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i have no idea what to do...

in the past month my father told me were bankrupt, my mothers BFs brother killed himself, and my now ex cheated on, and made sure to rub it in my face... im falling apart and this isnt me i have no idea what to do. the guy i have the big crush on ever has a gf but still texts me and flirts with me all night long... im falling apart and this just isnt me! i dont know what to do :(


okay so, hey i know its been awhile but i really need your help!
see, this is my first christmas with my boyfriend or really any boyfriend over christmas and hes way at college atm, so im mailling his gift, but having troubles on what to get!!
im already making him a no sew blanket, which i thought would be cute to have while hes away, but i wanna get something else almost! any ideas on good boyfriend gifts???
he loves star wars, kitties, eggs, bit of a dork hehe (if that helps)



omg so my 16th birthday is almost here and as a birthday gift im getting my first tattoo, im totally pumped and kina nervous, but i also think all the mcr favs out there will share a love for it :)
im getting the quote "the aftermath is secondary" done as shown in the photo witht that font, the and is will be black, aftermath done in deep blue and secondary done in red. the tattoo will be placed like emily browning's tattoo shown also in the photo.
now before go on saying things about how im just a crazy fav is not all true, i do truely love the band to death, and think the world of them but

Tumblr :)

hey my chem fans, i started a blog on tumblr just for my chem, so come follow it! thanks :)
also my personal blog is
and if you also like the show weeds follow
THANKS! love ya'll


okay, so i got tumblr a couple days ago and totally hooked! lol!
go follow me and ill follow ya back,
love ya my MCRs! :) best family i got!

i could have died :(

so last night the craziest thing happen. around 9:40 my mom went out to work in the shop and said be back in 20 minutes because she had something cooking. so i went up stairs and fell asleep. around 11:30 i woke up to the most bugging noise, then i realized it was the smoke alarm! my mother totally for got about the food, i opened my door to the whole up stairs filled with smoke and when i hit the kitchen you couldnt even see. after a half hour we finally got the smoke out and the alarm to stop.

lovely :)

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4 and write the sentence here:
" i just fancied some tea."

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What’s there?
my old cell phone.

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
weeds :) best show ever!

4. Without looking, guess what time it is?

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
the tv in my moms room

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
last night, the smoke alarm went off in the house, i can still smell smoke now..


oh well :)

1)Are you really ready for 111 questions?
bring it!

2) Was your last real relationship a mistake?
nawh, but i wouldnt do it again!

4) Who did you last say “I love you” to?
natasha! shes had a pretty shitty couple of days

5) Do you regret it?
nawh, shes awesome, yay for friends!

6) Have you ever been depressed?
i dont think so, ive been pretty upset but never really depressed

7) Have you ever cried over a film?
YES! i am sam, sadest movie ever!!

8) Are you a boy or girl?

9) What is your relationship status?

10) How do you want to die?
on like a rollcoster or just doing something


hey awesome people i would just like to say a new post has gone up with lots of photos so go check them out! its a BIG help for me :) some samples from todays post are on the side.

Also! im posting this here before i post it on the blog page tomorrow, yes i am planning a big photo shoot, i havent done one in awhile and photographing people is my thing so i do have one in place coming up, i dont know the date yet, but i will let you know, but the wonderful Keira will be coming whos in lots of my photos, love the work is gives me, and PLUS!


first of all I would like to say GET WELL SOON MANDI YOUR THE BEST! so my buddy Mandi is totally sick i just came from her house and the poor thing was in the bathroom all night getting sick. :( so everyone help me wish her better! (see photo of her on the side)

Also! a new post has gone up on my photo blog, please go check it out and let me know if i should add more of my New Foundland photos and feel free to look and let me know about my other photos thanks! and thanks everyone who goes on and supports me its a big help! :) i love you all!
(see one photo of new foundland on the side but