maymay_10's blog

Okay. There really is no point in this blog other than my need to rant. A friend of mine, constantly complains that all girls ever go after are "bad boys." Well, while that isn't a big deal, it's annoying. He does this to himself by going after girls who are more or less a sure heartbreak for him. I've watched him throw away things with girls who weren't like that at all. He's like a brother to me, and I love him to death. He's saying something about girls, something he's guilty of doing himself. "Girls always go after bad boys, and ignore good boys," while he constantly goes after bad girls, and ignores good girls. Well... my rant is over. I need to start posting on here more often. I've not posted in a long time now. :3

Quotes I enjoy. All of these quotes are from books by Cassandra Clare. The two series are The Mortal Instruments, and The Infernal Devices. They're amazing books, with amazing quotes. <3

"I belong to you. You could do anything with me and I would let you. You could ask anything of me and I'd break myself trying to make you happy. My heart tells me this is the best and greatest feeling I have ever had. But my mind knows the difference between wanting what you can't have, and wanting what you shouldn't want. And I shouldn't want you."

"I don't blame you if you hate me, I wish you would. As long as I can still dream, I will dream of you."

"If you are gone there is no one in the world who cares if I am dead or alive. I feel myself dissolving, vanishing into nothingness, for if there is no one in the world who cares for you, do you really exist at all?"

Well, to begin this blog, I'll explain the point in that picture. This Saturday, I'm dying my hair like this. :3 I'm rather excited for it. I'm also getting either an anti-eyebrow piercing, or a septum piercing this Saturday. Now, I'll explain how the last few weeks have been.
For the past 4 nights in a row, I've Skype called with the guy I like a lot, the one I'm doing the "fall plan," because of. :3 I'm hoping this could be a good sign.
Other than that, I've come to terms with that fact that a lot of guys are annoying. My friend Cass's friend Jon won't leave me be, more or less. Every night, he's overly perverted toward me, and it's starting to annoy me a great deal. I've told him to leave me alone, countless times. He simply doesn't listen.

It may not work, but it's all I can do. Thus, I'll wait, and see how things go this fall.

Never fear hurting people when you're gone... instead, make them smile forever by making memories with them. ♥ Happy Birthday, Crystal! <3 You're loved, and missed. :3

I get sick when I eat. Anxiety is slowly destroying me. -_-

I'm changing myself drastically... I'm going to make changes that I need, and want. I'm doing 50 minutes of yoga, pilates, and walking everyday... The reason behind it all is a guy. I'm going to make it as difficult as is possible for him to be away from me. He liked how I look currently, don't get me wrong. I just can't help but think that he'd possibly want me back, if I looked better, if I were more toned, and fit. Thus, I'm going to make that happen. I will tone my body up, and feel better about myself.

I'm going to change everything about myself, because I'm not good enough how I am, and I'm tired of not being good enough.

My first tattoo, a quote on my wrist. :)

Hmm, approximately how much would a two week trip to Canada cost? I want to go to either Ontario, or Vancouver this summer. <.<