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Well I make my return to the website finally! I was stuck in a fucking mental hospital for these long and grueling weeks, but now with the help of some friends and the album Infamous by Motionless in White I'm back in the groove of things. I was put in a hospital called Forest View by my mother and stepfather because I gave them the impression that I was clinically insane so they told my psychiatrist and he threw my ass in that hospital as an "in-patient" and they tried to dehumanize as hard as they possibly could. I'm out now and ready to reboot my life and getting back in touch with the Killjoy community was a big part of my life. So without further ado I present to you a blog about my opinions on the new Motionless in White release, Infamous. The album brings a new sound to when you think of a MIW piece, but its heavy, its in your face and its amazing.

I am freezing my ass off up here! Its so damn cold and so damn windy. Winter is approaching for most of the union states and some confederate states as well and weather like this makes me just want to stay inside and play guitar all day. During this time of year, I love putting on my pajamas, making some hot chocolate, putting on Gangs of New York or some other amazing movie and just relaxing. When I used to have a girlfriend, we'd go sledding and then come home and cuddle under a blanket and watch The Black Parade is Dead together. After the concert we'd put in another movie and end up talking and completely neglect it. We'd drink hot chocolate together then start making out so it tasted like Swiss Miss. Unfortunately, I don't have the luxury of companionship this winter, so I get to cuddle with a pillow. For how much I hate cold weather, I sure do get nostalgic around this time of the year. Plus, my two favorite holidays are coming up, Halloween and Christmas!

I'm boiling over with romantic fantasies right now and I really want to cuddle. Cuddling is like the most amazing thing to do with your significant other in my opinion. Sure, sex is good and kissing can be a memory you'll never forget, but cuddling just keeps you close to your other and when I'm cuddling with someone I make sure they know they're safe in my arms and I'll let nothing hurt them. Sometimes I cuddle with my female friends just because we're weird like that and its fun! I also like to daydream about two situations. One includes this girl at school I like and I running out of the rain and then to keep warm she grabs hold of me and I hold her and she looks up at me and smiles and I look back and smile then embrace her tightly. Another one I have is me and Gerard on a couch in the recording studio after doing a song and then he just sinks into my arms and I get to hold my idol... fantastic. So what I would like to know is what is your opinion on cuddling?

So recently I've been listening to a lot of The Used and I have to say that when I saw Bert and Gerard kiss, I may have exploded with joy. The Used, much like My Chemical Romance, is now one of my favorite bands of all time. Their sound is unique and they have a group of extremely talented musicians, and quite honestly I want to have a foursome with Gerard, Bert and Lzzy Hale from Halestorm, because she's a fucking super babe. If she were a president she'd be Baberham Lincoln(50XP if you know what movie that's from). I like the variety of music of theirs I have to chose from too. As of right now, my favorite song by them is Liar, Liar(Burn in Hell). So, what I want to know is do you like The Used, and if so what is your favorite song by them? Have a nice day everyone.

So recently I've been listening to a lot of The Used and I have to say that when I saw Bert and Gerard kiss, I may have exploded with joy. The Used, much like My Chemical Romance, is now one of my favorite bands of all time. Their sound is unique and they have a group of extremely talented musicians, and quite honestly I want to have a foursome with Gerard, Bert and Lzzy Hale from Halestorm, because she's a fucking super babe. If she were a president she'd be Baberham Lincoln(50XP if you know what movie that's from). I like the variety of music of theirs I have to chose from too. As of right now, my favorite song by them is Liar, Liar(Burn in Hell). So, what I want to know is do you like The Used, and if so what is your favorite song by them? Have a nice day everyone.

In my absence, I've been through quite a bit over these past couple of days. To start it all off, I woke up in East Lansing Friday morning not knowing at all how I got there with two of my close friends Matt and Ricky. We were woken up by a police officer at 5:30 in the morning and he was asking us if we were okay considering we were all sleeping outside of the car we had apparently traveled in that night. To speed this blog up, the officer eventually had us tested for any drugs that could have had the same affects as rufilin. Needless to say, they found rufilin in all of our systems in a very high dosage and we all knew that the night before we must have left our drinks unattended and someone must have wanted to do very nasty things to us. We were also tested for DNA and they found none, thankfully, and that's all I want to discuss about this portion of the story. Moving on, this weekend had a lot to offer as far as psychology is concerned.

Yes, another opportunity for all you magnificent Killjoys to boast about yourself while remaining humble. Everyone on this planet, fetus or old man, has a little something inside them that they're talented at. Sometimes I read people's blogs and they say they're talentless and useless. False, everyone is good at something. Some people choose to acknowledge their hidden abilities and others keep them inside. I have been told on numerous occasions that I have a gift for writing song lyrics. Although I tend to disagree with that considering I've juxtaposed my lyrics with Gerard's and there's no way in hell that my lyrics are remotely close to being adequate. Anyway, if you know you have a talent that you don't usually show, take some pride in yourself and expose it. Even if its something simple and has no affect on how the world works, have a sense of accomplishment that you can do that specific activity and there's millions of others who can't. Have a nice day everyone.

I'm about ready to take the TV that's in the campus lunch hall and throw it out the fucking window! All that's ever on when I come here to study are those pathetic soap operas that no one watches because the acting is under par and its the same story line no matter what the name of the show is. There's an affair followed up by a murder followed up by a unexpected pregnancy that you later find out isn't fathered by the person you thought did. Oh God, its too predictable for it's own fucking good. I'd rather chew broken glass while listening to Lil Wayne rather than watch this shit... yeah, that's how much I hate soap operas. There's a reason why they put them on during the middle of the day while everyone is busy at work, its because no one wants to watch them! Anything but soap operas, please God punish me any other way you want, but please turn off the soap operas!! Wait... someone is changing the channel. SALVATION!!! I've been saved... and my savior is a super sexy blonde.

The video that I posted with this blog just happens to be one of my favorite songs of all time. I like the song because of the passion that Carmen Keigans pours into it. Her voice is so powerful and beautiful and utterly breathtaking, which brings me to what I wanted to discuss. Behind your larynx are your vocal chords which are set of muscles we all use to speak. Well a very long time ago, humans discovered that we can use these muscles to create beautiful tones. Over time, we learned techniques to help develop these muscles to perfect singing. All these years later, your voice is the only instrument in existence that is both a part of your anatomy and comes free of charge at birth. There are millions of people who are blessed with naturally beautiful singing voices, then there are other people, like me, who really want to have an amazing voice, but have to take the time to develop it into something satisfactory.

Although I joined this website in July, I didn't actually start socializing on it until this week. During the time I've spent on the site, which has been quite a bit, I've come to realize that I have never felt so accepted by a large group of people, albeit Killjoys seemed to be a relatively accepting breed of human beings. You all have such interesting blogs and I love reading everything you all have to say. Its always inspirational and enticing in some way or another and the comments I've been receiving on some of my blogs are very helpful, extremely supportive and always a pleasure to read. I'd like to thank you all so very much for instilling a sense of confidence and happiness in me. I always look forward to reading what the community has to say and I appreciate all of you for being who you are and being proud of the fact that you can call yourselves Killjoys. I love you all so much, and I'm not just saying that because I do genuinely mean it with all my heart and soul.