dead.static's blog

It just do nothing good. :\

*kill all your friends*
soo..I'm being odd here and post a story I've written..It's entitled "Numb" ('kay, it's a dumb title)

Do you know how to die? I know what you’re thinking, that I’m a crazy messed up kid. But that’s what you all really think of me, right? That’s why I’m here, sitting at your office. People think I’m losing my mind. Help? What help? I’m not stupid. You all are hypocrites. You all say you want to help but do you understand? I don’t believe you...Geez, okay, I’m gonna talk now. Blah, what’s the point here really? I’ll just gonna end up somewhere dire anyway.

*im ruining everything, you wouldn't like to read this*

First off, I just came home from the hospital. With the fact that the peptic ulcer I have has a possibility of being cancerous. That wasn't that bad..but after puking out blood ~ew, I shouldn't describe that.

I'm still depressed, my mind's not working properly. Then, the cancer thing's eating my mind, I would hurt myself real bad.

I turned the computer on, hoping for something to cheer me up even just a bit. But instead, I learn that my friend's battling her depression too and made that jet black feeling inside worse. Could someone tell me what's worst than this?

Baahh, I'm sorry.

There's a thunderstorm here...
nothing.. just... owo

My mind's fucked up. >.<

Can't. Think. Straight.

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Sorry. I've just wasted a bit of your time here.
I'm going out for now.

Got bored so I tried this weird name generator that gives your name its meaning. xDD I fucking laughed so hard after seeing this. I don't even have a best friend!

I think this is a late greeting..but still.

I had an awesome day!! Haha, I dressed up like some dude in the revenge era and played every MCR song up loud. Oh and I drew a bit after my mum unplugged the stereo set. The first one is really what I intended to do for IMCRD.."Headfirst for Halos", one of my favorite song in Bullets. The last one is a 12 am doodle. xD I was still hyper so I need to do something to calm the fuck down.

So, that's how my MCRd went. Hope you guys had a great day.

MCR really save lives!
I'm one of the living proof!

haha, almost all i could hear at the first part was FUCK!

But no, on the serious side..this song had made me clinging to life for this week. Especially what Bert was saying about how important being artistically creative is...I love The Used (and Bert).

Colors hate me..and I just did something crazy.

My paintings look weird..

Haha, I never thought I'd enjoy painting with different shades of color. This was my first attempt. Is it good or should I toss them to the trash?

Today's my grandfather's death anniversary..I feel so sad just remembering it. It has been five years though I still can't get over the fact that he's gone. He was like this father figure to me. In fact, I love him more than my parents.

I miss you, Pa..very, very much.

A story..
http://crimsonletters.deviantart.com/art/Here-215691245

I want one.. o_O (so much for the randomness)

I'm bored..so Imma bore you too

It's the Demolition Lovers! I made that just a few days ago.
So, what do you think about it? I need to improve these crappy hands.

And um, who's in deviantArt here? I'd like to have some friends.. >.<
http://crimsonletters.deviantart.com/
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ah,wait! Vote for MCR, killjoys!
http://awards.kerrang.com/categories.aspx

my version of Helena..
hmm, I really like Helena :D just saying..

I was bored when i drew this..
so yeah.. my drawing sucks.