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if you wanna start a band, im in

its depends on distance though. I live in NJ. if there's anyone who lives nearby. a state away is fine. I can sing and play guitar and clarinet, if you're into that. im a little rusty though..... so hey my name is Lexi or Shadow, which ever you like I don't mind. ill be 18 in july. I don't have a car yet. my vocal range is from Andy Biersack deep voice to Kellin Quinn's high pitch. and I've always wanted to be in or start a band, so yeah.

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happy birthday gerard way!!!!!!!

today marks Gee's 37 year of living. we all know he's not afraid to die and im glad he's still alive, singing and being crazy as usual. just think I got into MCR when I was in eighth grade. so I've been listening to him for about 4 years now. I've seen the revolutions from all their albums. I've listened to them at full volume not stopping even when my ears started to sting. it's amazing to know that with Gerard and the guys that what you see is not what you get. its so much more. so on this day let's celebrate our youth. MCR may be dead but we're not and we have so much left to live for. If I was Gerard, i'd say to live your life as full as you want to. follow your dreams even if theyre dead. life is just a game and one day you'll beat its ass

~Lex

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hey everyone

all you metal/scream lovers!!!!
listen to Follow My Lead
they've got a lot of good tracks out
album coming soon!!!!

<3,
Lexi

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hopelessly waiting

so i tried calling Maddie but she wont answer. i told her its urgent that we speak. im still waiting to get Connor's new number. its agonizing but i guess i have all the time in the world....

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i feel like a horrible person

so heres the update on Connor, sorta...
everyone says I should call him. but my bff Maddie says he might not want to talk to me. I dropped off the face of the earth and forgot about him. hopefully I get his number. luckily the thing that has been taking most of my time has ended. I went to a mental health program for the past six months. that's why I haven't talked to him, so there...

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need major colossl advice O.O

i just called my bff and asked her about my friend Connor. hes in a bad state now after i vanished, meaning that i abruptly stopped talking to him for 8 mos. he tried to get over me and get back with his ex but it didnt work out. now hes so depressed and broken. the only reason i havent talked to him is because ive been stuck doing therapy. it was all day. ive been diagnosed with bipolar disorder. and Connor has ADHD and ADD. Maddie (bff) told me all this news. she even said that he changed his number and deactivated his email. now she is going to ask Connor if i can have his new number..... i dont know how this is going to turn out. i think i'll just explain the truth about what happened. thats the only idea i got.
can someone help me? im scared for my life >.<

~Lexi

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overwhelming....

people put their trust and feelings into me cuz I say I can relate. and its overwhelming to help out all of you's. trust me, I love helping and we've been through a lot of the same things. just don't be so upfront about it. lemme get to know you first than we can talk serious. cuz most of the time, I like to talk nonsense.
don't worry. I promise to help all who need it :)
love you guys <3

~Lex

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heyooo whats up?

hey MCRmy!
ive been trying to talk to more people lately. ive decided since im an older member of the army, im going to help people who are going through things in life. emotional problems, mental problems, abuse, fights, love, heartbreak.... you name it. ive been through all of them and have advice or sympathizing words to give you :)
honestly, I'll talk to anyone so please answer ^_^

~Lexi

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thursday

this Thursday is pretty dry.... nothing good happened yet and its already 12 pm (afternoon). the only thing I have to look forward to today is going to my mental health PHP program. the only positive thing is I get to see my friends, and I get to goof off. at least I borrowed an ipod from one of the counselors and it has MCR, Falling in Reverse, P!ATD, old Escape the Fate, Pierce the veil, Sleeping with Sirens, Of Mice & Men, and BMTH on it.
thank god that I was given this beautiful contraption
How's everybody else's day going? im curious to know. im leaving this open to venting, good news, bad news and anything else you wanna talk about :)

~Toxic Flame

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Fake Your Death

I listened to the new song yesterday and its amazing. I didn't think MCR would come out with another ballad as equally beautiful as Cancer. now im so happy and im pre-ordering May Death Never Stop You soon.
another thing. I want your feedback after listening to this track. im just curious as to what you guys think. message me or comment this blog. I need more people to talk to anyway....
if you do, thanks. if not, it doesn't matter.

cant wait to hear from the MCRmy,
Toxic Flame