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My moms just making me unhappy :'( what should i do?

Okay, so i've been with this boy for 2 months now (well i kissed him like a month before that so you could say 3 months but whatever) and he used to do drugs and stuff, but quit for me, andi'm the reason hes still alive because he was on the brink of suicide and he'd been telling me he loved me for 6 months.

Anyway, when we first started going out, we decided that we should keep our friends of the opposite sex, because he has a lot of friends who are girls and i have a lot of friends who are guys.

PLEASE LIKE MY BAND PAGE

Hey guys:D I haven't posted a blog on here in AGES, but alllll for a good reason. You see, ive been preparing for my first gig, which was on the second biggest stage of the biggest event, which is a festival, that comes to my city all year. Im 14, and with my friends we've pulled a band together, called After The Riot.

Vocals: Gemma Dixon/ Lottie Turner
Lead Guitar- Me (Ellie Travis)
Bass- Gemma Dixon/ Lottie Turner
Drums- Gina Sanderson
Keys- Zoe Dixon

We had to write and perform out own song which i can safley say was one of the biggest challenges of my whole entire life, and standing up

I KISSED MY BEST FRIEND.

I'll explain, i need to explain somehwere where my friends arent.

Basically, he's my best friend, or guy best friend. He's 16, and im 14. He told me he loved me a while back but i cant go out with him.. The guy has issues tbh. He's on drugs, hes been kicked outta 3 schools and his collage in his FIRST WEEK, hes got over 70 things on his criminal record, and 3 warrants, he cuts, he attempts suicide all the time, his parents keep disowning him, he makes himself sick all time, he doesnt eat for weeks, he has depresson and ADHD.

Anyway, he asked me out twice, and obviously, i can't say yeah, not

Aaaaawh look what i drew :3

Heehee arent they cute, the first was me before i went insane with the hair.. but the quotes are right xD

Got a Haircut.

What do you think?

Theres a ghostie in my house D:

Im home alone and theres footsteps and crashes coming from upstairs and my cat keeps stopping and looking up at something. Im creeped. Im sat with a knife right now D:

86 THINGS

( ) Smoked A Cigarette

( ) Smoked A Cigar

( ) Kissed a member of the same sex

(x) Drank Alcohol

SO FAR: 1

Level 2:

(x) Are / Been In Love

( ) Been Dumped

( ) Shoplifted

( ) Been Fired

(x) Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR:3

Level 3:

(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person

( ) Skipped School

( ) Slept With A Co-worker

(x) Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR: 5

Level 4:

(x) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends

(x) Been To Paris

(x) Been To England (I live there..?)

(x) Been On A Plane

( ) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 9

Level 5:

( ) Eaten Sushi

( ) Been Snowboarding

(x) Met Someone

I HATE SLAGS

Oh for gods sake. The girls at my school are so pathetic. Apparentley everyone hates me, i should kill myself, im ugly, im fat (WTF IM REALLY SKINNY) and im going "to get a slap"

To be honest, this kind of abuse makes me smile, i mean, i must get death threats on my formspring every day or so, and i get allsorts of crap from people. It makes me smile. Apparentley im an emo. Tbh, id rather be an emo than some talentless whore in y8 who probably already has an STD, and some other girl who broke up with a guy because he wouldnt finger her and shes on 11:L

Told her shes gona be stacking shelves

MCR fan fic Chapter one. (A bit crap, first draft)

Chapter one:

Life was being pumped back into Izzy by the life support machine that lay at her bedside. She'd took revenge too far this time. She should have left the hopless, fatal fight that would be the death of her whilst she could, but she stood up and fought for what she belived in, and this time it had gone way too far.

She needed revenge. She wasnt okay and she just couldn't think happy thoughts anymore. She had hopes and dreams yet she was being taken alive and she always said she wouldnt let people do that, and she meant it.

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