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Well, I understand you Beck.

So my friend, were gonna call him Bill, and I were talking, and we got to the subject of girls. Yeah, I'm not the smoothest of guys around girls (I.E. Tripping over my own feet, stuttering, lack of self confidence and self esteem... Etc.) But we were talking about crushes, and the girl I'm head over heels for doesn't like me, okay, I'm almost alright with that, but at least she's my friend.

I miss my old friends, my old life really...

I fucking hate my school, I have friends, sure, but they aren't like the ones I had last year, I had the best friends in the world, now only one of them are still here. Kali went to a Governor's school, Caitlyn got home schooled, Ryan isn't the same... The only person I can really talk to now is my friend Timothy, without him, I'd probably be pushing up daisies right now. I hate that I miss Kali so much, she was my best friend in the world, I could trust her with anything.

Stolen! XD

001. Real Name -Chance
002. Nickname[s]-McCoy
003. Male Or Female-Male
004. Elementary-Finished
005. Middle school-Got outta that hell!
006. High School- In it.
007. Hair Color-Dirty blonde
008. Long Or Short- Uhhhh.....What?
009. Loud Or Quiet-Loud
010. Sweats Or Jeans -Jeans
011. Phone Or Camera-Phone
012. Health Freak-Eh, not really
013. Drink Or Smoke?- Nah, I drink lemon juice! :D
014. Do You Have A Crush On Someone?-Yeah but I'm just a face in the crowd.
015. Eat Or Drink?-Don't we need to do both?
016. Piercings?-NOPE! To cool.
017. Tattoos?- 4 more years, then a Philadelphia Flyers

I made some rayguns!!!!

I made some ray guns! Why? Cause I'm AWESOME! Nah, but I did make one for my friend, she has yet to receive it, but I worked my ass off on it. It took me about 3 hours to make it total. (Including painting) Think I'll make a Party Poison one next. Seems easy. Alright. BYE!

I have news!!!! I grew a pair and asked this girl out, then she told me that she loved me! All good right? WRONG. I..... am....... friend.......zoned....... I am loved by her alright, but like a brother -_- that was a big FML. But in other matters of the same matter that I am continuing to think is a matter, It was like a kind of relief thing, like, now I have stable footing in boundaries and stuff. But a nice, cool slap in the face is guess what.... STILL A SLAP IN THE FACE! Hahaha, It's funny because I asked on my friends phone and he kept the messages and is taunting me with them.

I just finished vacation in good old Fairless Hills!

There's a picture of me and my little teeny tiny baby cousin, his name is Hunter. I actually enjoyed myself for once on one of these vacations because I got to do things I wanted to do! I got to finally break in my new Bauer Nexus hockey stick with my cousin. We played hockey with a bunch of 25 year old guy's. Did you know that sometimes, a 14 year old kid is smarter than a 25 year old guy? XD We went to Wildwood, NJ and walked the entire board walk. I was 3 inches away from a Danny Briere Winter Classic jersey. I got to chat with my other cousin for a about 3 hours about hockey and MCR.

I just finished vacation in good old Fairless Hills!

There's a picture of me and my little teeny tiny baby cousin, his name is Hunter. I actually enjoyed myself for once on one of these vacations because I got to do things I wanted to do! I got to finally break in my new Bauer Nexus hockey stick with my cousin. We played hockey with a bunch of 25 year old guy's. Did you know that sometimes, a 14 year old kid is smarter than a 25 year old guy? XD We went to Wildwood, NJ and walked the entire board walk. I was 3 inches away from a Danny Briere Winter Classic jersey. I got to chat with my other cousin for a about 3 hours about hockey and MCR.

I GOT MY BLUE FRIGGIN MOHAWK!

I dyed my hair blue. ALL BY MYSELF!!! Then my mom cut my hair into a mohawk... She said it was my head and that I'm probably gonna get the fuck joked at of me. So I did it of course! ;) I went to an amusment park with my great friends. Every line we were in at least one person was like "OMG I LOVE YOUR HAIR!" I tried walking into a bathroom and a guy tried to talk to me about my mohawk. I tried to ride a roller coaster and the guy was like, "You should think before you do stupid things, son." and I told him I thought a grueling 5 seconds over it! Then some other stories from today.

Well... It was all good until now.

So I was going to ask this girl to the dance on June 8th. And I did today. She said maybe. Which we all know means no without being mean. She gonna probably end up with my friend Bennie. Bennie isn't that smart, but he has a six pack and "dreamy eyes" and all that. What do I have? Long, brown, flippy emo hair, green/"poop"brown eyes and converses. I guess I'll just go and be like Billy Idol. "Dancin' with myselfffffff." Just like every other dance I've ever been to. Except for that one were I went with a girl. But thats it.

That was so fun!

My best friend Kali came over yesterday. It was so awesome! We hung out with our other friends for a bit and then we watched "The Girl With the Dragon Tattoo" together and then we took a walk. And I didn't realize how hot a wool blanket gets with two people under it... XD But I'm in a hella awesome mood.

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