mcrmyofwilmington's blog

Okay I've gotten better with my Dyslexia and you know all that good stuff. Sure I've gotten into a few new bands like Shiny Toy Guns, Blood on the Dance Floor, Panic! At the Disco, ECT. I have to say I missed you guys when I was computerless but we don't have to worry about that anymore do we? I hope not... But this picture is me and the painting I made for Death Trapp... I was going to give it to her sometime last week but well lets just say she couldn't make it down here and I can't drive yet so at least she can see it online :) It took me about *thinks* 7 or 8 months to finish and I never drew the mcr logo before so she's getting an original. The rose symbolizes the purple rose she gave me I clipped it to the stand of my keyboard so I always knew that she would help me with what ever I needed (If she could).

I was on YouTube listening to sugar rush by BOTDF and looking at the comments. Take a look at them there horrific! anything from BlackDecay1 is me look at all the hate in the one that caused this mess. Theres even hate on mcr and papa roach its sad! im tired of it whos with me? tell me im not the only one against this shit on here

heres a link to the vid with the most conflict
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cek6rSD5LhE

I refuse to take this shit sitting down If anything this could be counted as cyber-bullying You guys agree?

~Black Decay

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This is for you whom have made fun with the words that cut like knives because I know that my friends and I can over come the BS you put out into the world and frankly I don't care what you think and I could care less if you report me for posting this because it has to be said. If you read this and know you have torn someone down for being different or for "Fame" listen to this song and realize that it effects stars too. You're still a human just one that feel like causing hurt is the only answer. Also what goes around comes around so if you bully someone they could report you and you could end up in Juvenal detention or even jail. No one would see you the same so just Fuck Off got it? good!

this is what i posted on deviant art when i heard this song by blood on the dance floor. If you know someone doing this send them this link (http://blackdecay1.deviantart.com/journal/)

http://www.quibblo.com/quiz/gPi5g_k/Tomboy-Emo-OR-Both

~Black Decay

well last year when i first started falling in love with mcr i had found out that my dad quit his job and my family couldnt even afford stuff off the dollar menu at mcdonalds my mom was working part time and i was starting to sink into a deep depression. all this has been building up inside me and i nearly killed myself last october. my grades suffered and i would do anything to get out of the house so i took a huge chunk out of my life for school plays. i was in crew so i had an excuse to wear all black. i had injured my ankles and could not drum anymore so i took up piano and i am good at it. but recently my dad got 2 new jobs and my mom is now working full time in a different city. my brother bought a car and has had it for under a month and already has gotten in 2 wrecks and his insurance has sky rocketed once again.

this is self explanitory... "whats italian for si?"

~Black Decay

ok so ive been listening to black dragon fighting society all day to feel better and i asked my sister if we had any juice and she said "I dont think we do our fridge stopped working remember?" so i said "NUUUU!!! I need that juice so i can kill! come one! weve gotta have some!"and she looked at me like i was on crack but ive been working on a drawing of my killjoy drinking out of a juice box saying "I think its time to run you Dracks" oh no! my dad just walked in during the "WHOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA WHOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA" and he just said "Ok? a medical emergence? What?" and he walked away when i reached for my nerf gun X)

~Black Decay

WTF my mom compleatly flipped out on me because i told her that i am bisexual and she told me "Young lady you need to do some deep soul searching! Now go clean your room or something!" I dont know what to do i feel like dieing in a hole or something the sad thing is that before i confessed she said "It's okay you can talk to me" and now i dont feel like i can talk to anyone in my family! i should have kept it secret... What in the name of Holy Rome (character from Hetalia) should i do!? My heart is raceing and I feel like im gonna throw up. please help me the fuck out!

~Black Decay

ok so my friends and i have a cosplay group for Hetalia and im Germany but i need the accent... but more importantly our little Italy needs a costume please message me or comment if you have any idea for stuff we can do for Italy!! it will be greatly appreciated and i will be recording some of our stuff and posting it when we get it on youtube so yeah! please help!

~Black Decay

please tell me i am not the only one on here that has please!! i promise you that Mardi Gras is the funnest thing on the planet! i went for six years in a row when i lived in New Orleans then i moved... And if you have wanted to go ill tell ya everything you want to know about it. I BETTER NOT BE THE ONLY ONE THATS BEEN TO MARDI GRAS!

~Black Decay