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Okay, i was blasting my Three Cheers For Sweet Romance album throught the house as usuall and Cemetery drive came on. My mum comes up to me and tells me that this music glorifys self harm... THE HELL IT DOES???

why don't parents actually listen to it properly? Just because it isn't some sad ass ballad, people jump to the conclution that it must be emo music. IT'S NOT EMO MUSIC!! Why would anyonme think that? Anyone who actually pays attention to the lyrics and not just the music will know the messages in the songs. I hate it when people stereotype. It is ignorant and totally not nessessery.

Why doesn't she get it?...

I know i haven't blogged in a while but there was nothing to blog about. Until today.

Is it wrong to want my own space? My mum felt the need to have a go at me because i spent yesterday evening in my room. i'd spent the whole day out and i don't feel comfortable with socializing all the time. Sometimes i need to be alone for a while. She should understand that because my brother is the same and when it's with him she goes on about his ADD but just because i don't have anything wrong with me (except symptoms of depression and emotional issues) it's not exceptable to be in your room.

gagged by the boss...

What do i do? I love singing and i'm kinda good, at least that's what people tell me. My mum tells me to shut up before i've even started. My sisters, who can't sing for the life of them, can sing when ever they want and as loud as they want. Do i tell my mum to fu@k off or do i just leave her silently cursing under my breath? I need to sing or i get really uncomfortable. I feel most comfortable when i'm singing or wheni'm in my goth stuff. I have to practise for my show in three weeks but my mum says that i have school for that. Hello! It's summer. No school.

A little thing i'd like to say...

Today i have been in a weird mood. I have'nt been feeling good but i haven't been feeling bad either. Just neutral. I have been watching these videos on youtube, mostly on the downtownpatrol channel and they have been helping me deal today. I am telling you this because i know that life isn't the best thing for everyone and there are certain things people have a hard time dealing with such as bullying and i want you all to know that you are nit aone. Most people know that but there are some people who don't.

I reallly want to help. I am sorry if i offend people.

A good day out...

Today i went to Hastings with my bestie. It was the best freaking time EVER!!! We went to the arcade and blew £5. And spent the day talking about our Morganvile fanfic we're writting together. We even found a goth shop and i got more make up!!!

Today was awsome.....

How have you all been?

Laura xx


I am writting a book about two gay guys. I'm putting my hopes high and hoping to send it to a publisher.(i know it's rediculous but hey, you gotta try right?)

here is an extract. Can tell me what you think? You can be as honest as you want i don't mind. =)

They waited downstairs, talking about how cool it would be if a label actually took Ricky on. The doorbell rang and Ricky let Dan in.
"Hey guys, how's it going?"
Dan sat down oposite Ricky and Tom and started unpacking his rucksack.
"Not bad, what about you?"
Dan smiled mischeivously. "I don't kiss and tell."
Tom leaned in closer.

Anger managment...

The only thing keeping me from ripping my brithers apart is the fact that i am blaring MCR through my headphones. They are driving me up the wall!! Add that ontop of the fact my mum is pressuring me into seeing my dad again. i hate him. On top of the fact i am being forced into visiting random people who i like but don't know properly. Isn't life a bitch. Sometimes you wonder when things are gonna look up.


Laura. xx

(If you are offended in anyway with what i've just blogged i am really sorry.=) keep singing.)


Is it wrong that i totally wished the Morganvile books were real? I love vampires and thoough Claire gets on my nerves, she can be kinda cool sometimes. If any of you have read the books, you will automaticaly know how awsome they are. If vampires were real i'd totally live on the same town as them. That sounds really bad but it's true. They seem really facinating and Amelie and Oliver rule!! What do you think?? You are allowed to tell me how insane i am. It'sd nothing i haven't heard before =)

Just smile...

this is a poem i found on a website and i think somepeople need to read it.

© Joyce Alcantara
You may see me struggle
but you won't see me fall.
Regardless if I'm weak or not I'm going to stand tall.
Everyone says life is easy
but truly living it is not.
times get hard,
people struggle
and constantly get put on the spot.
I'm going to wear the biggest smile
even though I want to cry.
I'm going to fight to live
even though I'm destined to die.
and even though it's hard and I may struggle through it all.
you see me will NEVER see me fall.

Source: You Will Never See Me Fall,

when all other lights go out.

Your will have friends that come and go throughout your life but family is the one thing that will stay with you forever. They are your protectors. Your nights in shining armour. They will always be there for you... In theory anyway.

What i have learnt in my short time on this earth is that family drama is more common than best friend drama. My family in particlular are a load of back stabbing b*tches that have to cause trouble. It hurts bad but hey, that's life i suppose. My friends have always been there for me when my family haven't.