dead.static's blog

so, I walked around the city..trying to cheer myself up for some stupid reasons. And I just found myself staring at the world's ugliness..I always try to find beauty into something/someone but not today.It's like my feeling of appreciation or something has been erased.I've been like this for the past weeks..and it seems to me that I'll stay like this for a long time. o_O

the photos are some of what I've saw today..
-senseless graffiti on the walls
-a dead cat rotting on the side of a shitty place
-a boy trying to make a living

so yeah,my day sucked..

..sooo depressed..and suicidal. >.< want a gun...I'm really sorry.

jeez,a new year? >.<

And no,I don't want to ruin people's excitement/happiness/whatever 'cause of 2011 so, a Happy (not really) New Year to those who celebrate it.

Well,I hope I'll survive this year..

I'm one of THE KIDS FROM YESTERDAY! \m/

Blahh..I sound stupid with the title.

Just a random thing I'm doing. (How could I survive today?!) I'm totally bored..and senseless. I don't know why I'm doing this. >.<

I can't go on and rant about things so..I'm leaving a picture. Well if it isn't clear to you, I drew Gerard Way. I made this last IMCRD. Kinda cartoon-ish,I guess.Yeah,I know I'm not good at it!! xD Anyway,I'm off to get bullied by my cousins.

Ha,I just wasted some minutes of your life!

Aaah! I was lucky the mall was hosting a cos-play event when I went there! I just got a few pictures because I was kinda shy to ask. >.< But anyway, I got some! These were some cos-players that were really kind. I didn't stay that long because it was getting crowded and my brother was complaining.

*bad image quality* I only had my phone to get pictures,so yeah..
oh and the title is just a random word..But,I think I'm a geek for anime and manga. o_O

i'm cold..i'm lonely..i'm so sad..
..and the fucking thing is i don't have an idea why
it's attacking me again..that goddamn disorder.
i'm ruining this day, i know..

it's raining here..i love the sound of raindrops hitting hard,the strong hums of the wind,the coldness and of course..thunder!! o_O too bad i can't come out and take photos..

i wish it'll rain tomorrow too..or maybe just thunderstorms..haha,am i weird to like/love storms?

anyway,things are getting a bit violent here..THUNDER! hey,that was loud, not to mention the lightning that brightened my dim room for a second. <3 please don't stop!! haha,im logging out or my mom would start spraying me with her saliva and plugging the computer without thinking..*sigh* mothers..

hey,look at that..im kinda getting serious with this photography thing..too bad im not good enough. im hating the last picture..hehehe,to me it sucks..well,you can say things about them..what do you think?

So,yeah..I love/like Photography..um,i just wanna show 'em 'cause im bored..haha,well, I'd be glad if you'll comment or something..

i kinda gave 'em titles 'cause they're one of my favorites..
#1 BEAUTY LOATHES HUMANS
#2 SILENCE OVER CHAOS
#3 WAY UP TO HIM

if you think they suck,i might agree with you.. >.<

okay, im totally losing my mind..im getting over the fucked rumor.
so i started to go back to the old days.ah,happy moments.. >.<

i kinda miss my old friends.. >.<
ooh..i remember the beach! haha,it's the only field-trip of my school that i actually enjoyed.
water!! love,love,love..the only thing that sucks is the bright and burning sun!
(obviously,im the one with the hood..i hate the sun,really)
the second photo are my old fellas..o_O shadows..