :D Enjoy!

The Lives Of The True Killjoys Part 4

Yes, part 3 is here! as I said, I am so happy that you guys like what Im writing, so I cant stop writing at the moment. But this story is very short and it's a sad story aswell. well, enjoy part 3 of my fanfic!

The Life Of The True Killjoys Part 3

I smiled and looked down on my Bunny. Oh how I loved her. The smile disappeared from my face when I got reminded of Hinata and our situation.

I wanted those days to last forever. But our happy days ended when we got closer to the Scarecrow high quarter and the borders to California. I could feel Hinatas mood change. We both knew that I had to make a decision. If I chose to help her I wouldn’t just put my own life at risk but Jenny’s as well. But If I chose not to help her, her chances of success would be very small… and if she would be captured and her feelings taken away, she would tell them all about me and Jenny and where we were going. And I could not talk her out of it eighter. Every time I tried, she asked me:

okay, so here's the next part of my fanfic. As I said before, this is a story i created when I listened to the lyrics to danger days. Please enjoy!!

*side note* I'm from Sweden so please let me know if I spelled something wrong ^^

The Lives Of The True Killjouys Part 2

My family was very religious and they believed that god would save us all in the end. I had lost my fate. No god could let these pigs be in control. We were enemies to the society and for that we were going to get killed.

My dad thought that me and Jenny was the future, that we would be what tomorrow needed. But the way things looked now, we would not be the kids for tomorrow, but the kids from yesterday.
I used to run from mall security laughing, knowing that they would never catch me. Now I was running for my life, for both of our lives, all because I broke my own rule; to never fall in love.

Thank you so much for the nice comments and all of the friend requests and messages about my fanfic! It really means the world to me!! This is my first time ever posting stuff that I have written and to get this posetive response is awesome! so Thank you! <3

I got so excited about all this, so I cant stop writing, so be ready for the next part of my fanfic ;) I might even post it today :D

Your Imagination is the Ammunition.
Stay Dirty, and Stay Dangerous.
Create and Destroy as you see fit.
Embrace your Originality.
The Aftermath is Secondary.
You can and should do Anything

xoxo
IcePunk

Okay, here I go.
this summer ive been working a lot. when I did I lisened to danger days all the time! so when I heard the lyrics over and over again, I came up with this story in my head. I hope you will enjoy it!

The Lives Of The True Killjoys.

Part 1

It hadn’t always been this bad. It had never been good, but for the first time in my 18 year old life, I could feel the end coming. And as the end was closing up, I could not help but to think about the beginning…