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Merp

I like that word ^w^ it's funny, you can use it when you're bored, angry, happy XD it's just a fun word lol

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I taste bile as they shove
their words down my throat.
and i want to retch...
flush away the things they say,
never hear them again...
But they keep coming,
knocking me to the ground,
beating me, killing me...
Causing me so much pain...

Everyone Tells me...

Everyone tells me, you cheat
you hate me...
it must be true.
you are distant, you don't
love me, and its well known...
why you don't leave.
i don't know...
i refuse to leave,
and i don't know why...
they tell me...
scream it at me,
you love someone else...
but i don't care
not anymore...
I've given up on a life that hates me

Update

hmmm, it seems my last update didn't post... oh well, it wasn't that important.... none of these are really, lol. So Aaron cheated on me with Val, again... That's what was in my last update. But whatever, I'm tired of letting shit get to me... :/ so today, I'm gonna be HAPPY :) ^w^ idc what the hell Val says to me. So Today, I was happy, and I still am! ^w^ so yay!!! haha, I also got coffee this morning, and i told one of my teachers off. She threatened to never let me ride the damn bus again if i didnt get rid of the coffee, and i told her, i dont care, I'm not dumping out the coffee i wasted money on! Ohhohoho, that really pissed her off, but she has no place to kick me off the bus because of it XD so ha, and if she does, I'll just get a ride from a friend or some shit lol XD X3 So I hope you all are doing Okay.
<3 love ya'll <3

Favorite Friend

Favorite Friend

She's so gorgeous, Her "skin" shines in the light
But she cuts me open at night,
Bleeds me dry, Drains my emotions.
She is my Favorite Friend.
The one all my other friends would be jealous of.
If only they knew of her personality.
She is the one who holds me, when no one else will.
She is my secret addiction, dangerous and calming.
When no one will love me, she shows me rubies.
When I'm forgotten, She draws on me.
Letting me feel her touch...
Her touch. She's never gentle,
Who said I had ever asked her to be?
Her touch. Is never warm, nor cool...
She's colder than any steel, hotter than any fire.
Just like me. Never at any sort of medium...
Just like me. Everyone forgets her...
Yet, she's much more beautiful...
Has more purpose, and more strength.
Sometimes, I wish she could take me away.
She's offered, but I got mad... at her...
She can take away the pain He causes....
He never cared enough to love me...

""Don't""

I am dreading the day
you call, and i don't answer.
Not because I don't feel like it,
but because I can't...
Because I've left you
forever...
I'm dreading the moment
when you realize,
I'm not the person you love...
When I find you with her...
I've heard the rumors,
so don't deny it...
I've seen the photos,
So don't try to hide it...
and don't say
"i love you"
not if you don't mean it...
I've opened this skin
for you...
bled this blood
for you...
But you don't care enough...
so it don't matter to me,
or the world,
if there's one less heartbeat...
one less pulse. NO more pain...

~~Jade Trisdale....

why

why
why is pain so crucial
so intense....
you are my snake,
and I your pray.
My breath comes short
as you wrap yourself
around me.
I am helpless to your touch.
you are my sin
the curse
from my demons.

So I'm Still Willing To Do Poetry Requests If Anyone's Interested....

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