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You are now 36. But you look like your 26. haha....I hope you get alll your mail read real soon. lol. ~Dreamer

So i'm sure you all have heard the news about MCR braking up. It hurts, alot, but we made a promise to them that we will live on with or without them. I believe we are strong enough to do this, because we will always have there music, and the memory. A small amount of MCR lives in all of us, and instead of fading away we should embrace it. They should this generation what it really means to live. Now, it's are time to show the next generation, what MCR has shown us.

So, goodbye My Chemical Romance, and thank you.

I'm truly shocked, but i dont know why. i knew this day would come. It is sad, very sad, yes, but i still have there music, so i know everything will be okay.

My only regret is that i never got to see them in concert. It was the one thing that i wanted to do on my bucket list, but now it will never be completed.

I'm crying right now, seriously.

Everyone is saying "Oh it's just a band."

but there wrong. MCR was NOT just a band. They were my saviors, hero's, idols, and everything in between. It hurts to say this, but it has to be done.

Thank You, you for making me feel like the world isnt total shit, and that everything will turn out okay.I will ALWAYS look up to you.

Goodbye MCR, i love you all so much....

~Dreamer.

You want to know why the Human Race sickens me so much? Here is why. I will admit that i like One Direction. I do. I've tried to hide it, but you know what? i'm tired of hiding it. I love My Chem too, but i like both bands for different reasons. I shouldnt have to Justify myself to anyone what those reasons are. But i think i'm going to, just to get my point across.

I love My Chemical Romance becasue the have been with me forever. They saved me from being stupid and almost ending my life when my father died. Than a year later when my family friend died. Than two years later, my great grandma died. Then a year later my aunt Donna died. Then 6 months after that my cousin died. So yea, death in my family has been one after another. and it has ripped me apart. I dont want anyone's sympathy. But without My Chem, i'd be gone after my father. THAT is why i love MCR. They mean so much more, then just being a band. there my hero's.

P.O.V Dawn- Bandit and I both screamed in result of the scary movie. We heard a thud from upstairs and then someone run down the stairs.

“What! Who is it! Are you guys okay!” a very worried Gerard came in. he had a wet head and a pencil behind his ear. He must have been writing. Bandit paused the movie, and looked at her father. We exchanged glances and then busted out laughing.

There was a knock on the door, and Gerard answered it. Then came in a very wide eyed and freaked out Frank. When he seen me he sighed, and hugged me. I sneezed because I was allergic to dogs.

“Guys we have a huge problem. “ he said, sitting down and opening Bandit’s laptop that was on the coffee table.

“What’s going on Frank, you look freaked.” Bandit said, yawning.

Heyy guys -> those are the only contest entires i have recived. There both amazing. If you want to vote, Message me a #1 (for the first) or a #2 (for the second) Let me know!!~Dreamer
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“I think it’s a great idea.” We heard a voice come from behind Gerard. As they stepped around, we seen it was…

It was….Brian!

“Brian what are you talking about! That is NOT a great idea!!” I shouted. What was Brian saying! I thought he cared for Gerard!

“Aw you must be the gentleman who called to inform us about the foster switch.” My foster father said.

“You what!” Gerard yelled, he turned around in anger and glared at Brian.

“Yes, Yes. I did call Mr. and Mrs. Lee. I didn’t think you needed any distractions Gerard. We all know what happened when you had Janelle, I don’t mean to speak ill if the dead but you were very distraught.”

(Weeks later)
I felt better than ever, I had a bad case of the Flu, now I was living on the Angels on a high. The tour had ended and we were just entering the L.A city limits. We were all sat in the living room. I was scrolling down on my HP laptop, that Gerard bought me for Christmas. Gerard sat next to me and closed my computer.

“Hey!” I protested.

“We need to talk.” He said, although we had a huge smile on his face.

“Yea sure, what’s up?” I said.

“well, now that the tour is over, we need to decide where you will be staying.” He said.

Heyy guys! Wednesday is coming fast, and i have received only ONE contest entire!!! Come on guys! ~Dreamer
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P.O.V Dawn- When we finished at the mall (Which was quite an adventure) we went back to the bud. The guys were carring all my bags because Gerard wouldn’t let me lift a think. Apparently I was ‘in too weak of a condition.’ Okaaaay Mr. Know-It-All you carry the bags.

I smiled at my lame sarcasm, I wish I was funnier but, oh well.

“No Mikey, I’m telling you Darth Vader was not married to Queen Amidala!!” Frank shouted for the world to hear. Mikey and him have been arguing over Star Wars for the last half hour.

“BOYS!! We all know that before Darth Vader, became Darth Vader, he was Anakin. Anakin was with Queen Amidala and they had Luke and Laya! Then he turned evil!!!!” I ranted. They all looked at me kinda funny.

“Whaaaaaaaaaaat?” I whined, why where they staring! So what of imam girl!

Hey Guys!! You all are sooooo amazing! i have a few announcements. 1) if you have ever read my old story Convicted, there is a special treat in this chapter! 2)I am starting a contest, who can draw the best Dawn? well draw her up and post a blog then sent me the link! a few friends of mine will be judging. But the deadline is next Wednesday! the winner will get whatever chapter where on by then first, and there art will be featured for everyone to see! And last but not least # 3) Anyone have Wattpad?! Yes? well its an app and a website. you can read all kinds of awesome story's people have written. even this one and my story Convicted. So hope you enjoy!! and please comment, i love reading them!!!~~Dreamer
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P.O.V. Dawn: I awoke, but wasn’t read to open my eyes. I suddenly came to the realization that there was no longer rain pouring down on me, yet I could still hear the rain. There was no cold, hard pavement beneath me either. Where was I?

P.O.V. Dawn; I suddenly lost all body function. I forgot how to breath, how to blink, how even make a sound. I was trying not to go all fan-girl and freak out, and to be honest, I didn’t care of they hit me with their car! The nurse made a motion for them to inter as she left. The stepped in, Gerard and Frank at my left and Mikey and Ray to my right. Suddenly I was glad we moved to New Jersey.

“Umm, I don’t know how to say this, but I’m sorry I hit you with my car.” Gerard said awkwardly. I wonder how awkward it really was apologizing to someone you hit with your car. It took me a few moments to realize they were waiting for my reply.

“Oh, umm, i-its okay. I’m alive, so that’s all that madders.” I found my voice in all the madness. Be cool, I told myself, be an ice burg. Find your inner glacier!

“If these to goofballs weren’t messing around, we may not have hit you!” Mikey said glaring at Frank and Ray. I laughed, I couldn’t help it.