kittenbaby1424's blog

so im in a better mood tonight:) thanks to the people who talked to me, you really helped a lot<3 love you so so so much!
but now im sick ahaha i hate my immune system! so now im just gonna watch movies and degrassi:)

oh! today my mama and i went shopping and i got a new MCR shirt, i havent bought a band tee in so long! lol so im happy! i also went to petsmart and got new adorable collars for my cats:) and we bought a ton of bath products from lush, it was nice to go out and have fun:)

so now i will post pictures of Gerard! i posted pictures of Frank last night so go to my previous blog for some adorable pics of Frank! tomorrow i'll post some of Mikey! and monday i'll do Ray!<3

love always,
Pretty Poison

when i cant sleep and just get super depressed. all i can think about is cutting or taking something to make me just forget everything, but thats the last thing i want to do because i know its wrong and i think my mom and sister are starting to catch onto my self harming ever since i burned my wrist(a while ago) and it left really big scars. just fuck i really wish i didnt get in these stupid moods.

and i added 3adorable pictures of frankie just to hopefully put a smile on someones face<3

so far i have been sober for 16days, wow thats along time for me and i couldnt have come so far without the help of the lovely MCRmy<3 thanks for always being there for me when i need someone, i love you all! and you can always come to me if you need help or someone to listen love you!!!!!

THANK YOU! seriously, you guys are the best!

love always,
Pretty Poison

i convinced my mom to let me get my 5th professional tattoo(i have 3 i did myself) and now i just gotta help save money for it! and im gonna get it before sept! so that means im getting it soon!!!! gah im sooo exicted. the picture is the drawing of the tattoo im getting, i found it online and i love it because the microphone reminds me of the one frank uses at concerts! and it says sing which is another one of my favorite mcr songs. i fucking love it, i might add "it for the world" underneath but idk depends on how my tattoo artist draws it up:)

adfgdtsrfda im sooo happy!

what do you think?

love always,
Pretty Poison

i have the watermark on it just because i've been doing that to all my photos

User: Frerard.

Cleverbot: Gerard Way loves Frank Iero.

<3
(dont hate on me for frerard, i know they are all happily married and not gay but it still fun to think about lol and yes i do repect their wives!)

i think im going to sell my fun ghoul raygun because i just found a tattoo i realllyyy want and i mean i saw it and i fell in love and it is kinda mcr related but holy shit like its just beautiful but its gonna cost olot of money(more than any of my others so i dont think my mom will pay for all of it) so im really thinking of selling the raygun and other stuff so i can get money to pay for it. omg seriously this tattoo is beyond words i just cant explain how much i love it!!!

so yeah what do you think would be a fair price for the gun? i'd like to sell it for a little more then i bought it for(35USD) i've only taken it out of the box like 4times

my best friend leaves NJ for FL in 2& 1/2 hours:( shitt im gonna fucking miss her!
(1st picture is of her and i before homecoming, my freshman year and her sophmore year 2008; 2nd picture is of her and i before our first mcr concert back in 2007; 3rd picture is of my tattoo but she got NJ too on her ribs as a friendship tattoo, plus we both wanted NJ on us and she has diffrent lyrics on hers but yeah<3)

i love my best friend so much, i hope she has a good time in FL and loves it but not too much so she'll come back to Jersey where she belongs!

love always,
Pretty Poison

I am seriously concisdering putting myself into a mental health facility. :/

i just said goodbye to my best friend in the whole world for the last time before she goes to college. i actully didnt cry yet, i did tear up a bit but i dont think it really hit me yet. i know it'll hit me as soon as i think of something i wanna do with her or tell her in person and i'll just breakdown and cry. this really fucking sucks, i hate that she has to go to FL. i wish she picked a school in NJ but im happy for her since this is what she really wants to do in life. god i dont know what im going to do without her here<3 she was always there for me like last year on my birthday she got snowed in my house with me(we knew it was going to be a blizzard) so i wouldnt be alone and bored and she also went to my first MCR concert with me. shitt im gonna cry just typing this haha im kinda just ventting.

anyone have anything to make me smile? like any funny pictures? i'd really love it if you helped me feel better<3

anyways hope all is well in the zones killjoys, love you all!

so i want to get 'your not in this alone' on the top of my foot but im not sure what to get with it, like i want some kind of design or picture to go next to it

i already have the tattoo in the picture on my left foot so this future tattoo will be on my right foot. the lettering will go down the right side of my right foot

any ideas?