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(this contains several spelling and grammar mistakes, I'm sorry)

One word: why?
Simply that, why?

Is this really true? Please, please, someone tell me this is a prank, just a joke, and that the guys will just make another post saying something like: "Hey! We really scared the shit out of you, just kidding the band is okay and we will continue to make more awesome music"
I'm crying, I'm actually crying. I suspected the band was close to an end when they released "The World Is Ugly" but I thought that they wouldn't fulfill that cruel promise.
I don't want to believe it, I don't.
They gave some of us a reason to live, they actually saved lives, they made us smile when we only could find reasons to cry, and now they say goodbye to us, WITH A FUCKING 5 LINES PARAGRAPH?!?!

""Farewell, my fallen idol and false friend!
We had such hopes and now those hopes are shattered!""

I don't know... I just wanted to post something, I just haven't been here in a while, did you miss me? No need to lie, I know you didn't...
I just don't feel like doing anything anymore... School has started and I thought it would be better, but it's the same shit it has ever been (damn you optimistic mind) I just feel numb, which it may be good, I mean, numb it's better than sad, right?
Anyway, I just wanted to post something, so here it is... enjoy my crappy post!

My doctor just told me I won't be able to use a medicine for my skin 'cause I have depression. YAY, life sucks

I've been searching for a killjoy roleplay site, I love roleplaying and I love killjoys. If you know a good killjoy rp site could you please tell me?? Please???
It's have been a while since I last role play (that's because the Harry Potter site I used to go turned into a Twilight RP Site, and I'm not a Twilight fan) but I miss it so bad...

1.) How are you?
I could be better
2.) Are you a dude or a chick?
Chick
3.) Do you like any other band besides My Chemical Romance?
Lots and lots of bands
4.) Do you like the color black?
That's my favorite color
5.) Are you an Idiot, a Killjoy, and a Deathbat?
Killjoy and Idiot
6.) Do you like anyone?
I guess...
7.) What are your favorite colors?
Red and black
8.) Would you follow me on Twitter (XxneonvampirexX, lol I'm not asking for followers if thats what youre thinking xD)?
Sorry bro, nope

BE HONEST.
1.) What is the color of your underwear?
white... xD
2.) Do you enjoy your life?
Not really
3.) Do you like songs like "Whistle", "Tik Tok", or "Till The World Ends"?
No
4.) Are you a girly girl/ preppy boy?
I can be both
5.) Did you ever go through an emo phase?
I think so
6.) What are you planning to be when you are older?
A writer or a musician

PICK ONE.
1.) Neon green or black?
Black (though neon green is my killjoy's hair color)

I spent the whole semester sketching in this piece of paper whatever came to my mind during class.
You know, Maths, Science, English (this sheet of paper is from my Portuguese notebook). Today this paper fell out from my notebook, so I think my "art" is done, and I'm pretty sure that's probably how my mind looks like.

AND IT'S SO FUCKING AWESOME!
I love the story, the drawings (Gabriel Bá made me proud for being Brazilian) and the characters are so amazing! (though I didn't really liked Vanya, I have seen too many characters like her) My two favorite characters are Séance and The Kraken.
I think I'm going to try and find Dallas somewhere and read it!
There should be a movie, it would be so awesome!!!
AAAAAAAAAAH it's just so cool!
Have anyone around here read it?

I don't know how, but I manage to wait until they released The World Is Ugly and The Light Behind Your Eyes on YouTube. But when I woke up the first thing I did was listening to the songs. Like Always MCR never disappoints and they were really heart breaking amazing songs.
The World Is Ugly first, when I listen to it, I was like: "No, this is not the same song I used to listen in it's live and bad quality version" Though I think it's a brilliant piece of art, it's not the same, and I prefer the live version, especially because this version don't have my favorite lyrics, which are:
"There's and ache in my heart
And there's a burning in my eyes
I could find a new start
But I'd rather not try
I could find a new place
Maybe no one knows my name
But I think it's just a phase"

Forever Kis$ed Under Byte miss.chief Star Nitro Nightmare Amplified Suicide Alkaline Child Stardust Specter the fullmetal killjoy 10. Cherry Bomb krooked klymene razorblade disco marshmallow grenade Retro Rebel Ash americana pyro child Vinyl Rabbit Agent Revenge Lurid Kid 20.White Crayon Killshot Delirium Exterminator Cola Ritalin Raygun Honeybee Lethal Toast Retro Glory CosmoQueen heart eater Pinky Pain 30. Dirty Birdy Butane Brat Jazz Bullets Tempo Thief Jett Light Handguns Galore Cyanide revenge Toxic Timebomb Adrenaline Revolution Mad bullet 40. Phaser-Laser Atomic Enigma Silver Peacemaker Stellar Manx Trigger Trickster Apocalyptic Sunshine/Vampire Moon Tachyon Ghost Liquid Lady Madness Kolorful Cascade 50. Electro Bullet Blast KIss Adrenaline Raygun Huggy Beardoll The Deadly Butterfly Morning Glory Super Cyanide Innocent Bystander Cellophane After Blood or CAB Asylum Kitten Venomous Rose, Sunshine Bomb, Bloodied Valentine, Blood Kissed, Jetset Life,--Twisted Angel--

Okay, so basically this is where you get your ipod and put it on shuffle to see what songs would accompany a movie about your life!

Opening credits: Sleep by MCR (hm... ok)

Waking up: I am by Dope

Falling in love: The End. by MCR

Fight song: You Really Got Me by Oingo Boingo (WTF?)

Breaking up: Mechanical Animals by Marilyn Manson (this one kind of fits)

Life's ok: Whoring Streets by Scars On Broadway (this is more of "life ain't ok")

Getting back together: Daddy's Eyes by The Killers

Wedding song: Hello by Evanescence

Birth of child: Angel With The Scabbed Wings by Marilyn Manson (should I worry?)

Final Battle: Weave On by Serj Tankian (I like this one)

Death scene: Viva La Vida by Coldplay (ironic isn't it?)

Funeral song: Lullabye-bye by Doctor Steel

End Credits: Was It A Dream by 30 Seconds To Mars

Went better than what I expected