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How Could I Carry On?

I am in tears and I've been this way since I woke up. I cannot believe My Chemical Romance broke up. Waking up to my favorite band in the whole world is not something I was expecting. My Chemical Romance is the only reason I am still here today. How can I say that the reason I am alive is dead. My parents gave me no sympathy and said it is just a band and it is not like someone died. All I wanted to say to them was, "Maybe nobody really died and went to heaven/hell, but something inside me died and left, the only reason I'm with you now is gone." I just cannot cop with this news. :'(
~Poisonous Rose

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How Could I Carry On?

I am in tears and I've been this way since I woke up. I cannot believe My Chemical Romance broke up. Waking up to my favorite band in the whole world is not something I was expecting. My Chemical Romance is the only reason I am still here today. How can I say that the reason I am alive is dead. My parents gave me no sympathy and said it is just a band and it is not like someone died. All I wanted to say to them was, "Maybe nobody really died and went to heaven/hell, but something inside me died and left, the only reason I'm with you now is gone." I just cannot cop with this news. :'(
~Poisonous Rose

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Help me please...

My friend is becoming very depressed and this past week he hasn't been acting the same... People are bullying him and I can tell its getting to him. As I type this, I am on video chat with him and he's throwing things around his room to get his anger out. I can't stand to see him in this pain. I swear I think I'm about to cry. Only one person helped me but that's only because I personally asked him. (You know who you are) I just wanted to say thanks because you did help but its starting to get worse again. Now my friend doesn't even want to go to school the rest of the week and I don't want this to happen to him. I'm used to it, I wish they would pick on me instead. That's how bad I feel. Someone please tell me what to do...

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Help me please...

My friend is becoming very depressed and this past week he hasn't been acting the same... People are bullying him and I can tell its getting to him. As I type this, I am on video chat with him and he's throwing things around his room to get his anger out. I can't stand to see him in this pain. I swear I think I'm about to cry. Only one person helped me but that's only because I personally asked him. (You know who you are) I just wanted to say thanks because you did help but its starting to get worse again. Now my friend doesn't even want to go to school the rest of the week and I don't want this to happen to him. I'm used to it, I wish they would pick on me instead. That's how bad I feel. Someone please tell me what to do...

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Is This A Sick Joke?

Today my friend slept over and she had to leave at 11:00 am. I figured it would be fine because she is coming back over tomorrow and I can get my homework done and out of the way before she comes over again. So when I do my homework, I usually have my iPod and phone with me to talk to my friends and other things. Although, there's been nothing going on in instagram, none of my friends have answered any of my texts since this morning at like 9:00 am, and I even decided to go on oovoo and see if anybody would answer so I started a group chat with my friends: Sajel, Mark, Vic, Christian, Emma, and a lot of other people.... Not only did nobody answer, but Sajel logged off of oovoo 2 minutes after I sent her a message... I feel really unwanted or like they are purposely ignoring me...

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Why Do People Have to Be So Mean? Continued

If you read my latest blog, you know what happened to my boyfriend Vic. Well me and my friend, Anna told our guidance councilor, Mrs. Defina, what had happened to him. So she said she's going to be looking over him more often so she will see if anything happens again. She also told me and Anna to be her "secret spies" so when she isn't watching him we have to kind of make sure nobody is being mean and we have to see who plays basketball with him often so we can see who was the one who started beating him up. I think it will go well. :)

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Why Do People Have to Be So Mean?

Okay so today at school today my friend Elizabeth came up to me and said, "Hey Meghan, so yesterday at lunch Kelly and Lindsey were kicking Victor and pushed him against the fence because he wouldn't give them the basketball and now he's going to tell the principal."
I said, "So what do you want me to do about it?"
She said, "Well I figured since he's your boyfriend maybe you can tell him not to tell the principal... Because... You know, they're my friends." I said that I would tell him even though I wasn't going to and then about 5 minutes later she came back up to me and said that he told her he wasn't going to tell on them.
Now Stop A Second- What are we? 5-year-olds? No. We are in 7th graders and they are being so childish. You don't start kicking and punching and slapping someone because they won't give you a basketball, there were about 3 others basketballs too. Anyway back to the story-

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Tell Me If You Like This Idea:

Every once in a while I will post a blog about something that happened to me that is ether good or bad. If you have the same problem or situation comment below about it and I can message you about it and we can all talk about the bad things to make each other feel better or fangirl about the good things just to have a good time. I kinda like this idea because I'll get to know you guys more and you can find out more about me in a more personal way other than just reading blogs.
Tell me what you think of my idea in my comments xD
~Poisonous Rose

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Tell Me If You Like This Idea:

Every once in a while I will post a blog about something that happened to me that is ether good or bad. If you have the same problem or situation comment below about it and I can message you about it and we can all talk about the bad things to make each other feel better or fangirl about the good things just to have a good time. I kinda like this idea because I'll get to know you guys more and you can find out more about me in a more personal way other than just reading blogs.
Tell me what you think of my idea in my comments xD
~Poisonous Rose

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Am I the Only One?

Comment if you feel the same as me, but does anyone else feel either stupid, used, unwanted, unloved, low, depressed, or not good enough etc because of a parent?