I feel like i am truly LoneStar. I love her and she is like my alter--ego. LoneStar is the better half of me.
I dont feel right being me.... i know this probably makes no sense... LoneStar makes me feel bigger and better and more confident but being Salihah makes me feel like....nothing.
I know it stupid we're the same person but for some reason i cant combine these two personalities.
Do any of you feel you really should be your alter--ego instead of what you really are? If not what the hell is wrong with me? This is complete fuckery.... i dont know what to do with myself.