I thought I had taken the split relatively well, but on Sunday it hit me that they really disbanded. The thought "MCR has disbanded" keeps running through my head. Yesterday I cried to songs I never cried to before.
Disenchanted and I Don't Love You were two of my big favorites, and they never made me cry. Yesterday when I played them, I cried for the first time. That has NEVER happened with ANY band I've listened to since I was 11. I think I relied on them for my happiness a bit too much the past few years.
I am a pretty tough person and take deaths very well, but saying goodbye to