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HAPPY ANTI VALENTINES DAY!

HAPPY ANTI VALENTINES DAY!
i felt like posting BVB valentines cuz who doesnt like BVB?
anyway today i am anti valentines day for my friend/potential bf Connor. his parents died one valentines night. i am wearing my tank top with a heart with bleeding bullet holes only for his sake. hopefully i can make him happy later
wish me good luck all :)

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HAPPY ANTI VALENTINES DAY!

HAPPY ANTI VALENTINES DAY!
i felt like posting BVB valentines cuz who doesnt like BVB?
anyway today i am anti valentines day for my friend/potential bf Connor. his parents died one valentines night. i am wearing my tank top with a heart with bleeding bullet holes only for his sake. hopefully i can make him happy later
wish me good luck all :)

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HAPPY VALENTINES DAY ALL!!!

happy valentines day guys! heres three valentines cards for you all <3 i love every single one of you dearly <33333

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FULL DAY DETENTION ._.

i am currently in a boring classroom. i have full day detention for skipping detention and class. when will i ever stop being a troublemaker? i predict never....
i finished my book and drew two sketches so i have nothing left to do...
the song Devils Night by Motionless in White is stuck in my head.
"I know the only words that you have for me
Are give up and get out
You'd like to think that we're beaten
But we're here to stay
Forever and always

So Loud
We are the ones that you pushed away
For drowning your voice out
You'd like think we've been defeated but we're here to stay
Forever and always"

<3 that song
so anyways send me a message or comment on this cuz im bored out of my mind :)

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Vapid Valentine's Day Blues...

today i am reminded of the day my ex boyfriend Andrew broke up with me. nowadays he doesnt let me get to close to him. it hurts him and it hurts me to think about the good times we had. he wont even let me hug him for more than three seconds, let alone sit on his lap. i mean he shouldmnt give a damn 'cause we're just friends but i guess he still has feelings for me and doesnt want it to go too far. sometimes i think he'll kiss me, whereas other times it seems like he wants to hit me...
so anyway my boyfriend Will decided not to show up at school. im tormented at the sight of girls with valentine's gifts. and i am left empty handed again. needless to say, no one loves me enough. i cant believe my own boyfriend wouldnt come to school to see me and at least wish me a happy valentine's day. the only person i really know that loves me is my girlfriend Maddie. i can always count on her.

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Valentine's Day is tomorrow!!!!

valentines day is tomorrow. so HAPPY EARLY VALENTINES DAY ALL!!!! im probly not gonna be on tomorrow so i thought id send this early. umm... i have 3 valentines this year. theres my girlfriend Maddie and my boyfriend Will and my potential boyfriend Connor. in my phone Connor is Captain Cuteness. he is absolutely adorable. but alas my daddy made me leave my phone at home so i cant text him till 2:45 which is probly when i will get home. ugh is so far away....

the truth is i am not in love with will anymore. i dont wanna hurt him but i might have to. what do you guys think? should i break up with Will now since i have a better chance with Connor? im conflicted.....

on the other hand, i wonder if Will will get me anything for tomorrow. he is poor so probly not. ._.

i hope you all have a wonderful valentines day! <3

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You're Just A Sad Song with Nothing to Say

today is a good day
i am staying after in the library with my boyfriend. then he is walking me home. then i can cuddle with my puppy.
i am currently in the library right now. its hot as hell in here. trust me, i've been there. but alas satan kicked me out. i was too happy and random for his personality. too bad. it was fun there. i saw my friend Kodie :)
well anyway..... since im so bored. comment on my blog and ill reply back. i have a biology quiz in 25 minutes. boooo. im gonna fail it.

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You're Just A Sad Song with Nothing to Say

today is a good day
i am staying after in the library with my boyfriend. then he is walking me home. then i can cuddle with my puppy.
i am currently in the library right now. its hot as hell in here. trust me, i've been there. but alas satan kicked me out. i was too happy and random for his personality. too bad. it was fun there. i saw my friend Kodie :)
well anyway..... since im so bored. comment on my blog and ill reply back. i have a biology quiz in 25 minutes. boooo. im gonna fail it.

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So Come One Come All To This Tragic Affair

i am currently in AP biology, bored out of my fucking mind.
this is a tragic affair though.
my boyfriend (or ex boyfriend now) told me that his feelings for me have died. we never actually met. we just texted . i am currently grounded so we were going to wait till it was over. i am depressed without him. we are merely friends now but oh how i wish i could tell him i love him one last time,
i have another boyfriend. oh i am such a horrible person. when do i ever learn?? last year my ex broke up with me for cheating. but this one doesnt know. thank satan (i am atheist). well thankfully my boyfriend, Will, is absolutely perfect. he is color blind slightly and has ADHD. we both like the same music, style and have the same random and spontaneous personality. he bites me a lot, says i taste good. i dont think so....

hopefully i will feel happy again. maybe Gerard's angelic voice will save my wretched soul. i hope....

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Without You is How I Disappear

today was yet another drab summer day...
i delved in the comforts of music i've never heard before. Sleeping with Sirens, Pierce the Veil. mostly the first.
i took a walk with my dear little sister.
my stomach hurts now >.<
too much food. oh how i am such a fattie at heart (no offense.)
my little baby cousin Miles is here but he is fast asleep.
will anyone save me from complete boredom?
my darling cat Ghost, maybe....

i hope you MCRmy members will comment someday.
i grow tired of waiting.

without you is how i disappear.
there are three sweet guys in my life right now. actually 4.
Evan Alpaugh.
Taylor Draffen.
Matty McNulty
and last, Baker Smith.