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I accidentally watched this video of Ray in WWE. I didn't know he is a fan of it! xD
Oh, Ray..I love you for this.

It actually made me remember my childhood...I think I spent half of it growing up with my grandparents. My grandfather--or Pa as we would call him was a huge fan of wrestling. I remember sitting on the arm of his big antique chair in front of the television set watching WWE. I remember the familiar smell of Pa's clothes and the wood-y scent of the chair. He would cheer at the screen as if the wrestlers could hear him coaching and I would laugh and join him. Every night, that was what we did. It became our bonding time, me and Pa..and also my little brother which I doubt don't have any memory of it now. At times, he would make fun of the wrestlers or sometimes say something really cool--words of wisdom, I guess?

A blog about the randomness of a random life. I don't fucking care if you'll read this or not. I don't fucking care if you'll react or not. I will write...because that's how I live. I don't give a fuck about what others think.

I have to admit: the past few weeks, my love for MCR was slowly fading away.

I'M RAPING YOUTUBE BECAUSE OF THIS!
I just heard the first single of The Used! I just fucking died from the awesomeness. Can't wait for Vulnerable!
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I'M SPAZZING!

Puppy!!

I'm so cool. Ha! There was this kid giving away free puppy dogs. I didn't had any intention to get one but she was the last remaining puppy and it seems like nobody likes her. I pitied her so I adopted her! :D Mu dad's with me the whole time and I was like, "Dad, I'm keeping the dog. Now, help me give her a bath." xDD Haha, and my dad just nodded. I was a cool kid for like five seconds then. I just told my dad what to do and he just nodded!

Anyhow..she doesn't have a name yet. I'm a bad name giver..and my dad's the worse. (Kuchii? Seriously? That sounds odd..) She's adorable..she wants all attention to her apparently. And she does this thing...when she gets frustrated or unnoticed, she would chase her tail and bark/yelp annoyingly. xD

fuck it.

So..I haven't posted a thing for weeks. I figured that I should rather than raping youtube for Every Snowflake Is Different (Just Like You). God, I couldn't believe I'm so freaking obsessed with it. xD

Recently, I had a tough time the past weeks, dealing with my disorder. I'm currently in the process of staying alive and shit. So, I saw the design, Gerard drew for masscanvas. I loved the colors so I tried to draw it. I really liked how it came out. It was like an explosion of colors for me..because I rarely color my drawings.

Truly, ART is the fucking WEAPON.

moar!
The joker's so cool!
And that kid's just awesome as well. :D

Fuck yes. I was a very happy kid yesterday. Went to the mall and found out that there'll be a cosplay event that day! I almost jump around like an idiot. asdjlkasdjaklsldl
The cosplayers were awesome, some even were so nice they talked to me. There's this girl who was cosplaying Sunako Nakahara and she was very in charavter. I didn't noticed her at first because she was sitting at a corner. I freaking like her! fdsklkfldkfjlkl L was there too and he gave free lollipops! xD
I had tons of pictures but most of it were blurred and shitty because there were so many people.

I was on Twitter awhile ago and fucking heavens! I saw an account named @bobbryar [ http://twitter.com/#!/bobbryar ] I dunno if he's really him..could be, or not..haha, just saying.
Bob and his beard. <3

when you're falling down again to that old dark hole..and nobody could help.
you're thinking should have died then..'cause you feel like killing..

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~trust no one.