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fuck man i've chsnged a lot since i've last been on here

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Absolutely ((NOT)) Perfect

Soo.. Yesterday sucked. My dad and his damn girlfriend were fighting all day. I'm used to it but I'm just done with all this bullshit. It's fucking ridiculous. I didn't try to hide my feelings at all so it was obvious that I was pretty freaking pissed. Then my dad and his gf made me talk "about how I feel." So now I might have to move. I wasn't very happy when I found that out. I told my parents that I'm not moving away from my friends. Even if I have to live on the damn street, I'm not leaving my friends. They're there for me when my family isn't and my family is never there for me. And then my grandfather is fucking dying in the hospital. I'm soo happy right now. I hope you guys are feeling better than I am ^_^

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I'm Not Okay

Title says it all >_<

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Son of a Motherduck.

Backstabbers. They piss me off. Arghhhhhhh! That backstabber pretty much fucked up my day. The other reason why is because.. Well.. An elephant is now dating a mouse. Metaphorically, I mean that the guy who broke my heart is going out with this one chick as of today and they're a baaaad couple. Oh and the guy I like was staring at my boobs today during lunch. I caught him like 4 or 5 times XD

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My Damn Birthday

My day was pretty awesome overall.. Well except for the fact that the guy I've liked for quite a while thinks I'm annoying. I found this out today. My motherducking birthday. Great. Absolutely great. Alyssa and Juli, thank you for the presents(: I love you guys! Peace out peoples of the world :D

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My Dad's (Bitchy) Girlfriend

Title says it all. Well, somewhat. She's ruined the past 2-3 years of my life. I'm fucking serious. She's made them a living hell. Just wanted to put that out there. I'll probably make a blog this weekend with details. Bye for now ^_^

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My Dad's (Bitchy) Girlfriend

Title says it all. Well, somewhat. She's ruined the past 2-3 years of my life. I'm fucking serious. She's made them a living hell. Just wanted to put that out there. I'll probably make a blog this weekend with details. Bye for now ^_^

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She's Not Alone

This is for one of my really good friends. I love her dearly and I will always be there for her. She's not going to see this but it's my way of saying she's not alone. My friend just told me that she cut herself but not to the point where she bled. She's not alone because I understand why she cut herself. It's because of the pressure to be perfect. It's because you feel like whatever you do isn't good enough for anyone, not even yourself. It's because you reach your breaking point and you don't know what else to do. I hope she doesn't make a habit out of this because she's an amazing person and I hate to hear that she's feeling this way. I would be so depressed if she were to kill herself. I hate the feeling of depression. It's always lurking around me. I've gotten to the point where no one can really ever notice if I'm okay or not. I'm pretty sure it's not only the two of us that feel this way. That's why I'm writing this. So dear friend of mine, I fucking love you.

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Bitches

They're so full of themselves. They're annoying. They're rude. They're slutty. They're retarded. They can't stop taking the stupidest pictures of themselves. They can't keep their almost non-existent boobs inside their damn shirt. And when you've know one for almost 10 years, you are done with their bullshit. You want to rip their head off and pulverize their skull until it's like sand. You want to put their skin into a shredder and just let it be shredded. Of course, you always do that in your head. They never leave your stuff alone so you wanna smack them and be like, "Bitch, get outta my stuff!" They invade your privacy. They hack into your iPod and read your texts and look at your Internet history. And then they take 49 pictures of themself on your iPod and won't let you delete them. They wear a lot of makeup even though they're in the grade below you but they're six days older than you. AND THEN THEY GO THROUGH EVERY OTHER FUCKING THING YOU HAVE. Sorry.

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Life is Harsh

So my sister and I found a lost dog. She was probably abandoned. That's how I feel. I feel alone. I feel worthless. I feel abandoned. Why? I don't know. Depression perhaps. I feel depressed right now. But I have to act happy since my grandma and my sis are taking me out for a big birthday celebration. Some girl that I've known since we were 3 is absolutely spoiled and her birthday is tomorrow. My birthday is in 5 days. My sister's birthday was on Tuesday. That girl's mom is going too. So it's my sister, my "friend", my grandma, my friend's mom, and me. Joy ._.