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i had fired my old drummer from my band on thursday last week and today i got this letter from her

Dear hope,

This is everything i can never say, so here goes. I know, I cant be trusted, Im emotional, and i take things to far. We are probably enemy's now so, I just want to say this, over this year you have showed me who I am, and I can never forget the time we had together, those moments I will always treasure. I wish you a good future with *Chris and success with your band.

meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee and my hairrrrrrrrrrr

i like my new cut :) my parents made me laugh in this pic but on my phone ive got one of my poker face ._. gotta love it sooooo whatcha think??

~Black Decay

Kick In The Teeth (continued)

I took a deep breath still filling my lungs. A sense of melancholy came upon the two of us as the Doctor walked out of the room. We both had gone silent for a long while but my mind was a bazaar in the peak of summer. I was thinking ‘Well now I’m paralyzed from the waist down… And probably in a different state… My whole life has gone down the drain… My friends, family, and Nabors… All gone…’ I could feel my new mother stroking my hand with her thumb… Just like how my biological mother did… I let out a large sigh in a depressing tone.

new hair cut!!

idk what im gonna do for it... but im looking at something like these and i cant dye it yet... sucks... im thinking about getting it cut as short as the first one but spiking it like the second one and the last caught my eye on google. and i do have blonde hair (really killin me to dye it for many reasons) any ideas? please? i really want to get out of the length i have now and have something unexpected ya know?

~Black Decay

WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I GET MY WEEKENDS BACK!!! :DDD

also...

KICK IN THE TEETH UPDATE:
depending on my GWAM i might be posting more of it next week but it is going by well

JUST ONE BITE UPDATE:
the lead guitarist and i are going to be preforming in next years murray falcons talent show she will sing through the monsoon by tokio hotel while i play the piano for the song and do backing vocals

~Black Decay

HACKER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! READ THIS NOW!!!

IF A PERSON CALLED SIMON ASHTON ( SIMON25@HOTMAIL.CO.UK ) CONTACTS YOU THROUGH EMAIL DON'T OPEN THE MESSAGE. DELETE IT BECAUSE HE IS A HACKER!!

TELL EVERYONE ON YOUR LIST BECAUSE IF SOMEBODY ON YOUR LIST ADDS HIM THEN YOU WILL GET HIM ON YOUR LIST. HE WILL FIGURE OUT YOUR ID COMPUTER ADDRESS, SO COPY AND PASTE THIS MESSAGE TO EVERYONE EVEN IF YOU DON'T CARE FOR THEM AND FAST BECAUSE IF HE HACKS THEIR EMAIL HE HACKS YOUR MAIL TOO!!!!!...

this info was received this morning from microsoft and norton please be cautious of your email and who you talk too

~Black Decay

:D NO WAY!!!

my parents agreed to get me a PROFESSIONAL grade keyboard with 88 keys (yes it is my favorite brand [Casio]) i grew up working with Casio and i have one now... but i have to get half of the cash to pay for the new one so ill just have to buy a sustain pedal and work with that for now... BUT it shouldent take that long to raise!! my current Casio is a CTK-496 (the old one) and it has keys that are worn down but the new one has sensitive keys which is how i like it :)

~Black Decay

whooo.....

ive been drawing all morning... and theres a huge air mattress in my room so i only have like a foot to move around my room... sucks...

Don't Jump...

Suicide...
It's serious...
You can lose a best friend...
I nearly lost three this week...
Because of the gravitational pull...
Of a bloody blade...
You can lose a stranger...
There all serious cases...
I have saved lives...
It's what i do...
I nearly lost my best friend...
Just last month...
I stopped her...
And now were closer than ever...
It can be caused by a number of things...
Stress...
Longing...
I have scars to this very day...
From my attempts...
Near major veins...
In places least expected...
I haven't cut myself since Halloween...
I look back and think...
"How stupid can I get?"

why cruel world... just why?

i was absolutely more exited than my dog during a crack moment (her lil bursts of energy) to see my best friend next month... i was going to throw a party at the beach with my best friend and we were planning this ever since febuary... i havent seen that friend since october and i miss her like the desert misses rain water! the party was stopped lastnight around 10:30 all because my other friends parents wouldnt let her throw it and my parents only agreed if her parents were there... i just really wanted to see her and idk if i can now!! any ideas? please please! im begging!

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