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UK KILLJOYS I NEED THY HELP!

Do any of you know how much postage and packaging is and that is from this site? I know there's a table with all the prices but I always misread them! I'm thinking hoodies and t-shirts so if you know please tell me! XD xx Cheers xx

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Fearless Vampire Killers

Love this song... I've been listening to it non stop for ages now!
I love thou Kerrang! XD

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You Wish. You Cry. You Run. (my new story)

You Wish. You Cry. You Run.

The noise Sam could hear was unbearable. His seven year old body scrunched up under the crisp bed sheets. BANG! Went the chair, CRASH! Went the plates and BOOMF! Went his mother’s head, Sam’s little fists clenched up and he wished with all his might for help because Daddy was home.

Sam’s feet pattered over to the door way, he pulled it open only for the voices to be clearer. He could hear his mother crying, murmuring something through her sobs, although his dad was much clearer, “You stupid cow!” He bellowed, “You’re a woman. You make the dinner, clean the house and look after children.” Sam walked out of the doorway further onto the landing, a floor board squeaked. “Looks like you can’t even do that right!” He sprinted up the stairs, three at a time aiming at his little boy. Sam gasped and went to run back into his room, hoping he could dive back under his covers but his dad caught him in mid-flight.

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I tried but I can't help it.

I told myself I wasn't going to blog this. That I wasn't going to waste load of time when I should be working on my story but I really can't help it. I think I've lost my best friend and it's hurting more than anything.

I've been down and out for like a year and about 4/5 months ago my school told my parents that I'd been self harming. I sat crying in class one day cause I'd been told my parents were going to be informed, I tried to hide behind my book cause one of the biggest things I hate in one on one attention, but my friend April noticed and was all "Katie what's happened? Has someone done something?" But I just stayed quiet. After a weekend of feeling guilty of pushing her away I decided on the Monday after and I pulled up my sleeve and should her my cuts, all she said was "Oh... Katie..." and that's all she's ever said. I was fine with that cause like I said I'm not big on attention and talking things through, I just thought she should know.

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My new story... [It's still to be named.]

Prologue: Sam’s father is what he would describe as ‘mean’. He was always being ‘mean’ to mummy and Sam. Mum says “It’s the pub that makes him forget that he loves us.” But Timmy and James told Sam he stopped loving them a very long time ago.

This is just a really short insight to my new story I'm working on. A few people liked my last one Pumpkin so if anyone else is interested in my new story let me know and I can message you when I put them up? I'm probably thinking too much of myself or hoping a bit too much but I just thought I 'd try. It's not a fanfic or anything like that it's an original story idea about... Aye you'll have to read it to find out :P Sorry got carried away... So let me know, maybe, hopefully...?!!?

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I'm seriously strange... I don't think it's so good...

{sorry for wasting you time but...} As the title suggests, I'm creeping myself out. I've been trying (and failing) to 'fix' my depression and shit. So I kinda started paying more attention to my emotions and that when a certain killjoy (Bulletproof_killjoy XD ) convinced me to talk a bit. But I've realised how seriously weird I am.
Take today for example. All day like usual I was totally depressed thinking of cutting and jumping :/ shit like that then, at lunch my friends starting complaining I was being to depressing, then I started becoming all giggly and hyper for like half an hour, then I got really angry and stressed out then I went back to being all sad and stuff which is what I'm like now.

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Pumpkin part 9

Sorry this has taken so long. I have had so much homework and work. Plus a load of fecking curfews! Anyhoo here we go....

Diary Entry: “See you on the other side...”

I thought I was dead, I hoped to be dead, but then I realised the afterlife seemed much too similar to the first for it to be. I heard all these voices and background noise from somewhere else. I opened my eyes. I was in a hospital room. All the walls were a stainless, and everything was plain or very basic. My eyes filled with tears when I realised I’d failed yet again. My wrists all sewn up and I was attached to all these chords. I felt so dazed. My head turned gently to the side to see Grey comforting Nicky. His eyes were shut and his arm was around Nicky’s shoulder, tears came pouring out when his eyes opened but they were quickly brushed away.

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The Otherside

I want to be on the otherside,
To feel the freedom and the grace,
The warmth of that painless place.
I have the urge to be on the otherside,
See clear and separate it all out,
Lies from truths, whispers from shouts.
I wish to leave you for the otherside,
Bury everything, leave it here,
Myself, this pain, regrets and what I fear.
I belong on the otherside,
If I'm there I won't block your light,
Alter your day or blind your sight.
I will surrender to the otherside,
With a slit of the wrists, tie of the knot,
I don't want to be remembered, only forgot.

I reposted this cause I'm not sure if I like it... I like feedback to help hopefully make my writing better. Please at least one person let me know what it's like...I know it's a bit short and I've not edited it or anything I only wrote it a few nights ago... :/

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Help this Killjoy out!!!!

Please would you vote for Scrumtrulescents art work. She's incredible and has been so kind and nice to me. She's so talented and I love her drawing so much. If you have twitter or facebook you can support and vote for her! Please guys it's truly beautiful!
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The Otherside

I want to be on the otherside,
To feel the freedom and the grace,
The warmth of that painless place.
I have the urge to be on the otherside,
See clear and separate it all out,
Lies from truths, whispers from shouts.
I wish to leave you for the otherside,
Bury everything, leave it here,
Myself, this pain, regrets and what I fear.
I belong on the otherside,
If I'm there I won't block your light,
Alter your day or blind your sight.
I will surrender to the otherside,
With a slit of the wrists, tie of the knot,
I don't want to be remembered, only forgot.

I know it's a bit short and I've not edited it or anything I only wrote it a few nights ago... :/ Thoughts?