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Adventures in Chaos Chapter 12!

Kobra stood outside the shack, looking into the window. Who was this boy? Why was Black introducing him to all of her friends? Who was he and....Kobra gasped. Did he just wrap his arm around her waist. Kobra couldn't believe the way that Black looked up into his eyes, so adoring. Kobra felt his face growing hot...this boy couldn't keep living. How dare he steal the love of his life? HOW DARE HE..
“Hey there. Kobra?” a feminine voice came from behind him. He turned to see the girl who came with the boy.
“Yeah? Who are you?” Kobra asked, turning to her and crossing his arms.
“Well, I'm

Letters To Helena 23!

Dear Helena,
I'm sorry, but I'm going to stay. I can't let this depression take over my life any more. I hate having to write you sad letters over and over and over again. I want things to change, after all, Christmas is coming soon. I still haven't heard from Ash in forever, and while that hurts, I love her too much to let her go. I've been calling her over and over, but I'm not going to take no for an answer.
What changed my mind, you asked? Mikey. I know, I know, you are probably thinking, what? I thought Mikey had hurt you! Well, it was really me who hurt myself.

Adventures in Chaos Chapter 11!

The next morning, Black insisted on getting up and walking around, much to Fresh, Maze, and Metal's protests.
They all joined the other Killjoys for breakfast. There Dr. D. had another look at her ankle and said she should be perfectly fine by tomorrow.
They all celebrated with a nice cup of coffee. Kobra even acted like nothing was wrong, just for her, in fact, he would do just about anything for her. So, why couldn't she see that?
“So, then I was like...Whoa! And she was like, No way.” Ghoul said. Everyone chuckled, though they didn't get the joke.
“Hey, guys....”Maze said, looking out

Letters to Helena Chapter 22!

(Thanks to my dear sister, merry killjoy!)
Dear Helena:
I never tried to make MJ feel bad is just that I don’t have the guts to talk to her. I feel so ashamed of me because I’m making her feel bad. I just pray every night to you that she is fine and that we can soon see each other. I just cry every night praying for her to be okay, for me to be back to normal. I can’t find a reason to wake up, to laugh, to do music, to live…
I’ve finally heard something from My Chemical Romance…they are back on tour!

Letters To Helena 21!

(Sorry this took so long, MaddieBurr. You're an awesome killjoy! :D)

Dear Helena,

Tour has been amazing! Except for today. Today SUCKED. I’m crying as I write this letter. I haven’t even gotten to see MJ hardly since the tour started. Mikey’s been bitter about her, for some reason. He’s also been a bit bitter to me about going with.

Don’t worry, Ray has promised to keep Frank and I kissing a secret from Mikey and Gerard. I’m so confused about it, though. I don’t know if Frank and I are ‘together’ or not. He does follow me everywhere…

Today was December 22nd. Three more days until Christmas!

Letters To Helena 20!

Dear Helena,
I've called Ash ten times. She officially hates me. I can't stand all this. Have I really lost everything? The only person who seems to care anymore are Gerard and Maddie.
Mikey's been avoiding me. It's gotten worse since we joined them on tour. Maddie is so happy, but I hate it. She's been invited into the tour bus, and now she sleeps there with the boys. Me? On the other hand, has been sent to the van. Not just any van, one that holds all the merch. Sometimes. Sometimes, Gerard will sit shotgun and ride with me. Frank is ALWAYS been Maddie.

Adventures in Chaos Chapter 10! :D

(Chapter 10-Confession)

Kobra walked into the small shack, nervously. He couldn't mess this up, if he did, there might not be any hope for Black to forgive her.
“Hey.” He said, quietly. Black opened her eyes. Her pale purple eyes. They widened as she looked at him.
“H...Hi.” She said, nervous.
“How are you doing?” Kobra asked, sitting down next to her.
“I've been better.” She said, narrowing her eyes a little, but keeping her tone friendly.
Kobra sighed and ran his hand through his hair. “Look, Black. I know I've hurt you.”
“Yeah.” Black said, rolling her eyes, and looking down.

Adventures in Chaos Chapter 9! :)

Midnight and Metal came in, Fresh following them.
“Hey there, how are you doing?” Metal asked. Black sat up, and Metal winced. There was a scar, running from the base of her heel, up to her knee. Apparently, there was a slug in that device, and the poison had run up her leg. She was lucky to not be a cripple. She pulled herself up and trying to grimace.
“I'm fine. Really. If those flying monkeys would stop playing with my hair.” She said, waving her arms above her head and pretending to be dazed.
As nervous as Midnight and Metal were, they fell for it.

Letters To Helena 19!

(Thanks to MaddieBurr!)
Dear Helena,

There I was. Sitting in my hospital room. A broken rib and bruises on my stomach and arms. When he walks in. Frank. I gasped. He didn’t look so good.

“What’s wrong?! Are you okay?” I asked him.

He shook his head in disbelief. He looked at me with his brilliant eyes and said, “You were mugged. And you ask ME if I’M okay?” He sighed. “Sometimes I just don’t understand you.” Something was off.

“Are you mad at me?”

“Mad?” he asked, incredulous. “Why would I be mad at you? I’m pissed because I don’t know who did it.

Letters To Helena 18!

(Thank you so much, merry killjoy!)

Dear Helena
Seeing Catherine and her nervous smiled just gave me one sign. She sat down next to me and placed her hand on my shoulder while I played with ‘Sinister’ yes…I gave my bass a name because I wanted a new start. I’m on the other side of the world if you want to know, and if you also want to know…I’m more messed up than ever no show is the same, I mean, I’m not like I used to be. I find it nonsense to be here, I don’t even enjoy it now I just do it for the fans but where is the fun part of it?
Catherine motioned me to stop and I did and looked at