The world misses you, my friend. Peace out wherever you are.
"You've got quite the little fighter on your hands there, boys." The nurse behind the desk said nonchalantly. Both of them looked at her for an explination. "Most people wouldnt've survived something like that. But she did. She was even semi-concious when we picked her up, then she passed out in the ambulance on the way here." The nurse saw the look on Gerard's face, then tried to reasure him. "Don't worry. She'll be fine. She looked a lot worse earlier." I didn't see how it could've gotten much worse, but it aparently had been.
"C'MON GRANDMA!!! THE SPEED LIMIT'S 55 AND YOU'RE GOING 40!!!" I yelled at the old woman driving her Caddilac in front of me on the highway. I nervously checked my watch again. "I gotta be home, like, now." Then, all of a sudden, the woman in front of me turned off the road we were on. "FINALLY!" I yelled, then sped the car up way faster than Grandma had been going. "Okay, we're movin' now."
Then, out of nowhere, a huge pickup truck was barreling along right in front of me, on the wrong side of the road, the driver clearly hammered. He and I didn't have any time at all to react.
"OWWW! WATCH WHERE YOU'RE GOING!" I yelled at the guy that ran into me when he was bolting down the hall at light speed on my first day of senior year at a new school. Offering me a hand, he helped me up and said "Oh, sorry. I gotta go!" Then he laughed and ran away. Three other guys followed him, yelling at him with smiles on their faces. I decided to try and figure out what was going on here. When I turned the corner, I found the kid that had run into me pinned on the ground by another kid that looked a lot like him.
I asked the douchebag why he wouldn't date me. His answer (and I'm not kidding you):
"You're too emo. It would ruin my rep."
ARE YOU FRICKIN' KIDDING ME?!?!?
You don't want to go out with me because you think I'm EMO?!?!?! I was so pissed off at him that I yelled at him in the middle of the school hallway in front of everyone. Just because I listen to MCR, Black Veil Brides, Avenged Sevenfold and a whole laundry list of other bands like that and dress in all black most of the time DOESN'T make me emo. I've got NO idea what i ever saw in him. Do you think his answer was mean? or is it just me?
Read my last 2 posts, and then you'll understand. :')
okay, i KNOW i'm an idiot now. if you read my last blog post, then you'll know what i'm talking about.
I was walking down the hallway today on my way to homeroom and the guy i tried to ask out passed me. we were practically touching and he wouldn't look at me or say hi to me or wink at me or anything that he usually does. that practically killed me inside. i really regret giving him that note now. i want things to go back to the way they were before. when he and i could screw around together as friends and not have it be awkward. when we sat together at lunch and talked about our lives.
I gave the guy I like a note today asking him out and he turned me down..... HARD. I honestly just want to curl up in a ball and cry my eyes out, but I can't. My parents won't let me date anyone, so this was done on the down low. I feel like such an idiot. He was perfectly happy in his own little world where he didn't know that I liked him, and now it's out in the open and he's probably told all of his douchebag friends by now and I just want to lay in my bed and cry until he says yes. But, there's a bit of a caviat to this story, dear Killjoys: He made the first move on me.
"Can't I come with you?" I yelled, one more time at the guys in an attempt to make them talk to me. Nothing, just like the last few weeks. I hadn't heard a word from anyone directed at me for days on end. I hated it. As they walked out the door, I grabbed the back of Party Poison's jacket, trying to get him to say something. "PLEASE!!! Just talk to me! Say something! I don't care what you say, just talk to me.... I miss the sound of your voice." He just shrugged it off and walked away. I fell flat on my face, then glanced up at them as they sped off to the fight.
I'm stuck for story ideas, guys. Any help? Preferably a fanfic type of story, but any other story will do.
Keep rockin' guys!
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