Mellow_Sheep's blog

Why is it that when ever I need help, or need to talk to someone no one is ever there for me... :'(

Anyway on up for a chat?! Message me Please! :)

Is it so wrong to make an effort to talk to someone that is meant to be a friend, But instead they always tell you that your around to much and bring you down about being you... Can someone please tell me what friendship actually means? :'(

2nd Blog in one day, I am feeling so alone and rejected, I say hey to people and they ignore me, I just wish I had a friend that I could call up and talk to about anything that will make me happy, I had a friend like that but she seems to have her phone off or its run out of battery, I was excited to call her but now I can't, I feel so down, Times like these I wish never existed. :\

Has any of you Kill-Joys had moments when you know what you want and you can see what you want your future to be like, but then when you think about it; it just seems to be so far away, I'm kinda getting sick of being a teenager from the point of view, no one really takes you seriously, they don't think you know what you want, they don't understand you, you start to feel alone like no one else is there to listen because they assume that you just want to waste your life, It is so frustrating when I know what I want, I know how I want to get there but the problem is it seems to me no one wants to help me get to where I need to be, I feel lost, and then if I don't talk much or smile they automatically think I'm depressed... I just wish someone would understand and help me to achieve what I want in order to succeed in my life.

Anyone wanna chat?!? Message me! :)

Anybody wanna chat?? any number of reasons, Boredom? Randomness? Awesomeness? Just wanna random convo? :)

Just a blog to share my thoughts.. anyway does anyone else feel as though sometimes life can be great but then one little thought can change your whole view on life and not so much depress you but really make you think.. and re-think what you want your life to be like?? I guess it may just be a phase.. I hope so.. cause I knew what I wanted and how I wanted to get it but this one thought of mine changed everything and my whole point of view.. anyone else had this happen before??

Feeling so weird.. all the people from my past are coming into my now present.. I feel awkward for the new people in my life.. half of me wants to stay with the new life I have found, but another part of me wants me to go back.. :\ I'm confused.. I wouldn't trade my present for the past but I feel like having both.. I guess it probably doesn't make sense.. Oh well.. I'll survive.

xo Sharna.

Feeling so weird.. all the people from my past are coming into my now present.. I feel awkward for the new people in my life.. half of me wants to stay with the new life I have found, but another part of me wants me to go back.. :\ I'm confused.. I wouldn't trade my present for the past but I feel like having both.. I guess it probably doesn't make sense.. Oh well.. I'll survive.

xo Sharna.