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Its been 4 days now.

Its the fourth day since MCR quit and i still havent been able to process all this. I have started to do painting / drawing once again. I dont know how to get my feelings out. I am not able to cry any more after endless crying for three days from the minute the band announced that they quit. I am living but dead at the same time. Sometimes i am more dead than actually living. I am going to enjoy my life to the fullest with the memories of MCR. i am going to do what the band would have wanted any of their fans to do and that is to be happy and face everything with a big smile and not do anything harmful to ourself.

lili1032's picture

Its been 4 days now.

Its the fourth day since MCR quit and i still havent been able to process all this. I have started to do painting / drawing once again. I dont know how to get my feelings out. I am not able to cry any more after endless crying for three days from the minute the band announced that they quit. I am living but dead at the same time. Sometimes i am more dead than actually living. I am going to enjoy my life to the fullest with the memories of MCR. i am going to do what the band would have wanted any of their fans to do and that is to be happy and face everything with a big smile and not do anything harmful to ourself.

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Why did this have to happen?

I cant believe that you guys have quit. The first thing i found out when i woke up is that MCR is no longer a band. i cried for hours , i have been listening to the songs all day long. I really love you guys ! You are amazing and have saved so many lives including mine. Without MCR i dont know where i could have been. The memory of the band will live forever on ! I will never forget you guys and i hope that one day you will come back !