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ASDFGHJKL NEW ALBUM RELEASE IN JANUARY!!!!!1

OK so Gerard confirmed this. January 24th 2014 My Chemical Romance-Greatest hits album is scheduled to come out. I started crying when i saw it.

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mcr playlist chalenge

1. If someone says "Is this okay?"
disenchanted

2. What do you like in a guy ?
you know what they do to guys like us in prison

3. How do you feel today ?
I'm Not OK

4. What is your life's purpose ?
SING

5. What is your motto ?
NA NA NA

6. What do your friends think of you ?
Cancer

7. What do you think of your parents ?
The world is ugly

8. What do you think about very often ?
I'm Not Okay

9. What is 2 + 2 ?
Zero percent

10. What do you think of your best friend ?
summertime

11. What do you think of the person you like ?
bulletproof heart

12. What is your life story ?
Helena

13. What do you want to be when you grow up ?
skylines and turnstiles

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Am i that stupid, really?

Please help me. I fucking LOVE how no one EVER believes me. I mean common. I was laying backwards on my bed last night and my left arm was over the side of my bed inner arm up. My dog woke me up by scratching me... well clawing at me. Now my grandmother and uncle believe that i am self harming. I. Am. Fucking NOT! i tried to tell her this but NO, she dosent believe me. She says she does but i can see it, she fuckiung doesnt. and now my uncle... the one fucking adult i thought i could trust is treating me like this i am about to fucking cry. I fucking hate this feeling. I don't fucking cut, i think the idea of it is terrifying. Why the hell would i do that if im scared to death about it? Not to mention I want to be a mental help therapist when i grow up, so why the fuck would i be like this? I need help, i'm sitting here crying and my gramma's just sitting there shaking her head. FUCK THIS. WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO THAT APPARENTLY IM SOME SUICIDAL SOCIOPATHIC BITCH?

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Stubborn For MCR

Stubborn:
"Don't get attached" he said.
"i don't wanna see you cry."
"they're not good for you" he said.
"You'll be devastated when they end."
"They may help now," he said,
"But it'll end in tears"
"They lied" i thought but know i know.
As i sat on his lap, crying late into the night after i saw the news. I know he was right.
"I warned you" he said,
"But you were as stubborn as I."
"I wish it was but a lie," he said.
"But i can't turn back time."
"And if i could," he said.
"I would turn back time and make this right."
"I didn't know." they said as they saw her body posed at the funeral.
"She needed them this bad."
He stared down at her cold, stiff body and muttered a soft saying. "She looks like Helena, Gee. Why did we let this happen?"
"Who knew," he said.
"She would take it too far?"

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New do'

SO i got my hair cut like parade era frankies and i might dye it like it was (longs side black short side blonde) if my parents let me.... i would post pictures but y'kno i'm not allowed to post pictures of myself on anything.

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Well then

Haven't been on in like idk a week? well it feels like i haven't been on in ages with all the junk that been going on in my life. I heard a simple plan song and broke down Bawling. the song remonded me of my best friend who lives really far from me, is a guy so i cant go out to see him, and isn't alowed bak at my school this year. I found out the guy im in love with has no feelings toward me whatsoever nor ever will. My girl bff talked shit on a band she said was her life (mcr) which earned her a punch in the face next time i see her. BUT my mom bought me the Three Cheers shirt from hot-topic. But then of course i had to go to registartion for school, thus running into my bestfriend clostes guy friend (their both guys) and him asking me how the water between me and him were. lets just say im done here. now listening to Joyriding This song Is a Curse and Xmas Sux while drinking chai green tea

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sanity

Every day i check the new section of this site, in a slight hopes they will have posted a new blog. Stating that they're getting back together. My hopes drop steadily every day i don't see it. However one may be coming soon. Gee recently leaked lyrics to a song called Millions on twitlonger. Mikes has a project that he'll be telling fan about soon. for now its a secret. Frankie is in Leathermouth but has mentioned another prject he'll be working on withing the next few months. Ray likewise. I recently got a hold of BOBERT on twitter. He mentioned sumthin about if they get back together, he'll go back to them. For now my sanity is at a low level. Keep look out kill joys. MCR may be back soon. Otherwise Gee and Frank have promised a 2019 reunion tour...

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PENCY PREP!!!!!!<3<3<3

nuf said.

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Reality's a b***h. Letters of lost heroes and fading hope.

I re-read Gerard's goodbye letter today. I started sobbing uncontrollably two sentances in. Im in the process of writing a song about it, but im still afraid. I know their love isn't gone, but its hard for me. I know, its hard for all of us. I found them when i was in a rough patch, about to undergo spinal fusion surgery that could have taken my life or mobility. I had no friends. I couldn't trust anyone. I never considered self harm, but looking back, im surprised i didnt. I look through old drawings and song book of mine from sitxth grade... i was an emotional wreck. MCR saved my sanity. SO MANY TIMES! My life as well. Reality is a b***h. I don't understand anything anymore. I mean, they were the one thing i understood. i wasn't like the posers at my school who listen to them cuz its cool, i heard the message. understood their point of view. understood them. for once in my life i understood something.

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need help now please mental break down in progress

As im sitting here writing this, my entire body is shaking uncontollably. im cold even though im in three thick sweaters, sweat pants, wool slippers and gloves and my heater is blowing on me. My pupils are dilated my breathing isnt steady and i cant seem to focus my eyes... im lucky im even able to writ this. Im crying like a 2 month old, but silently in fear of waking my grandmother. I can't feel anything... my body is numb. I need them. I succeded at staying strong for four months... but i need them. Reality hit me. a great dream ruined. My heroes dissapearing. My sight fading. Im listening to all of their albums in hopes that it will quell the breakdown. i need them now. he wont reply to me on Twitter no matter how many tweets i send him and my mind is blank. there's a deep hollow pain throbbing inside of me. i can stop my lip from quivering. Im broken. my spirit has died inside. i feel empty, a deep nothingness that cant be filled. i hate to say it but...