Lafari's blog

So Asking Alexandria is going on tour with Memphis May Fire, As I Lay Dying, Suicide Silence, and Attila. I'm freaking out right now because my mom bought me the ticket two weeks ago and i'm still so excited. I live in NY so i have to wait until December to actually go to the concert but this is official my first major concert. I've been to underground shows but this is going to be packed. I mean come on all these amazing bands in one place!!!!!! I can't wait until December i want to go now. I'm literally obsessed with Memphis May Fire right now and i'm freaking out. So is there anything i should know about going to a concert? i've never been to anything like this and would like to know what you guys think.

P.S. This concert makes up for me missing Pierce The Veil live. oh and you guys could probs still get tickets, here's a link : http://www.askingalexandriaofficial.com/events

Upon This Dawning's version of Call me Maybe is so awesome. I keep playing this song over and over. I think i'm in love xD. I can't wait for the new Punk Goes Pop album.

This movie seems really funny. I want to watch this when it comes out. And bonus it plays Na Na Na in the trailer. Fave part: Hello 911 my friend's bleeding out of her vagina! *dies* xD

I'm not sure if any or you heard of them but they are amazing. I auditioned for this program yesterday and it felt so good. This program's goal is to use the arts to bring about a change in the community and eventually the whole world. So anyone can audition and you are not chosen based on your talents but based on what you say and what you stand for. So at the end after we acted a little and sung we shared what we each want to change about the world. Then we started getting a little personal when this one girl talked about not having her parents in her life and i consoled her and i let her know that i didn't have biological father in my life and i know how it feels. Then we talked about suicide and depression and honestly that was the first time i told anyone in person that i get depressed a lot and that i attempted suicide before. It felt so good to just tell someone something and cry together.

I love this movie!!! Has anyone else seen it? My niece put it on the other day and i had so many childhood memories coming back to me. I used to watch this movie all the time, we even had it on VHS and now we bought it on DVD so we could watch it. I loved these movies. This song is so perfect to me. I love everything about this song. These songs were the best. I don't care about disney princesses Odette was the best princess ever. Gosh i love this so much,i can't stop saying it.

I've seriously been depressed since this summer. I'm running out of ideas on how to make myself feel better. I've been sleeping almost all day because i don't want to leave my room and do things anymore. I don't know what else to do. Please help me out, what should i do? Listening to music before i go to sleep has made me feel better a little but i don't know how to deal with the day when i have to go to school. I've lost interest in everything. I feel so emotionless and this is not who i usually am. I'm usually fun and free-spirited and always doing something. I need tips on how to feel better because i'm tired of feeling so low.

At my school i don't feel labeled like that. I can talk to whoever i want and i chose to talk to people who are nice and don't attract drama. If i were to be labeled i'd call myself a punk or outcast maybe idk. But at my school there's no mean people who hate on you just because your clothes are different or because of your taste in music. If someone doesn't like you and openly shows that you most likely feel the same way about them and are doing the same things. Yeah there's fights but they are fair one-on-one and both parties disliked each other and wanted to fight. I don't talk to many people but that's because i do enjoy being alone ( is that's weird?) Yeah i'm weird but i found awesome friends like me who accept me for who i am and i have close friends who are nothing like me and i still love them too. I was just thinking about this show on MTV called If You Really Knew Me and i thought man my school life is not that hard.

So here's the story : http://www.fuse.tv/2012/09/billie-joe-armstrong-headed-to-treatment-center

i have so much respect for this band and i wish Billie Joe well. I hope he'll be ok in rehab and that he gets through this. I understand his anger though. Green Day is a few years from being in the Rock 'n' Roll hall of fame, they're basically legends now. It is messed up that their show was cut short so Usher could have more time, no one deserves that. It's like they were saying no one cares about Green Day and i guess he didn't want his band to be treated like that. And he's right his band shouldn't be treated like that but i wish he would have showed this in a different way. But everyone gets upset sometimes, even awesome rock stars like Billie Joe. All my love and well wishes goes to this band i hope they will recover from this and i'll be on their side always i'm a fan for life.

P.S. I hear he was high during this show so maybe the drugs and anger he had resulted to this, idk.

Ok guys i need relationship advice. I want to know what i can do to progress this thing i have with a boy at my school. So we started seeing each other when i told him i like him and i said i wanted to know if you want to go out sometime. And he said yes :). So now i don't know what to do. We've been going out for a while and i haven't worked up the courage to kiss him or hold his hand. Help Please. I need a girls and guys point of view on this so please. Message me or you could leave a comment idc

I can't with my feels. New Music hells yeah. If you haven't already, check out Frank's post on the news page. I'm so happy right now. Hells yes new music. I got a four day weekend and so i'll be dancing to some old MCR songs. Look alive sunshine :)