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My Step-Dad is PERMENANTLY in a bad mood with me! Like just now he called me spoilt just because I asked for a ticket to see Black Veil Brides! I promised to pay it back but because of my STUPID brother, my Mom doesn't trust me.

And I asked my Mom if I could move in with my Dad but she just guilted me into staying here. I've tried talking to both of them and Mark (Step-dad) says he'll change but then he just gets grumpy again! Mom says it's cause of work but I'M the only one he takes it out on!

It sounds mean but I really don't want them to get married and they've been engaged for three years now. He hates me and he's always calling me names and putting me down when I don't even do anything that bad. His real daughters are way worse than me! (No offence to my step-sisters because I love them!)

~ Hozzie
xoxo

I HATE my step-dad.

1) He's always calling me stupid names like fatty and stupid stuff like that -.-

2) He acts like I'm a waste of space

3) Everytime my Mom says something, he argues with what she's trying to say

4) On the rare occassions I ask him to give me a lift somewhere (Not joking, I NEVER ask for a lift) he askes "What am I, your personal driver? I'm ALWAYS giving you lifts!"

5) My Mom's going out on Friday and I can't go to my Dad's so Mark said "Eugh, you're leaving me here with her? Well she can stay in her room because I'VE got the TV." Well fuck him -.- I'm gonna go out as well...

6) I don't do anything wrong for him to get mad at me! Like for example I wanted a drink so I said "Excuse me." Because he was in front of the cupboard and he snapped "Fine, I'll just move on your command!" And then he stood in front of the taps so then I had to ask him to move again -.-

Heyy! Comment with your High School like social thing is:) This is ours -

Our year is split right down the middle pretty much. There's the popular people who are all pretty much the same and stuff. They all wear way too much make-up, their heads are really far up their own arse and most of them are really bitchy.
Then there's our half. The 'Reject' section (As we call it in the PE changing rooms ;D). We accept anyone whether they're a Justin Bieber, My Chemical Romance or Bob Marley fan! In fact all you have to do to be in the reject group is be friendly :L And don't wear a shit load of make-up ;)

Honestly, I like the way our school is split up. And I love my 'reject' friends. Because at least they don't try to pressure me into smoking or drinking or having sex. At least we encourage each other to do well in tests. And our sense of humour actually makes sense :L

Love Hozzie
xoxo

NUMBER ONE - My Secret Santa gave me a SIGNED PHOTO OF MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE :D

Things that made me laugh...

My friend Nikkie has a really high voice and she has like a cold or something and it went really low:) So I made her say "I am a tot!"

Jenna - *singing* I'm a tot, Je suis un tot.
Me - What does je suis un mean?
Jenna - She's french, it means 'I'm a'.
Olivia - What does it mean?
Jenna - I'M A TOT.

Sam - Callum, we all know your gay.
Callum - I'M NOT GAY! If I'm gay then so's Conlon.
Conlon - ... So you're gay then?

Me - Everytime the teacher says a number, we should cough.
Sam - Sounds adventorous. You're on.
Miss - So if you add 4
*cough*
Miss - To 6
*cough*
Miss - Then you get 10
*cough*
Miss - But clearly you're not done because you need to take 6
*cough*
Robyn - WOULD YOU TWO PLEASE STFU!?

Me - Becca, aren't the lyrics to One Less Lonely Girl by Justin Bieber 'I'm gonna be, one less lonely girl...'
Becca - He's finishg their sentences

So in my English Speaking & Listening Assessment I got an A* and so I decided to tell my Dad when he came into my room just now. He said "Wow. That's good." With little enthusiasm and continued talking about the trip to see my Nan tomorrow ;/

It feels like he keeps pushing me to do well in school then finally I do something that I think will make him proud and he doesn't care :'( It's like he doesn't care about ANYTHING I do, he never showed up to my school plays in Primary School, he's never been to one of my choir shows and he's never been to one of my parents evenings.

Yet the moment I do something wrong like get an hours after school detention (Only happened twice for the record) he acts like it's the end of the world.

Honestly, I'm sick of getting compared to Chris (My older brother who recently came out of prison). And I'm sick of my Dad not caring about anything I do...

~ Hozzie
xoxo

Two weeks ago my Dad asked me to go to Dorset to see my Nan. We were supposed to go last weekend but I pushed it back a week so I could go to my friends sleepover. So now we're going this weekend.

But my friends just sent me a message over Facebook. She's coming over to England from Holland and it'll be ages before she comes back!

And on the other hand, my cousin has come over to stay with my Nan from Australia!

My Dad'll be so mad if I don't go but I really wanna see my best friend, I haven't seen her since August ;/

Please help.

~ Hozzie
xoxo

Have any of you used the Facebook app 'Take This Lollipop'... I used it in PFD today and I showed it to my Mom after school. Scared the hell outta me :O

If you haven't used it then use it... It's not like jumpy scary just kinda creepy...

~ Hozzie
xoxo

Your Bedroom
[x] Is Blue, Pink or Purple
[] Has a sofa
[x] Has a TV
[] Has more than one mirror
[x] Has a Whiteboard/Corkboard
[x] Has Many Pictures of friends, family etc
[x] Has Posters of bands
[x] Has a desk or dressing table
[] Has a playstation/Xbox/Wii

Internet
[x] You have Habbo Hotel account
[] You have ever added someone on msn from Habbo
[x] You have a Neopets account
[x] You have a Club Penguin account
[x] You have a Facebook
[] You have a Myspace
[x] You have a Twitter
[x] You have uploaded a video to Youtube
[] You are subscribed to at least one makeup Guru on Youtube

Films
[x] You have seen more than 10 Disney Films
[x] You still have Video Tapes
[x] You have seen all the Harry Potter Films
[x] You have seen the Sex in the City Movie
[x] You have seen more than 3 Johnny Depp Films

1. Put Your iTunes, Zune, Ipod, Windows Media Player, etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
Here are my answers from my my phone:

1. If someone says, “Is this okay?” You say? Fifth Period Massacre - Leathermouth
2. How would you describe yourself? Big Time Rush - Big Time Rush (Okay...)
3. What do you like in guys/girl? Perfect - P!nk (I have high expectations apparently:L)
4. How do you feel today? Only One - Slipknot
5. What is your life’s purpose? All These Things I Hate Revolve Around Me - Bullet For My Valentine
6. What is your motto? -This Is The Best Day Ever - My Chemical Romance
7. What do your friends think of you? Wake The Dead - The Used

You know those people who dress up as statues and make up their faces so they look like them...? There was one in Oakengates today and as I walked past, I didn't realise it was an actual person, so I turned to him and said "Eugh, that's disgusting..." But then I saw him blink O.o
Everytime I walked past him after that (which happened to be a load of times) I was like "I'm so sorry, you're not actually disgusting!"

And in the end it turned out he was a Polish guy with no license to be there... I feel sorry for everyone who ate the lollipops he was giving out...

~ Hozzie
P.S. Anyone else's background acting all funny? Fading to black and then popping back up?