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Name trouble

HELP!!!!!!!!!! My band is running into trouble! There's already a band named 4th degree burns and ther really good! Any name ideas? Were looking for something to do with fire flames and death so yeah... We need help and we appreciate your help!!!!

~Black Decay

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No more hiding!

My parents don't mind MCR anymore!!!! Just waiten for my laptop back so y'all can see my new haircut!!!! Can't wait I just have to pull my grade in math up! :D happiness is in the air! And tomorrow I have to go see Les Miserables!!!!!! JOY TO THE WORLD!!!!!!

~Black Decay

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What to do...

Well my freaking sprit is down... The rents won't let me go to the dance... Just like last year... I feel a lot better then how I felt this morrning but they don't belive me... They never do but on the bright side I do get to go to the starwars 3D movie with him tomorrow at 3pm... Probably then I'm gonna get some quality time with him...

~Black Decay

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One down two left

I've gone thrugh a whole box of Kleenexes and I have two left another day home and Im suppose to go to the dance this after noon idk if I can... I hope so cuz I hear this year that theres gonna be a slow dance and I'll be able to dance with my man for the first time sence mArch of last year... I gotta tell ya that miss the way he held me and the way he would make me feel warm and fuzzy... And when I say that I mean we haven't had any quality time sence thanks giving... I just really wanna see him and tommrow if I feel better we were gonna see the 3D starwars movie and play a shooter or two at his house... I just miss him in general I cant go a single minuet without thinking about him... I just want to be with him holding hands trying to make me feel better cuz that's the kind if guy he is... No wonder my ex was so stupid he's txting me when he's suppost to be in class but atleast my ex and I are friends and he wants me to feel better aswell which is good...

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Hugging air...

Because feel sad and alone in this house...
The illness is getting worse everymin...
What can I do? Nothing... As usual

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Chills and tunes

I have been trying to concentrate on learning a song for my band and we are now called 4th degree burns and we are screamo/death metal it would help If I had a drumset the keyboard is great but it's not the same without the bounce of the snare and the actual rIng of the crash symbol... I've had to use my 10 pairs of drumsticks on my padded stool which is no fun at all but I am selling my art and baked goods to raise $750 to buy a solid white set but it has good sound so it's gonna be worth it I'll try and post pics of my artwork soon so yea...

~Black Decay

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I have the worst bed head...

I guess I was out cold and got a cowlick in the process and I can't find a hair brush! With my new haircut (it's a guys cut) it's easy to get bed head... Also I have a killer headache and my ankle still hurts like hell ... My dad says we have a couple things to do so this won't be too fun...

~Black Decay

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No school for me

Today I got a lot worse so my dad is lettin me stay home till rehusal at 3:35 eastern time so I have time to heal. And it hurts to talk so I really should stay home all day but I can't miss rehurslcnd I hope I get Bette by tomorrow so I can go to the dance with my man if I'm not better then the slow dance for me to finally make my move is over! I have a 2 leter of soda and a 64 floz bottle of poweraid so yea I'm prepared...

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Half numbed,sick,and wide awake

Ugh... I hate being 12 I mean really my molers are common in so the entire left side of my mouth is numbed...
I have ankle pain every 2sec. Also Im sick as a dog with a sinus drip...
Today in chrous Mr.smartass southerland says " supranos! Time to work on your high G sharps!" I wanted to strangle him

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In the bathroom stall

I lock the door and reveal an iPod and a stash...
Of sharpies... I sniff them one by one listening to music and eventually I get high...
It felt good but I swore to myself never to do it again I really want to but I force myself not to...
Just like the slow prosess of slicing up my ankle...
I stopped that as well thanks to a friend...
Please promise me one more thing...
Don't be like me... Always trying to ge high when I am only 12 years of age
Once again I sniff the sharpie of dispare trying to make the pain go away...
I don't want you to have the same fate as me...
And before his damn world ends I will say this...
I Hope *insert last name here* solemly sware to never do as I did in the past

~Black Decay