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So... This woman had influenced me so much! Being from Scotland, incredibly talented and so beautiful the very first album I ever got was her debut This Is The Life. Now she's onto her 3rd which will be out on June 11th. The meaning behind the video is to do with a boy who wants too grow up too fast, ends up racing through life with out taking it in properly. Personally I think it's too reflect society with kids these days being like 8, wearing make up, heels, with phones and ipods, shit that young kids don't properly need! Be a kid. Play with your friends in parks, watch cartoons, enjoy having nothing to worry about. Not copying the sluts on TV and in the charts!
I thought I'd share it cause Amy means a lot to me!

Not the song, it's like the most played thing on my Ipod... Although it's pretty low play cause my Ipod's really annoying and likes to wipe it's memory... A LOT! Sorry that's by the by! But I was watching music channels and Helena came on! I don't normally watch bands I already like on Youtube cause I'm normally just finding new bands or interviews when ever I go on Youtube. So I hadn't watched it in ages... It's such a good mother fucking video! Yeah. It is a really fucking good video. So I thought I'd let you all know... :)
Also does anyone have any new and up coming bands to recommend?x

I'm so so sad. My closest friend left school today. She's moving away to Edinburgh (tis the capital of Scotland) after the summer. Which is like over an hours drive away from me! It sucks so much cause if I could have just spent another wee while with her I MIGHT have opened up and had a real friend that I could confide in and stuff... Things haven't been good for say 2 years now so I was so happy to finally meet someone who had gone through the same shit that I am going through. But she's gone now. I'm really scared cause I don't know what's going to happen.
She's gonna be a fucking uni student for christ sake! And I'm nothing more than some 3rd year now.
I'm gonna be so alone at school. I have been since my 'friends' decided I was too weird to be around. Then Hayley stepped in and made the last 3/4 months just bearable as being a complete loner. I'm scared I not gonna see her any more.

Here you are dear. 5 things. Plus the lying on I told you earlier. Oh yeah... And also figuring out OBVIOUS youtube names... So skilled right?!

BEFORE I BEGIN: ----I hate complaining about my family normally cause I know there are people out there with something they could barely class as a family or just a whole lot worse so please don't think I'm all up myself and stuff, I understand I have it pretty good compared to most people when family is concerned.----
My home stresses me out A LOT. Which doesn't help my existing mental state. Like everyday there's a new argument. I have 1 sister, 3 brothers (one lives away from home) and my parents then there's me in the middle of 4 siblings.

This probably won't seem bad compared to a lot of other stuff that goes on in the world but right now I'm over thinking this and I need to let it out.
I have a solo talk to do. That sounds so pathetic but I really cannot stand talking in front of people. Honestly I freak out and get adrenaline rushes when my teachers say they'll pick on someone randomly to read out work/answer a question, I feel my heart racing, I go dizzy, my palms start sweating and my eyes fill with tears, And that's just with the THOUGHT of talking in front of a class of say 30 - 40 people. (My school isn't so big)
But what's even worse about this is I'm in the top section for English, and I want to stay in the top section because I love English. It really interests me and I want to become really good at it and develop more stylish writing. But solo talks count for a 1/3 of my grades. And my teacher says as we're top section we should be confident and we're allowed NO notes!!!!

They're from Scotland (Like me XD) and I have had this song on loop for a good wee while! I love it so much!!!! But I'm too young to see them at King Tuts! :( But anyway check them out. They have a FB too so like them or whatever! :)

Ghastly sounds fill the air,
Then it all goes black.
A drifting consciences in and out,
Thinks of the nights attacks.
Times carries on and the sky grows dark,
You're hurt and shaken.
Bleeding on the inside and on the out,
All soul and sanity is taken.
Pains are sharp, deep and acute.
Though your shrieking cries go unheard.
Left among others noise,
Them the roaring lions, you a tweeting bird.
Trenches collapse on top of you,
Buried but barely alive.
Love won't pull you out,
Because you're too far gone to survive.
As the crimson flows,
Your soul does too.
And you know those flowers that grew,
Were around, never for you.

Dunno if I like it... Sorry if I depressed anyone on this happy day (Congrats to Frank and family!) Leave any kind of comment. Supportive or not I like feed back!

So er quick update...
Got back from France a few days ago! Getting away from home managed to refresh my mind and I have a new poem written. It's still depressing but y'know... that's kinda my personality these days. So hopefully I'll be getting back into my story!
Also on the way back from France we stopped in Belgium and I got! It's my picture. How fucking cool is that!? I really don't want to eat it!! It's so cute XD
Also! In about 2 and a half months I will be an aunty! I don't think I've blogged this yet but I'm super excited! I can't fucking wait. My brother said I'm about as excited as his girlfriend! I asked if I could make a video blog of him once he arrives and my brother said yeah! Woohoo! I dunno how I'm gonna go about this considering I have no camera but y'know... I'll sort something out :)
The other pictures are just things I've found. Peace guys!!!
Katie xxx

You don't really need to know why or anything. Just leave a comment saying 'Yes' or 'No'. That's all I need and all I'm asking. Don't leave me hanging guys. This is important for me. :) xx