Okay. So I'm sitting on the computer staring at the internet and I really don't know what to do and I'm walking in circles and talking really fast and kind of having a mini anxiety attack and this is one hell of a run-on sentence. But anyway. Mini anxiety attack.
So when I got the news Friday (well, technically it was Saturday, but who really cares about the details?) at about 12:30am. And I was devastated. Completely heartbroken. I mean, my favorite band had broken up. Who wouldn't be devastated and heartbroken? And I know that thousands of other people did feel the same way. But what hurt the most was the way I heard the news. It wasn't that I found out in a harsh way (I found out through YouTube comments, then checking the post here) but the way it was delivered.
I love these guys.
I don't even know what to say. I can barely type, I'm crying so hard. I love My Chemical Romance. I always have. Before them, I never even thought about listening to rock music. Then I heard a song of theirs, and that was that. I was sucked into the world of rock, and here I will remain. My Chemical Romance gives me a feeling like nothing else. No music will EVER be the same for me. It's my drug. And now, I have to admit, I feel like the carpet has been pulled out from under me. I will never be the same. I love you guys, and I will listen to you forever. You created a new me, a better me.
I just wanna wish Frankie a very happy birthday!!! I hope it was wonderful. I know it's late, but I've been going going going all day, and just had a break. So happy birthday! 31 on the 31st! I told my friend about it and showed her a picture of you and she was like "... He's 31? He looks so young! And cute!" So happy birthday and happy Halloween