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help? advice? anything?

there's this commercial on T.V. advertising for this site called ok2talk.org , I've been feeling really worthless and depressed and I was wondering if any of you guys have used it.... so have you?

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ugh.. makes my skin crawl!

ugh! gross!! I'm watching The Bay, and just, GROSS! I mean, even when they don't show what's happening, just have the audio, it still makes your skin crawl when you imagine it! It also makes you more paranoid when it comes to the government and the city officials.... now i'm scared to drink water.... and I HAVE to take a shower tonight..... I do admit, this is the first time in a while when I watch a movie and it actually scares me.... I mean like, REALLY gets under my skin.... i'm fine with the blood/gore/violence/language, but I guess it's just the thing abt a living mutated creature/parasite that eats you from the inside.... while you're still alive....

also- around 1:13, in the video posted with this, made me react the most, physically. I yanked my hand off the computer and shook it without even meaning too....

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borde-borde-boredom.....

just sitting in ma living room.... bored.... I hate boredom.... it sucks.... so that's pretty much it.....

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GONE

i'm a ghost.... totally invisible.
I know they love me,
but why don't they show it?
I feel like when they look at me,
they never really see....
me....

the selfish, whiny, bitchy me....
I don't like who I am.
neither do they, but....
they haven't ever seen....
me....

i'm too far away for their eyes.
too far gone, I guess...
I don't know if i'll ever go back...
i'm just too far.... too far...
gone...

out of sight, out of mind...
I'm still invisible...
like a poltergeist,
causing trouble wherever there is....
me....

I say 'sorry, i'm so sorry'
but i don't mean it...
they don't here...
so i write this, before i'm...
Gone....

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OMGEE!!!! KNOW WHAT WOULD BE AWESOME!!!

OMGEE!!! IT WOULD BE SOOO FUCKING AWESOME IF JOHNNY DEPP WAS THE NEXT DOCTOR IN DOCTOR WHO!!!!!!!!!
but aside from that, who has seen the new movie R.I.P.D????? cause im takin my boyfriend to the movies on his bday and that's what we're seeing :)

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depressed and dont know why.... :'(

if this is going to make you depressed.... please don't read it, I really don't want anyone to feel bad cause I am....

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i'm going to a party tomorrow!!!! :)

ok, not a REAL party with loud music and spiked punch, but my boyfriends birthday party :) I kinda wish it was the other version! haha! :) but of course not. anyways..... i'm heading over there tomorrow at 1pm, then we're going to the full circle racing place. im kinda nervous cause I've never really met his friends and I've only been racing ONCE! I suck! but oh well.... if I suck, i'll just laugh abt it and crack some jokes...
aside from that, I've been practicing/failing at my photography, i'm listening to 'looking hot, dangerous!' by botdf :) I know u all probably hate that band, but oh well! :) I think they're good! if a little explicit... turns out that I have to go to the hospital next Wednesday due to having headaches everyday..... :( they're going to make sure that my brains not bout to esplode!! :) lol it might also be because of stress..... but I don't know... I've been drinking plenty of water, so it cant be that.
but anywwwwaaaayyysssss..... how is every body????

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I'm a horrible person

Cross everything you've done and put your result as the title

[X] smoked
[X] consumed alcohol
[X] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex (without having sex)
[X] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[X] kissed someone of the same sex
[ ] had sex
[X] had someone in your room other than family
[X] watched porn
[ ] bought porn
[X] tried drugs

TOTAL SO FAR: 8

[X] taken painkillers
[X] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[X] lied to your parents
[X] lied to a friend
[X] snuck out of the house
[X] done something illegal
[X] felt hurt
[X] hurt someone
[X] wished someone to die
[ ] seen someone die

TOTAL SO FAR: 17

[X] missed curfew
[X] stayed out all night
[X] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[X] been to a therapist
[ ] received a ticket
[ ] been to rehab
[X] dyed your hair
[] been in an accident
[ ] been to a club
[X] been to a bar

TOTAL SO FAR: 23

[] been to a wild party

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HAPPY MCR DAY!!!

happy mcr day peoples!! :) btw, the pic isn't mine I got it off deviantart.com

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here's the band called t.A.T.u.