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im just as confused as you are

Has anyone ever told you "I miss the old you. Why cant he/she come back?"
Well if you feel like saying, how does it make you feel?
I honestly cant say if its meant as encouragement or to make the person you are now feel like crap.

I get told that at least ten times a week by different people and i get this horrible pain in my core like..... like i killed someone i guess.
I mean i know as i got older, ive gotten worse, from grades to personality....

And it just hit me the other day when my dad looked at me and was like "Every time i look at you i think of the eleven years youve wasted, and

i dont have a damn twitter so someone help

Can someone or mulitple tell me what Gerard, Frank, Mikey and Ray said NOT to do? It seems that they are saying all this on Twitter which i DO NOT have. So since im missing out on this Heaven sent information can someone be so kind as to tell me all the Golden Rules of MCR?? Apparently we are not to sign, the petition, get them back together, respect their.privacy (which i already knew) so what else is there?? Im not trying to look like the obssessed, nit-picking fan so help???

if you havent already do it!!!!

Did you sign the petition for the "One Last World Tour"? They only need 4,8and somethin more signatures!!
Its on Change.org. Type in MCR in thesearch engine and youll see it there.

And if you have Dish Cable MTV World Stage comes on tonight at 6:00pm (eastern time i assume) and it features My Chemical Romance performing in Valencia Spain.

if you havent already do it!!!!

Did you sign the petition for the "One Last World Tour"? They only need 4,8and somethin more signatures!!
Its on Change.org. Type in MCR in thesearch engine and youll see it there.

And if you have Dish Cable MTV World Stage comes on tonight at 6:00pm (eastern time i assume) and it features My Chemical Romance performing in Valencia Spain.

fck this

I cant fucking sleep. Its 4:30am here in New York and i havent slept since 11:00pm. Its too damn hot, my nightmares are making me wake up periodically in cold sweats and my sister has woken me up twice saying i keep calling for help. Its been ten years of me knowing this girl, sharing a room with her and that has NEVER happened. All this from 10-11:45ish. Now i feel the only thing i can do is keep myself up before i go into that nightmare again....

seriously what would you say??

If you had the chance to actually sit down with either Mikey, Gerard, Frank or Ray and have a conversation (not an interview) what would you say or do??
How would you feel??

Id talk to them about all their adventures around the world and what thier most craziest moments were.
Id also ask them how they felt compliling the SING it for Japan video.
And id hug the jelly out of them!!!! Lol id probably would though. :P

aquabats

Does anyone know when the Gerard and Mikey Way episode came on? Where i can find the full episode? I can only find the promo episode even though it says it came out last month.....

*LoneStar needs Sherlock Holmes*

happy bday toro

Happy bday to you!!
Happy bday to you!!
Happy bday dear Toroooooo!!!
Happy bday to your afro toooooo!!!

*dont squish any more cakeys now!!*

i just.... im tired...

Cant somemone just tell me they love me and actually mean it? Besides a select few i just think everyone else is playing me.
Im sick of fighting these damn internal battles. Oh went to sleep last night. As soon as i closed my eyes i dove right into a nightmare about murders. I saw sirens and bodies and it was terrifying. I guess it was from all the shows i watch.
I think im going to just cry. I feel consumed with paranoia...

justice

One day itll dawn on me why people cant stand me. Why i must be called names by people who are supposed to care or be there for me. One day ill get it and ill see all my imperfections layed out in front of me. But for now i guess ill just analyze it from a victims point of view. Honestly i bet i get all my messed up bits and pieces from my biological mom. Im not even as gorgeous as i couldve been because my dad chose her. Im not a grade A student, oi dont have any motivation, and im depressed all the damn time if im not screaming at some one......

Sorry for the rant, just thinking...

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