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Yet another Instagram account ;-;

I've made yet another Instagram account and I'd love it if you guys could possibly follow it? @/ dem_band_lyrics_
Thank you! Ily!

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Rant time; I think yes!

It feels like everything I have is being taken away.
Like, I used to get heaps of likes on Instagram compared to my friends and suddenly they're all Instagram famous.
I used to be the only person in my group of friends who had really swell internet friends and all of a sudden my friends are getting internet friends too.
I used to have heaps of followers on twitter also but now my best friend is like oh dude I've got more than you.
And also my friends used to be really Awkward around boys and suddenly their talking to more boys than I do! And they're like rubbing it in my face sorta thing?
Then my grades improved heaps and I was possibly the best writer in my group of friends and suddenly they're all getting better marks in English.
And I was always into music and I've been good at it for a long time. Well now my friends are all taking up instruments and stuff.
Not to mention that they are starting I like my bands..
Some of them have started doing their hair like mine too!

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The feels ;-;

Hey guys! Fuck Fake Your Death. Oh my lord this band will be the death of me ;-; Omf it fabulous though! I was like lying in bed crying this morning. Anyone else do the same? I don't know what to think if it I absolutely love it but it makes me so freaking sad at the same time. Let's just say it wasn't what I expected. To be honest I expected heavy guitars and a heavy drum beat but it was a pleasant surprise (: What are your thoughts on it? Anyway, how has life been for all the fabtab killjoys been?
Xoxo MCRloveforever

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Last post failed a bit. I'll try again..

Hey killjoys! Could you please follow my new Instagram account? I'll follow back! My username is @ that_one_depressed_friend thank you guys :3

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Follow my new Instagram account please?

Hey killjoys! Could you please follow my new Instagram account? I'll love you forever if you do

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Thoughts on May Death Never Stop You?

Woah. It's been a while since I last logged onto this site. And I know this topic was more talked about a while ago but I kinda missed a lot of your opinions/posts about it. So tell me about your opinion on May death never stop you. Are you looking forward to it? I know I am! :D It's going to be interesting to see what happens in the future of MCR.. Somehow I think they're not getting back together though :c I don't like to admit it but i'm pretty sure a part of us all knows it's the truth. But maybe this will be the beginning of something better. At least it's a goodbye sorta thing and I'm also looking forward to the biography! It's going to be a fab read! Holy shit paste! I'm gonna have to start saving up for this stuff soon! God I'm gonna have to do a lot of work to pay for some of the things I want that are related to MCR. Oh well it'll be worth it! Anywho that too an unexpected turn.. So I'm just curious about your opinions on the upcoming things!

xoxo MCRloveforever

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It does make it better trust me

Hello beautiful MCRmy members! Okay so this blog is going out to those who are struggling with a mental illness and are scarred to get help. First off it does help to tell someone anyone, i first told my bestfriend what was going on i was really scarred that she would judge me and things like that but to my surprise she didn't. She took it quite well actually and made it better for quite a few months after that. I know a lot of you have trust issues and i understand that 100% i really do. But even if you vent to someone on this site i can promise you it makes things better rather than keeping all your emotion inside. Speaking from a personal experience leaving your emotions in can make things a lot worst. I became very suicidal that's how bad things were getting and i truly believe that if i didn't keep all that emotion inside i wouldn't of gotten as bad as i did. After i kept this secret from my parents for nearly a year i finally fessed up to my mum.

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Coffee is life just saying

Hello MCRmy! I realise I haven't been very active lately but things have been bad oh well! Whilst I haven't been active I've discovered the wonders of coffee. It is the best thing ever like oh my god. I've found myself drinking it south it's not even funny. It makes me really happy. Is that weird? I don't care I love coffe xD I've replaced most of my snacks with coffee is that bad? Oh well! I have so much more energy ( that's the caffeine speaking) but its making me feel better emotionally. The wonders of coffee eh? This was just a completely pointless post so don't judge.
Stay strong you beautiful killjoy I love you all!
Xoxo MCRloveforever

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I dunno what to do help me please

Hey MCRmy! I'm actually super lost right now. I dunno what to so with my life. My depression has been really bad lately I can't remember tr lay time I smiled and it wasn't fake. I haven't been happy for a month or so. This is really weird for me because I'm usually super happy and always very positive but right now I just can't take it anymore. I'm faking everything no one knows what's goo on and I want it to stay this way. I feel I can't tell anyone anything. Last time I told someone how I felt, he left me because I told him I wasn't okay. I just need help and I can't tell my mum how things are because she'll make a huge deal out of it. I just can't it would be the death of me, she wouldn't understand I'm just stuck in a hole really. But hey things will get better eventually and I know it will but it just seems kinda hard right now. I need some music, anything that helped you and you think could help me. I need something to give me hope please help me. I'm a wreck please I beg help.

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Well help me and my poor life please ;-;

Well there's this guy, he likes me. I don't like him like thy though I think he's jive but I want nothing more than to be friends, at some stages ( this is gonna sound really Bad but don't judge) I just really want him to piss off. I've just come out of a relationship I don't want anything more to do with guys right now. He keeps calling me beautiful and it's making me super uncomfortable like I barely know him, he lives in a completely different country and I'm no even remotely interested. The bad thing is a guy I used to tune i still can't forget him ;-; Can someone please help me with the fort problem like please? I feel bad if I ignore his messages because he's just discovered my exsistance again ( we use to be really close friends btw) but it is super awkward! Please help me!

Xoxo MCRloveforever